I'm so tired of lingering love stories. I wrote so much that even I became numb. Those stories didn't happen to me, but I felt like I had experienced them myself. Feel the same pain, feel the same sorrow and joy.
Once I am free, my brain will enter the realm of cranky thinking. Sometimes when talking with people, my thoughts have already gone to the sky. Can't hear what the other person is saying? For a while, I suspected that I was hallucinating. I always hear strange voices. I have been stuck for a long time. Maybe turn into a schizophrenic.
I don't have enough literary accomplishment. Even the basic way of getting started is not fully grasped. I hate my own doing nothing and accomplishing nothing the most.
When they met, he was already the father of a child. He is her boss, young and promising. I don't know when I fell in love with him. She just walked out of school and hasn't experienced a relationship yet.
He is five years older than her. Do everything very calmly. Quite like the touted male lead in an idol drama.
? As a newcomer who has just entered the workplace, he can't help but look at him with admiration when he sees such a working ability. Her love for him was more or less adored. She thought it was love, more like infatuation.
One day, she was standing at the door of his office. He hesitated for a long time. Finally got up the courage to knock on his door.
A heart was beating violently.
Suppressing the excitement, he walked up to him. While placing the document in front of him, a pair of hands were placed on top of his.
He finally raised his head.
See her flushed face, a pair of clear eyes.
She was ready to say a lot. But why is my mind blank. Nothing can be said.
They are in a dangerous position. Know exactly what you're doing. Sitting in front of him is a family man. There is no guarantee that there will be a future with him. But I still thought infatuatedly that there might be some possibility. He will accept her. And promised her marriage.
The man's expression became serious. He began to shrink his hands, trying to free them.
He and his wife are college classmates, talented and beautiful. Everything at home is left to his wife to take care of, so that he has extra time to develop his career. .
His brain was spinning rapidly. Love is a long time ago. Since his marriage, his life has become much clearer. Go to work, leave work, sleep. Business trips, occasional gatherings of colleagues, and annual parent-teacher meetings. The trajectory of life is straight. There are no curves. But he knew that he was too eager for a ripple to save his peaceful life.
So this girl broke into his life.
He tried to hold her hand tightly. Those white hands were as soft as a baby's.
He looked into her face.
Suddenly there is a feeling of heartbeat.
He stood up.
Kissed her face.
Suddenly, I felt the excitement and fear that I had never felt before, and the feeling of floating outside the world. Feeling helpless with no direction. There were only the two of them in that room, but there seemed to be countless pairs of eyes staring at him.
When kissing her. He opened his eyes. At that moment, he pushed her away violently.
"sorry."
Don't dare to look her in the eyes. Maybe there is still desire, maybe there is hope. But inexplicably feel ridiculous.
"Sorry, I can't give you anything. I can't hurt you."
The man was timid.
She was suddenly at a loss. Tears flowed down without disappointment. Let it flow.
She looked at the clock hanging on the wall. It was exactly 12 noon. Company lunch time.
"If we had known each other sooner, the situation wouldn't have been worse than it is now. I don't want us to be a burden to each other after many years. I won't divorce, I can't give you marriage. You are still young. You can find someone better I'm not a good man. I'm not as good as you look. I'm a very decadent person. If it weren't for my wife, I might spend my life picking up garbage on the street. I would like to try dangerous adventures. But I know I Love for you is fleeting. You are very kind. I will not deceive your feelings. In the face of love, not everyone can afford to lose. I can afford to lose, but you may not necessarily be able to afford to wait." The man said these words. He hugged her politely. then left.
He straightened his collar, as if nothing had happened. Went for dinner with colleagues. The girl was left alone crying sadly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com