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Chapter 62 The Gone 3

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    As for the other two, I learned from my roommates that the two grandfathers who left at night have lived in the department for a long time, and because they are critically ill patients, I went to them when I was on the night shift.  It's quite frequent (Because the grandpas are using the syringe pump every day, so the medicine needs to be changed at night. And sometimes the grandpa always rings the bell to say that I'm not feeling well, and then I have to call the teacher or the doctor  )

    So I roughly remember the faces of those two grandpas, (one of them I still remember his appearance until now.¡ª¡ª2021.7.1) When my roommate told me about it, I also knew who they were, and in my heart  Also felt sorry for them.

    But they are all quite old, and one of the fatter grandfathers is in his nineties. It seems normal to leave

    A few days after the fat old man left, his daughters came to the hospital again and sent flowers to the doctors and nurses in order to thank the old man for taking care of him during this time.

    At that time, there was a leader of the responsible team who was familiar with the family members because he always worked on the side where the grandfather was, and said a lot to comfort the family members.

    However, it may be because I have no specific concept of death, so the two bouquets of flowers attracted me more at the time

    Suddenly I feel so heartless!

    A family member passed away, but what I paid attention to was actually flowers

    But to be honest, until now, my concept of death is still not very strong.

    A person is gone, in my heart, it seems like a friend who will never be in touch again: each lives an ordinary life in the place where he is

    As I write this, I think of my grandma.

    Because we have four children in our family, I am the second, and because of the strict control of family planning when I was young, I grew up with my grandma and grandpa (that is, grandpa and grandma), and it seems to be in the first and second grades of elementary school  account only.

    Growing up with my grandma, it stands to reason that I should have the deepest relationship with her, but when I was in the second grade, when my grandpa's mother passed away, and my grandma was lying in bed because of illness and wanted to see me, I ran away.  Then I don't want to see her

    At that time, why did I run away?

    Now I can't remember.

    Anyway, at that time, I didn't dare to meet her

    Maybe it's because I don't like what the adults around me say in my ears. My grandma took care of me when I was a child, and I have to go see her

    Maybe it's her appearance that is afraid of being seriously ill that scares me

    I don't know how long later, my grandma passed away, but I didn't see her for the last time, nor let her see me for the last time

    Now that I have grown up, I always feel guilty when I think of this incident.

    I also always think: If my grandfather's mother passed away, I would just listen to the adults and go to see my grandma

    But at that time I ran away, did not go, and never saw her again

    The rest, there is only regret

    ¦á¦ä¦á

    In front of my relatives, I always don't know how to express my emotions, and I don't want to express my emotions, so that I feel a little embarrassed to be close to them.

    Sometimes I also wonder why I can make some intimate actions and say some intimate words with my good friends, but not with my family?

    What kind of character am I?  What is the psychology?

    However, for family members, it is impossible not to talk about it, but not to care about it in the heart. Perhaps compared with good friends, that friendship is easy to overflow, but for family affection, it is more suitable for internal

    at last:

    ? I hope that Niu Meng and people with similar personality to Niu Meng can have a closer relationship with his family (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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