The next period of time was spent on the long way home again, passing Huozhou all the way, passing through Hami, and walking back along the ancient Silk Road North Road. There will always be sporadic supplies on the road, occasionally walking with caravans along the way, and even being able to rest and refresh when passing through a few small towns, so although it is tiring, the level of hard work is far from being comparable to what it was when it came.
Thanks to this route, all the discomforts in my body under the difficult environment before have never reappeared once.
However, being healthy in the body does not mean that the mind is also healthy.
The main reason why the conversation in the deserted city that night didn¡¯t come to an end was that shortly after we talked about this part, we were interrupted by Mr. Tie rushing back excitedly. In the presence of people, it is naturally not easy to continue this topic, so I immediately turned around and started talking with the old man.
At that time, Lian'er didn't express anything, and even joined the conversation very cooperatively, as if tacit understanding, but I think she should have breathed a sigh of relief.
Obviously, even if the old man doesn't show up, she doesn't seem to want to continue with this topic at all.
Regarding this, I don't know how to feel about it.
It's just that it's no longer that you can adjust your mood just because you want to embrace it.
During the first few days on the road, the atmosphere in the team was a bit strange. The old man was riding a horse in front, and Lianer and I were still riding a camel. Although we were leaning on each other, our hearts felt inexplicably far away, or maybe it was just me alone. That's all.
This feeling is undoubtedly bad, and I have tried my best to control it, but after all, I am still affected by it, and I inadvertently revealed a little bit when we got along with each other, like a kind of anger, but not long ago she was still treating me, but now it is replaced by I to her.
Of course, even if the same anger is expressed, the way of expression is different. I am not naive enough to neglect anyone. I still care about what I should care about along the way, and I still have to ask what I should ask. Except for a little less active joking, I myself I thought it was not much different from usual.
However, Bingxue was as clever as Lianer, but he still noticed it, and even Mr. Tie seemed to be aware of it.
Even if they are aware of it, no one will point it out rashly. The old man is an old Jianghu. He probably thinks that the juniors are awkward and rubbing against each other, so it is not good to intervene. Lian'er understood to some extent, so naturally she wouldn't ask questions, nor did she say that I treated her badly, but some grievances and confusion often flashed in her eyes.
? Seeing such a look on a person who is usually proud and unrestrained and never hesitates in doing things, it will never feel good, not to mention that this person is still the softest existence in your heart.
If you want to ask yourself, what right do you have to be angry with her, the answer is no, she is working hard, you have no right to ask her for more, asking for so much is already toogreedy.
Or maybe it's not actually anger, it's just a littlefrustrated.
No matter what your mood is, you should try your best to adjust your state during the rest of the journey. If you can¡¯t resolve your emotions, you can only bury them as deep as possible. After all the efforts, at least the strange atmosphere caused by me in the team was eliminated. Everything seems to be back on track, or in other words, back to normal.
That's all for the old man, I don't know how Lianer sees this kind of ordinary, but on the way back, she really didn't have any more intimate movements towards me. This may be a kind of escape, or a kind of Give up, I can't guess the specific reason, and I don't want to guess.
Burying our emotions and maintaining this kind of ordinaryness, we have been detouring for half a month. At this time, we should be thankful that the coming and going are two different routes, so as to avoid the danger of hurting our feelings. The journey was safe and sound without much twists and turns. From the northern line, it went straight to Jiayu Xiongguan, and after returning to the Guannei Hexi Corridor, it was considered to be on the route when it came.
Although the emotions are different, everyone is equally eager to go on the road. The nephew surnamed Jin left half a month earlier than us, saying that he was going to meet him in the capital, but who knows if they will meet again after the meeting? Stay, how long can you stay? Things change without delay, so we hardly stayed in Weiduo, Suzhou, we only made some adjustments, and immediately turned back along the three counties without stopping, passing through Zhangye via Jiuquan, and leaving Liangzhou. It only took less than ten days. Came to Anyuan Station.
This post station is located at the northern foot of the mountain. In front of it is the last and largest barrier from Hexi to the Central Plains, Hongchi Ridge, which stands on the east and west walls.
Hongchi Ridge is what the locals call it. Listen to Mr. Tie and ?I want to go and have a look, even if I can show my face, after all, is the village owner"
"Well, what the foster father said is true." Lian'er nodded, then turned to look at me, there seemed to be something in that gaze, only then did he realize that something seemed wrong.
Then, I heard her say: "When you arrive at Dingjun Mountain, you should stay in the village well. If you go to the capital, my foster father and I will be enough."
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It's getting late, so I'll post a quick note~~ The story continues to develop, it's time for a watershed~~
In other words, it was only now that I found out that the update notification in the author column stopped on February 6th. Is it my relationship or Jinjiang Junmu Youhaoquan (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com