-
Add Bookmark | Recommend this book | Back to the book page | My bookshelf | Mobile Reading
Free Web Novel,Novel online - All in hlnovel.com -> Prose -> i go all the way Yicheng's confession
Previous page Return to Catalog Next page
- ?
What kind of person am I?
Occasionally sensible and well-behaved, occasionally committing princess disease, and occasionally arborting like a shrew and arguing with others.
I am not a Gemini, but I have a dual personality.
When you write, you are alone.
Another person in life.
I can perfectly interpret these two roles.
So most people see me in life. Do things crazy. Smiling all day long, smiling at everyone.
In the winter of 1991, I came to this world. But my mother was very happy. The daughter she had been waiting for was born.
But it's not easy.
I have been sickly since childhood. Often deal with doctors.
Mom said, if I had known this, I shouldn't have brought you into this world to suffer.
She said with a smile, her tone was very gentle.
Many years later, I didn't understand the sadness in it.
At the age of five, he almost died of dehydration. It was Grandpa who didn't give up, hugged me tightly for a whole day and night, and finally woke me up.
Grandpa gave me a second life.
I don't like grandpa, because grandpa has a very bad temper. But he loves me very much. Always sneak money to me.
Once, I said to him, Grandpa, when I have money someday, I will take you to a big city to play.
Grandpa smiled. But there were tears in the eyes.
He said that it is enough for you to have this heart.
Others say that I look like my mother. But I always feel like dad. Dad is the best man in the village.
He is very good to my mother, very good. This goodness has deeply affected my outlook on love and marriage.
It was love at first sight when they went on a blind date. Mom was 17 and Dad was 20 at the time. Dad was the first man Mom went on a blind date with.
My mother was spoiled and spoiled at my grandmother's house. Never do housework, do not cook, do not do laundry. Sleep until the sun rises three poles every day. The day was very chic.
It's different when you get married. You have to look like a wife. Mom worked hard to learn how to cook. My father never asked my mother to do housework when my father was home. He worked hard outside for a year, and finally returned home to enjoy the blessings. But he couldn't sit still.
Get up before dawn every day, and keep the house in order. Cook breakfast. Get the three of us up.
Dad only needs to come back from other places. Mom is liberated.
After eating, push the bowl away. Stand up and go to play mahjong. Dad cleaned up the dishes by himself.
I couldn't help but say, dad, why don't you let mom do the dishes
Dad said, your mother has never suffered at your grandmother's house, but married me and suffered a lot. I have to find a way to make amends.
My family is not rich. I used to have some savings on hand when the family property was divided, but it was wiped out by my mother's whimsical dream of getting rich.
?She didn't know anything, so she went to learn how others raise chickens, ducks, pigs, cattle, and fish The key is that her father still supports her so much
All right. Let mother toss it.
Over the past few years, life has become more and more difficult.
Mom doesn't call Dad to tell Dad about the family's woes. Lest he worry outside. I ran to my mother's house to find my grandmother. Grandma loves mother the most. But my uncle got married. My aunt has always been wary that my grandmother would give money to my mother.
Mom stood in embarrassment. Want to find a chance to speak to grandma. Her face flushed anxiously. I don't even know where to put my hands.
At that time, I understood a word.
What is looking at a person's face.
In the 1990s, Dad's salary was not high. But he bought a cashmere coat for his mother when he came home for the New Year. It is worth 800 yuan, and now more than 20 years have passed, and my mother is still reluctant to throw it away.
She always said, your dad never gave me anything. Just gave this coat.
She packed the coat neatly and put it in the closet. Wear it every year and holiday.
"Where did you buy this coat"
"The fourth brother gave it to me I never gave anything, but I gave this coat"
The pride and pride that cannot be hidden in the tone.
Because Dad is the fourth in the family. Therefore, his mother called him the fourth child.
Every time the two quarrel, it must be Dad who surrenders.
Dad is upright and has no tricks to deceive people. He would just stand at the door of the room and keep knocking on the door, asking his mother to open the door. Then say he was wrong.
As long as I can remember, my father has been working in other places. There is very little time with him. He is a very easygoing guy. Don't lose your temper easily. So I can tolerate my mother's shortcomings.
Every time I ask my father for money. dad from?I don¡¯t ask where the money is spent, whether to buy it, or whether to spend it. Always take money out of your pocket without saying a word.
"Is it enough?" More than I thought.
"Enoughenough" I said.
19 years old, I graduated from high school.
At the age of 20, I went to Shanghai.
Having grown up, I finally have time to be with them, but I am not intersecting with their lives.
Before the age of 19. I'm at home. Dad is out of town.
20 years old, I am out of town, and they are also out of town. But one is in the south and the other is in the north.
In addition to telephone contact, occasionally send video. Years of separation have cost us the intimacy of parent and child.
When I was 20 years old, my father gave me a mobile phone when I was packing my luggage and going to work in other places. It's Nokia. It is worth 1800 yuan. That was 2010. The first mobile phone in my life.
When I received the phone, I was a little surprised. Because I didn't ask my dad for a cell phone.
He didn't say anything. I will never forget the back view of turning around and leaving for many years.
It is a compromise made by a father to his stubborn daughter.
He doesn't want me to go far away.
He hoped that I could go to university well, find a stable job in my hometown, get married and have children in an ordinary way like he imagined.
But the mobile phone my father used was a second-hand one bought from the market, only 200 yuan. The kind I wouldn't even use.
That phone only stayed with me for a month. Because he just left school, he insists on goodness in human nature. Thieves visited my dormitory. He stole his mobile phone, a pair of glasses, and all his savings.
I can't see my father's hard work, forbearance, and persistence.
When he was working alone in other places, when he only bought a fried dough stick to save a little breakfast money, and almost fainted on the construction site from hunger, when I hid in the air-conditioned room in the hot summer and still felt uncomfortable, and my father But working hard outdoors.
His poor salary will not buy cigarettes, alcohol, or clothes for himself. But all will be given to mother.
He bought presents for everyone in the family but none for him.
Today, he is 50 years old.
old. The body is getting worse and worse.
Because of his honesty and duty, he was promoted to be the captain of the construction team. He will do the most tiring and dirtiest work.
Others say that I look like my mother. In fact, I feel most like my father.
Because my father taught me what responsibility is. To love and be loved. If you want to get more love, you must first learn to love others. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
- Previous pageCatalogNext page