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I was born in a small village in Jialing Town, Xiangcheng City, Henan Province.
The place is small.
But it was famous in the 80s. I believe many people have heard of the Lotus MSG Factory.
In junior high school, the Chinese teacher told us that the sales volume of lotus monosodium glutamate used to be the second in Asia.
Whether what he said is exaggerated or not, I will not go into it. Because when I was born, the lotus monosodium glutamate caused the residents of the nearby villages to panic because of improper sewage treatment. Many people get cancer. Live less than 40 years old. attracted the attention of relevant departments. Although they want to use more advanced equipment and introduce talents to deal with sewage, and offer an annual salary of one million yuan, no one cares. This eventually led to closing down.
I finished primary school at Laoleizi Primary School.
I didn't work hard when I was in school.
Sometimes I lied to the teacher that I was not in good health so that I could not be on duty.
In order to watch TV homework is not written, but also can make up a reasonable lie. I told the teacher that I didn't do my homework because I helped my mother cook. The teacher was immediately moved after hearing this, put his arms around my shoulders and said, "You are such a filial child Before I finished speaking, the passing aunt heard me." My aunt is also a teacher.
"Can you cook? I've never seen you cook"
The lie was exposed.
I know that even if I try to stand my ground, I will lose.
I have been silent.
From my frightened eyes, my aunt knew my trick. He said on the spot that he would call his mother to the school to confront her
I was scared and cried.
And I finally realized the seriousness of lying. In addition to embarrassing myself, it will slowly drain the trust of others in me.
Children who lie are not good.
A row of six tile-roofed houses is the classrooms for grades one to five. I heard that a five-story building has been renovated now. Since I was 19 years old, I have never returned to that place.
It takes five minutes from home to school.
Every time after school, we are like a group of free wolves, scrambling to run home. There is even a competition who will get home first.
The senior students always scare us, hey, let me tell you, the school was originally a mass grave, and the school was built later. It's full of ghosts down there
We scared the shit out of us.
Senior students will smile very proudly. Only then did we know we were fooled.
And dare not ask them for a theory. We had to bully those younger than us.
When I was a child, I didn't think the neighborhood kids were so good. She lives behind my house. One year younger than me. Her parents value sons over daughters, and she was thrown to her grandmother when she was born. Never ignore her. Let's play together till the end.
Just like me, I love to be crazy and playful.
But people just learn well.
What it means to learn well.
It means that her family has the capital to show off, and my mother can only listen to others showing off, pretending to be indifferent and laughing dryly.
Wait for others to leave and reprimand me.
"Look at her, and you got full marks in the exam. You are still older than her You are not allowed to watch TV from now on, and do your homework well."
Poor parents all over the world. Understand her desire to have a child become a dragon.
But I just don't like to study.
When I was 13 years old, I had the idea of ??dropping out of school. Lying in bed covered with a quilt just doesn't get up.
The angry mother grabbed me and beat me vigorously with a willow stick.
I didn't cry.
But she cried.
I didn't struggle either, and let her beat and scold me.
Later she asked me, every time I hit you, you ran away, why didn't you run this time
"I don't know either. Maybe you think you're right."
Weak explanation.
Mom beat for a while, then stopped moving. It hurts a little. She knows I'm stubborn.
This is inherited from her character.
"Why don't you want to go to school"
"I don't want to go, I just don't want to go. No reason?"
"You are only 13 years old, what can you do?"
"Anyway, I just don't want to go to school."
"You think it's easy to earn money, look at your fatherdon't be ignorant of your blessings."
"No matter what you say today, I just won't go to school."
She can't persuade me. Angrily left the house.
There was no movement for a long time.
When I came back, I took my two best friends with me. I ran so far on purpose to ask them to come over and persuade me.
One of the friends said, your mother is so kind to you.
I don't think so.
One night in winter, it snowed heavily. There is thick snow on the road.
I had a high fever until I was 40 years old. Consciousness is already in a fuzzy state.
It was my mother who carried me to see a doctor.
In the first 20 years of life, half of the time is spent with my mother.
At the beginning, I thought she was annoying and noisy.
She speaks loudly. For my mistakes, no matter the predecessors or the others, they strongly blamed me.
I like staying at home.
She always said, why not go out and have a look. Why don't you go out and play?
I was reading a book under the light, and she came over and said again.
"Being so close, be careful of myopia."
When eating, I pick the greens aside. She started chattering again.
"Why don't you eat green vegetables, green vegetables are so good."
We always quarrel over all kinds of trivial things.
At that time, I decided to leave her. I want freedom.
Dad said, your mother has that temper. Just be patient. Kind of like a kid. I was so angry at the time, I forgot about it after a while
Later, my father passed the words to the sister-in-law who passed through the door.
?Because I like my daughter and gave birth to me despite the opposition of my family.
She hoped that I would be her ideal daughter.
And I also ask her to be the perfect mother.
She was only 18 years old when she married her father. Just a kid. After getting married, I spend less time with my father than I do.
Do you know the hard work of vegetable, rice, oil and salt?
Do you know the pain of being pregnant in October?
Know that a person faces life, faces reality, faces endless days and nights? The two children need to eat, and the farm work in the fields is busy. Times are tough.
I accused her of knowing how to play mahjong. In fact, I don't know that there is one kind of fun that is a way to pass the time.
I see her like a mother.
But forgot that she was still a woman. When you are weak, you need your shoulders to lean on, and when you are difficult, you need help. Need happiness, need companionship. And Dad was too busy making money to care about her thoughts.
The one thing she said the most is, don't be like me my children must not be like me
?Because she likes to play mahjong, her father doesn't do housework when she is at home, and grandpa doesn't like her. Always treated her with cynicism.
The daughter is rebellious. Elders do not wait to see. Dad is not at home. She endured the most difficult years by herself.
What is being strong?
I see the answer in my mother.
"I gave you everything. You don't care. What you care about is why the only peripheral light I have left doesn't shine on you"
My village is a village full of love.
The road when I was a child was a muddy road with potholes. When it rains, it is almost impossible to walk. The whole body was splashed with mud.
The guy who lives behind my house.
Why are you better than me, better than me. Why don't you just be my mother's daughter. She praises you so much every day.
"Whoever said that the school used to be a mass grave, I'm not afraid."
"When I grow up, I will buy a plane and fly directly from school to home. Who of you can outrun me?"
"I don't watch TV anymore, I want to do my homework well. I want to be an obedient daughter."
"HeyMomthatthatI love you"
What should be said before the age of thirteen.
I never said a word.
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