What I can see is only the fluttering hair that was blown by the wind, and a ray of light above my head, which is getting farther and farther away. I stretch out my hand, but I can't catch it, because it is not my light.
Is that all? Are you going to die? Am I dying? Is this the end?
There was a slap, a mass of meat paste.
Quietly opened his eyes, the surroundings were pitch black, there was a comfortable cushion under his body, the person was lying down well, but his breathing was a little short, his teeth were clenched tightly, and his forehead was covered with sweat when he touched it.
He propped up his body, sat up from the stone couch and leaned against the stone wall on one side, wiped his face with one hand indiscriminately, and took a few deep breaths to let fresh air flow into his body, diluting the suffocation in his chest, and then he felt It was much more comfortable, and my heartbeat gradually slowed down.
At this time, I felt my sight, moved away the hand rubbing my eyes, and saw Lian'er sleeping in the old position, and opened her eyes to look at me.
"What's the matter with you?" Probably because I just woke up and my mind is still not clear, so I asked a slightly silly topic in a daze.
Sure enough, these words made her frown, and she said dissatisfiedly: "I just wanted to ask you what's wrong, you slept well, suddenly felt uncomfortable, and you didn't know what to say, just wanted to carefully Listen, you woke up again."
With a dark sigh, I woke up completely, forced a smile, and replied: "It's nothing, it's just a nightmare."
"Nightmare?" On the other end, she asked curiously: "You also feel like this when you have a fever. Is a nightmare a scary dream? I see that you have been sweating, as if you were very scared."
Scary? Maybe, afraid? Indeed, I couldn't help evoking a wry smile, and said: "Actually, it's not always true I hope Lianer, you will never know what a nightmare is." Saying this, I subconsciously stretched out my hand, wanting to touch it. touch her head.
"Don't!" This move caused resistance, she tilted her head to avoid it, and said angrily, "Don't rub my head anymore, I'm not a child anymore!"
Withdrawing my lost hand, I stared at her blankly for a moment, then nodded and said, "I understand."
I understand, you are no longer a child, and because of this, you have added a lot of troubles, if you have a choice, I really hope that I don¡¯t understand, I will take care of you as a child for the rest of my life, for you and me , are good things.
It's a pity that the sky fails to fulfill people's wishes.
In the next few days, I tried my best to live the same as usual, especially when facing Lianer, how to say or how to say, how to laugh or how to laugh, but in my heart, I can no longer be calm¡ª¡ªWhen the past feels hazy , even if sometimes intimacy, occasional fall in love, I can just pass it by and don't need to go into it, but now that my mind is clear, it seems that I have become a guilty conscience. Her inadvertent expression and movement, I pretend nothing happened on the surface, but secretly I can't help but get entangled for a long time.
This entanglement cannot be controlled by me. If I can control it, I really don't like myself who is no longer calm and open.
The only thing I can be thankful for is that I can still control this kind of mood well and hide it from the top and bottom. Although Master has insight into people, but when I was with Lian'er, she didn't see much, so naturally she wouldn't feel anything strange. As for Lian'er, she has extraordinary intuition, but she doesn't like to observe facial expressions by nature, so it's even worse, not to mention that now, she still has her own concerns.
After that day, after three days, she couldn't wait, she found a reason to hunt early in the morning, and dragged me to rush down the mountain. Naturally, I couldn't shirk it, and it was impossible Let her go alone, so she had to go down the mountain with her.
This trip down the mountain was no better than the last time. We went all the way without incident, and everything went surprisingly smoothly. When we stepped into the porcelain shop, the old man was waiting for us. The three small objects were all well fired. I played with it repeatedly in my hands, and the corners of my brows and eyes were filled with uncontrollable smiles. I watched from one side, and was surprised that my eyes were involuntarily attracted to her, so I quickly looked away, thanked the old master, and gave me many gifts. The thank you gift had already been prepared, but the old man was quick to accept it, and then called his apprentice to come out from behind with a small jar, saying that it is impossible to celebrate birthday without wine, this is the wine he buried dozens of times in the backyard. I wanted to wait for a batch of the most satisfying good porcelain to be fired in the future to celebrate the good things of the year, but now we share a pot, which can be regarded as making friends.
?For this thing, I didn't really want to accept it. Firstly, he said it was precious, and secondly, what did we master and apprentice want this yellow and turbid thing for? But the old man's enthusiasm couldn't be restrained, besides, Lian'er was new to wine, at this time, he heard people talking about it, and he seemed to be curious, and also winked at me, I was used to go along In the past few days, she has even been haunted by ghosts. She was looked at twice and had no choice but to thank her.??That is. "
After saying this, she let out a long breath like a sigh, shook her figure, and walked away.
Looking at the direction she was going, after a long time, I silently looked away. Everyone said that alcohol relieves worries, but who knows that drinking is more painful. After exploring in the stone room, I naturally understood what Master's heart knot was, but I understood it again. What's the use? The word love can be cut and reasoned and messed up. You know your own joys and sorrows, and others don't ask.
Looking at the person who is sleeping sweetly in my arms, what about my feelings?
As the sun set, the wind outside the cave really picked up. Our hair was blown up by the wind, and I don¡¯t know which one brushed her nose. Seeing that the facial features were wrinkled together, she slapped a little. small sneeze.
Knowing that it wasn't a cold, I quickly hugged her and walked inside. Fortunately, Lian'er was young, so it wasn't too heavy. In addition, I still had the ability to practice qigong all these years, so I put her in without any effort. She hugged her back into the inner cave, and leaned over on the long stone couch covered with soft wadding that she usually slept on.
Lian'er is usually very vigilant, and will definitely wake up if there is any movement, but now he is drunk, and he doesn't respond to such a big movement, but just touches the soft couch, and reflexively hums a few times comfortably, Rolled around, seemed dissatisfied, rolled back again, grabbed my arm, rubbed it like hugging a pillow, and fell asleep again.
Being caught in this way, he couldn't earn it, and he didn't want to earn it, so he sat on the side of the couch and watched her fascinated.
I seldom look at her carefully like this. At first, it was because she and I were arrogant and could not allow me to look at her. After getting along with each other later, I got used to not looking at her head-on.
At this time, she was sleeping comfortably, her nostrils fluttering slightly with her breathing, her beautiful eyelashes cast a shadow under the lamp, her cheeks were drunkenly rosy, even her ears were red, but moist and plump, rosy. White shows natural luster.
I completely forgot everything, I was just attracted by the scenery in front of me, I wanted to get closer, and then I closed my eyes, the tip of my nose and lips felt delicate and soft, slightly hot, but it was so comfortable that I couldn¡¯t remove it , there is a slight smell of wine in the breath, but more of the smell of the mountains and forests, like new leaves, like running water, like early flowers, mixed with the unique immature smell of young children, it has become a unique breath that belongs to Lianer .
Smelling such a breath, sticking to such a temperature, without a drop of wine, it seems like drunk but not drunk.
It wasn't until she felt disturbed in her sleep, raised her hand, and scratched the touched part of the skin like an itchiness, that I was surprised how close I was to her, straightened up in a panic, and broke free under the force The grasped arm retreated a few steps to the side.
At this time, the heartbeat began to speed up, and the feeling of annoyance also emerged spontaneously.
I hate losing control the most in my life, but in just a few days, I completely lost control of my behavior twice, I just did stupid things with a blank mind, especially this time just now, I actually lost all reason and let it go He leaned over to kiss her cheek!
Not daring to look at the person sleeping soundly on the couch, he turned around and went straight to the water storage in the outer cave, poured a ladle of water on his face to calm his mind, but felt that it was not enough, so he took a few more with both hands, repeated After getting wet, he finally calmed down gradually.
Water drops dripped down on the chin and hair, and the water in the tank swayed non-stop. A face was vaguely reflected in the swaying, and it was not clear what it looked like.
I looked at that face blankly, and after a while, I sneered.
"Wu Ying" Gritting her teeth, she spit out a name. It was a name that should have died, and it was a name I never wanted to hear again.
"Wu Ying, do you want to die again?"
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