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    ? Yesterday has passed, and the joy that overflowed my heart seems to have been left in the past.  When I woke up I was just bored.

    After choosing for a long time in the library, I finally borrowed Wilde's play, but I still decided to take Hesse's "Steppenwolf".  Now that we are on the road, what a textbook-like journey we look forward to!  Moreover, "Steppenwolf" is full of wandering and extremely lonely atmosphere, so suitable for reading on the way to a distant place alone!

    g asked: "I'm about to leave, are you excited?"

    You said: "The mood is flat."

    Just like that, I set off without much expectation and passion, and seemed to be mixed with a little anxiety and doubts.  It was as if yesterday had drained all the stored passion.

    You said, since the decision has been made, don't doubt it.

    After sitting down on the train, you said to g: "If you encounter unexpected things on the way, please don't think that my choice is unfortunate, it just happened what should happen."

    g said: "Go on a trip with good expectations."

    ? When I checked the tickets online, I didn¡¯t even have a standing ticket. I thought that the people sitting on the train were all young people like you, and they went to Lhasa with longing.  But it doesn't seem to be the case. Looking at the past, only I am an idler.  Slightly disappointed.  It was as if he had been found fleeing and wandering.  The difference from the reality makes people feel a little uncomfortable. I don't know what kind of mentality to face it, and I feel a little powerless.  When sitting quietly, I began to ask myself what I was doing, whether it was worth it, and whether there was still something to look forward to in the distance.  If it is true as Z said, I am looking for loneliness, and the slight helplessness I feel at this moment is the cold wind blown by the phantom of loneliness?  However, he didn't enjoy it and tried to escape from it.  When you realize this, you give up asking G for help and turn on the playlist and listen to folk songs.

    If the experience of this journey is loneliness, even if it is not a taste for people to enjoy, still go to experience it!  Only by seeing the various states of life can we be calm.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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