She was wearing a pair of old cotton trousers. The original color is no longer visible. Put your hands in your pockets. Sigh slightly. The surrounding air is sticky, perhaps because of the rain. The hustle and bustle around. Silence and prosperity seem to have nothing to do with her. She exists there, monotonous and boring.
She often told him stories about her past.
She likes the sea and has been to the seaside alone. Best friends drop her off at the station. In northern cities, there will be a lot of snow in winter, knee-deep. She was playing in the snow with a group of friends, her hands were red from the cold, and she still went home reluctantly.
There are rows of simple houses made of cheap iron sheets in the small town. It looks very simple, but when you walk in, you find that there are all kinds of snacks sold inside.
She likes to eat Mala Tang with her friends. I would pass by a Liangpi shop, and always see the lady boss who sells Liangpi sitting in the shop smoking a cigarette. The proprietress is a bit fat, with black painted nails. She has tattoos on her arms.
She lived in that city by the sea for half a year. Then went to the southern city. It rarely snows in southern cities. The climate is warm. She is always walking around alone. Adrift.
After hearing her story, he smiled.
They met at the train station. Because she was too sleepy, she couldn't help but fell asleep in the waiting hall. When I woke up, I found that all the money on my body was gone. She was anxious like an ant on a hot pan. I even lost my cell phone. She didn't cry, just kept scratching her hair. This is what she does whenever she gets stuck.
I wandered around the train station for a long time.
Finally decided to borrow money from strangers around. She spoke to many people, but no one was willing to help her. until I met him.
He took out 300 yuan from his pocket and handed it to her.
"Is it enough?"
"Enough, enough." She said gratefully.
He wears short sleeves with sky blue stripes. Hair is very short. He turned and left, and she followed him.
"Is the money not enough, why do you follow me?" He couldn't help asking.
"Nononowhere are you going? Maybe we're going the same way."
She had bought a train ticket to another city. Because of the loss of property, the ticket was also lost. Suddenly I don't know where to go. I don't think he's a bad guy. I want to be with him.
She went to the city where he lived.
It's been a long time since I met a friend I could chat with. She seemed to have opened up the chatterbox, and she kept talking all the way. Talk about her past and present.
But he didn't hear the whole process. She mentioned her parents. He looked out the window thoughtfully.
In that city. She lived for a long time.
During the day, I will go to a hotel as a waiter. I will go to a bar to sing at night. She can sing and play the piano. Soon the 300 yuan was returned to him. He was also invited to a meal.
She will not stay in one city for long. She is always wandering.
Once, they got drunk.
She told him, do you know why I like wandering? Because I hate Valium.
For the first time, he saw loneliness and pain in her eyes.
"My parents divorced when I was ten years old, and each remarried. They are living very well. I don't want to disturb them. I am a wild grass, and my home is everywhere."
She fell asleep. Resting his head on his shoulder, not wanting to disturb her, he sat there motionless.
Once, after taking a shower, I forgot to change my slippers and fell in the bathroom. The severe pain kept her out of bed for two days.
Every night, she will receive a message asking her not to forget to change her slippers.
They sat and ate hot pot together. He stood up and tied her shoulder-length hair into a ponytail.
He didn't see that she was moved to tears by these little things he did.
They are not lovers. Just be good friends. So good to talk about.
So good that you can only be friends, but you can't rise to love.
She wants to be by his side. Just thinking like that. But I am very scared, the more I want to protect something, the more I show disdain.
None of them had enough courage.
There are many opportunities to get close. Many times there is an excuse to hug.
Many times I have the urge to say I love you.
They said goodnight at dark.
They passed each other face to face.
She won't meet someone as nice as him. One phone call at any time. You can listen to her gossip. Someone who can drink with her and say goodnight to her.
She stood barefoot on the floor. The floor is cold?. There is a huge mirror in the living room. Her face was printed in the mirror. Clear body contours. She knew she was crying.
Some words were left unsaid.
Some people miss it after all.
There is a long-distance train ticket on the tea table.