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journey. before departure

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    I finally know that the best day of travel is the day before the departure. I have probably planned the itinerary, but I haven¡¯t set off yet, and the rest is just waiting quietly.  Fantasy and expectation.

    Before departure, gyc said, your wretched expression the day before yesterday.  You corrected that it was just the right amount of joy.

    It's just the right kind of good mood, which leaks out slightly while being full, and smiles intoxicatingly while not revealing the secret.

    You are wearing dark blue 7-point jeans, bright black leather shoes on your feet, and your ankles are just exposed. You are wearing a dark red semi-linen sleeveless vest, and you are wearing a short in the front and long in the back.  Thin shirt, with big silver round eyes.  Fresh taste in retro style.  You love the look, which makes you even happier.  Click on a playlist on Netease Cloud and start listening aimlessly.  Sitting on the table, leaning against the light yellow wooden bookshelf lattice, with your feet on the mottled stool, stepping on the rhythm slowly with the music, the light orange sunlight on the balcony is also accompaniment to you and dances with you.

    You say to z: "I'm so happy now!"

    x and gyc kept persuading z to go to the botanical garden.  I¡¯ve been there with z and t before, if your memory is correct, it¡¯s just t and you walking happily all the time, z doesn¡¯t seem to be in the mood, probably because I have such a manager, that¡¯s why I keep rejecting x and them  .

    While listening to the song, you look at the sycamore flowers in the distance outside the door and window, and occasionally look back at their persuasion and resistance.

    You said to x: "I was going to see the flowers, but I could only see your underwear." Then you laughed to yourself.

    cl is professionally applying make-up to the beautiful school girl, it is said that it is because she wants to take a photo!  You like that girl's dress very much. The white dress looks light and not monotonous, which makes people look very comfortable.  It is estimated that the sound of lightly stepping on the stool affected her, and she would look back occasionally.  She must have thought it was a weirdo.

    The hustle and bustle seen in the eyes is so quiet and intoxicating.

    Hold the quilt in your hand, take a sip occasionally, and you say: "I think I'm drunk now!"  You get off the table, pace in the dormitory, shuttling through the hustle and bustle of rain and others, and open up a path of silence.  Occasionally, I would ignore them and just say what I wanted to say.

    Z said: "You also go with us!" You looked at her quietly, smiled, and said, "No."

    It seems that because of the unbearable joy, the whole consciousness is about to fly.

    You didn¡¯t tell them that you were going to Lhasa the next day. You planned to say goodbye to them tomorrow after you picked up your backpack. The lines have already been thought out¡ª¡ªI may have to leave school for more than a week.  travel.  Then he closed the door handsomely and left.  Thinking of such a handsome line, such a handsome figure, my heart is even more erratic.  You said: "I really want to write poetry now! It's a pity that I have no culture." You didn't say that lame self-righteous poem ¡ª¡ª if you don't get drunk, you get drunk; if you don't drink, you are already intoxicated.  Then, with firm but erratic steps, I went back and forth over and over again, I don't know how many times.

    In the evening, after dinner, I went to the fourth floor of the dormitory. X called and asked you to go back and open the door. After I hung up the phone, I saw them waiting at the door of the dormitory.  This makes people a little bit happy. Although it is a trivial detail that has never been noticed by the person concerned, it still makes people happy to be needed by the people around them.  After entering the door, z said, gyc said you bought a camera.  Gyc immediately said: "It's true, I saw it!" You said in a light tone: "Oh, that's from LXY." Then you showed it to them naturally.

    The gyc says, "Look, she really does," and then says to you, "Z says you're not that kind of person."

    Without any disturbance in your mind, you said in a very calm tone: "I borrowed it to play for two days, but if I have money, I will definitely buy it."

    Sitting slightly on the table, you said to Z: "Lend me your power bank!"

    gyc said excitedly: "She wants to go out to play! She must go out to play!" It seems that I was found doing something very interesting secretly by myself, complaining coquettishly, trying to drag you and stop you  He looked at you and walked with you, and you liked the way he hurriedly said something in an intimate tone after discovering something in an instant, you raised your head and laughed, but didn't respond.  When you laughed, gyc said: "Look, I guessed it!" Z asked: "Where are you going?" You hesitated a little, and said: "Go to a far away place." Then Z yelled out  : "She's going to Tibet!" You raised your head and laughed again, leaning your head slightly against the wooden lattice, as if bearing your joy.  gyc also laughed wildly: "It was guessed again." Z kept shouting: "It's over, she is really going to Tibet." He didn't say anything, but every point was guessedbingo!  Compared with the handsome farewell before leaving, this form is more exciting.  You say to g: "Sometimes the unexpected can be better."

    gyc said: "You don't talk, let her talk."

    Things have come to this, I can only confess.  You said, "I'm going to Tibet."

    z said: "I knew you were going to Tibet, you see, I know you better."

    "I originally planned to say it tomorrow, I even thought out the lines," "I'm going on a trip that says it all!" "You made my lines embarrassing."

    Originally it was Z who suggested that two people go together, but then you didn't want to go together, there is always a feeling that if two people go, maybe they will never be able to go.  There is another reason, I have played with Z so many times before, and every time it makes people feel, as if she has always felt that it is very boring.  I always feel that if you are full of expectations for a place, you shouldn't go with Z, she will ruin that mood.  It's an exaggeration to say this, but it's one of the reasons you're rejecting her.  On the avenue full of crabapple flowers in the new school, you once told her that maybe one day you will go to Tibet alone, so you have to say it in advance.  I don't know how serious she thinks you are, whether she will feel sad when you say you are going to Tibet, and whether it is too cruel for her to do so.  It's just that she never said a word of complaint, she just climbed onto the bed and went to sleep!  It should be because I was too tired after going to the botanical garden, because both x and gyc climbed onto the bed and lay down.  At around 9:00, x started talking, called z, she woke up, and then muttered to herself: "Strange, why did I wake up? Why did I wake up?" Thinking very seriously  and trying to figure out what the answer looks like.  Then called your name.  You obliged, but she didn't say anything.  You asked again: "What do you want me to do?" There was no reply.  Every action and every word of a person has its meaning, and sometimes meaninglessness is also its meaning.  You think, she must have had a dream about you, about a trip to Tibet!  In fact, I still have some thoughts, but I have never said anything, and I don't know what she is thinking.  I have always felt that I am a dream stealer, stealing other people's dreams.

    One day you said to g: "I seem to understand a problem."

    g asked: "What is it?"

    In fact, you just want to say this sentence. However, such a statement is obviously waiting for such a question, like a silly child who thinks he has deceived adults but never thinks that others will always know every step you will take.  You said: "I have almost forgotten it. A long time ago, I always hoped that someone would guide me in a direction. Sometimes I thought it was an old man I met by chance, and sometimes I thought it was a certain teacher."  ," "It doesn't seem to be the case. As for the reason, maybe I guessed wrong, so I won't say it!" It was just a guess and I kept it in my heart.  When you didn't know it, there used to be someone who guided you and taught you how to do many things, and you followed along naturally.  But one day he left.  Because I have never been sad, so I didn't care about such things. It's just that from now on, as long as I have a good impression of a certain boy, I will see the shadow of that person in that boy, even the smile, as if he is smiling there.  Time has washed away the voice, appearance and appearance of the person who left, and that feeling has not diminished by half.  Since then, I have been playing non-stop with different partners every day. I have never felt sad or longing. It is just that when the Spring Festival is about to be celebrated year after year, I will ask my mother: "When will sbg come back?" Sometimes  Will say: "I dreamed that they came back last night." And then play with the partners around me heartlessly.  Just unconsciously, everything feels boring, life becomes boring, I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m going, I don¡¯t know what to do, I¡¯m always looking for someone who can guide me.  However have been disappointed.  Finally forgot to look.  When others are full of expectations for something, they unconsciously do what others want to do.  The same is true for choosing a major, entering a university, and traveling.  While inadvertently stealing other people's dreams, isn't it also hurting others.  After many years, he came back, and you saw his face again, as bright as the sun.  Then, you forget the kind of intimacy with him in the past, and you only have a sense of alienation from him in the present.  Gradually, she no longer saw him from the boy, and from then on, Qingmei became a passerby, and she began to feel sad.  Lying on the bed, when recalling the past, I realized that there used to be a person who guided the direction, so I searched for it, and now that person will never come back!

    At that time, you had no feelings, and you didn't know what you lost. When you have a little bit of emotion, you start to be sad.

    So no more searching, no more stealing other people's dreams!

    gyc said: "My God, you are too handsome!" "It will be even more handsome if you say it when you leave tomorrow!" "I won't accept anyone, I will obey zjy."

    You are thinking about the sentence she said in your heart: "I won't accept anyone, but ZJY." It seems to be recognized, which makes me happy.

    I was so tired at night, I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?zjy.  "Then they clamored to go to Yunnan.

    You are thinking about the sentence she said in your heart: "I won't accept anyone, but ZJY." It seems to be recognized, which makes me happy.

    I was so tired at night, I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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