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    The DSLR I borrowed from lm ??before the holiday has never been used. Today I will take it to work and put it in her work place. Whether I want to go out or not, I need to go out for a while, so I also go to a nearby park to take some photos, and then go to work.  Return the SLR.

    ? Dinner was cooked better than usual, and after eating, the sun was almost setting.  Put on quick-drying pants, a simple wide T-shirt, a pair of gray white shoes, put on a backpack with a SLR in it, and set off.

    At the nearest park entrance, you need to show your health code to enter.  Some time ago, I only needed to scan the temperature, or pass a place where the temperature is automatically measured.  When there is no epidemic, the door is open, and no one comes in and out during the opening hours.

    After entering the park, take out the SLR, take pictures of flowers and passers-by for a while.  You find that as long as you set a format, such as av, you can take a picture casually, and it will be a clear picture. You donĄŻt need any skills to take a picture, and you feel a little disappointed.  The single-shot is Canon 5d4, which is positioned as the mid-to-high-end high-end single-shot, the latest series of the 5d series.  I have used the 5d3 of the unit before, and when I saw the 5d4, I wanted to try what is different from the 5d3, so I borrowed it back.  When using it, whether it is taking pictures or photography, it is indeed better, and the lens is better than before.  It's just that when I found out that I can operate very well without any technology, I feel a little lost. The reasons for the loss can be roughly classified into two, one is that there is no challenge, and the other is that there is no sense of superiority.  But isn't this the pursuit of technology?  Even those who are not proficient in operation can use it freely, with zero threshold.

    Later, I randomly took a few photos of flowers and plants, and took a few photos of passers-by. I was not interested, so I went out through another gate, planning to go to a larger park to take pictures of the scenery.

    I wear a DSLR around my neck, and when I see someone, I take a photo with it. I donĄŻt know what IĄŻm taking, and I donĄŻt care about the current epidemic situation. I just walk on the sidewalk with few pedestrians. At this time, I feel very  Great.  You suddenly remembered the time when you just came to Beijing and bought a DSLR. At that time, you would take the DSLR and go wandering around the scenic spots in Beijing almost every weekend, taking pictures while walking, as if you were still walking instead of settled in  Working here, for you, is just a place to rest temporarily on the way to walk, and you can rest while watching the scenery.  But later, I donĄŻt know when it started, you forgot that you were walking, you just remembered that you were tied up in this place, suffering and struggling every day, like a trapped beast, with your head down, quiet, in peace  roared.  As you walk, light slowly begins to diffuse in your heart, and the scenery in distant places is in your mind, and the scenery in reality is almost transparent to you.  You find that you really like this feeling, wearing clothes that donĄŻt matter whether itĄŻs good or bad, carrying a bag, walking on the road, and reshaping the soul that is about to disappear while walking.  You find that only when you are walking on the road can you see your soul, so resolute, with a little light, and a little arrogant, a little arrogant, a little inviolable and random.

    When I walked to the gate of the park, I found that the gate was not open, and the only open gate was far away, so I walked back.  In the end, I didn't take any photos, so I returned the SLR.

    In the evening, I wash clothes, wash shoes, take a shower, read the complete works of Lu Xun, listen to songs, and look for a sentence in "Water", but I can't find it.  I read an article in the Complete Works of Lu Xun, which mentioned the XiĄŻan Incident, so I went to Baidu to check out Zhang Xueliang, and saw an article by him on Zhihu, all of which were bad analyzes. I remembered his image of justice in history textbooks,  Then I went to Baidu Encyclopedia to find his introduction, which was full of righteous information.  You tell g that you don't know what to believe, here is the general content of the chat:

    g: Why does it feel like gossip.

    You: It's the mentality that gossip is more reliable than official news.

    g Is this a kind of novelty hunting psychology?

    You: It is a high distrust of official history.

    Later, you thought of an unsolvable doubt: People always need to know something when they are alive, but what should we know, and what can we know?

    In the past two days, I thought of one thing. I am already 25 years old. If I want to live to be 50 years old, I still have 25 years left to live.  When chatting with jy some time ago, I felt that the light in your world is slowly disappearing.  She said, you have only worked for one year.  In fact, it is two years, two years, the light in the world is gone, and the expectations for this world are gone. How should we live in the next 25 years?  You can't spend that long like a walking dead.

    Think about the current state of the people around you: lz is working hard and making achievements, lm is striving for the ideal of journalism, sister gj is working hard, jy refuses to deal with unfamiliar people wholeheartedly, only wants to keep his family safe, g wants to resign every day,  Seeking business units failed time and time again, z wanted to resign every day, but didnĄŻt know what to do with resignation, xp focused on his career, earning money, and finding a job, ys wanted to resign and earn money, Haizi didnĄŻt like himself.??Working, always wanting to travel and see the scenery, Mr. Shangqian is critical of everything, as if he is the embodiment of perfection.  .  .  And you?  Every day I think about what to say to Liz when I resign, and what will happen when I walk in the future.

    When we are at this moment, in the status quo, and then throw away the present moment and the status quo, look at the human life, then look at the history, status quo and future of mankind, look at different fields of human civilization, about all kinds of  With all kinds of knowledge, how should human beings deal with and make choices?

    When you think about what you need to be an editor, you find that you don't need any knowledge and skills.  But when you think about what you need to achieve in your life, you find that you donĄŻt know anything, but no matter how you try to get it, you still donĄŻt know anything. Look at history, but the history books are vast; see  Philosophy, the distribution of philosophical fields is complex, with various branches and various interpretations, and there is always no end; watching technology, that field has almost nothing to do with you; watching poetry, art, news, entertainment, movies, variety shows, gossip, state affairs, current affairs, etc.  World changes, beauty, wonders.  .  .  Exhausting my life, I can't finish watching it.  Think again, what do you know so much for?  Know so much for what?  Since it is useless, why spend your whole life trying to understand it?  But what if you don't know anything about these?  But people always need to use their brains to live, and their brains always need to think about something, so how can they be ignorant?  Half-knowledge, half-knowledge?  How is this different from not knowing?  You don't even know what to think about right now.

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