I used to think that it was difficult at the beginning. In fact, the end is not as easy as I imagined.
Persist until today, no matter how unwilling, I suddenly lost the energy and strength to continue.
But finally I was able to calmly say to myself, 'This is not something you are good at, it's time to stop'. And the stubborn self who could not let go finally compromised.
I think it should be regarded as a harvest and achievement, right?