Ye Chu smiled: "What are you sorry for me? The one who should say sorry should be me."
His eyes stayed on Xia Nan's fair face with nostalgia for a long time: "Time can't be kept, grandma passed away suddenly, I seemed to have nothing overnight, that's why I want to keep you like that, I'm afraid you won't even take care of me." You don't even give me a chance, I'm afraid you'll fall in love with someone else."
"Every time I look at you, I feel that there are still good things in this world. Caring for you and loving you seem to be the only thing I can do. Only when I see you can I fill the gap in my heart. That insecurity."
His tone was very light, but the words he said were full of emotion and deep. Xia Nan could imagine his inner feelings every time he looked at her just by listening.
It turned out that she was so important to him.
Ye Chu curled his lips into a smile without any warmth: "I don't want to hurt you, but I always pull myself unconsciously in my heart, but Nannan You said that you will never like me in this life."
When I was in the bathroom just now, Xia Nan did say this in a fit of anger Looking back now, Xia Nan regrets it for some reason.
A single angry word from her could cause him such great harm.
He was invincible, because he loved her, he gave her the right to hurt him, and she used this right to do whatever she wanted in his heart.
Ye Chu remembered that Xia Nan said just now that he still liked his original appearance.
If you can make her like it
Ye Chu looked down at Xia Nan, hoarse: "So, can you tell me what I should do to make you like me, and what you don't like about me, I'll change."
This is the biggest concession he made for her, the proud one.
He used to think that to love someone was to love all of him, and he had to accept all his good and bad, but now, Ye Chu thought, if Xia Nan could love him, even if it was only his good, he would be content.
He is willing to change for her, as long as she has him in her eyes.
The air was quiet and silent, Ye Chu was waiting for her answer.
Xia Nan squeezed the corner of the quilt a little tighter, and unconsciously picked an uneven pattern on the quilt with her fingertips. She was quiet for a long time before she spoke again: "If you can not be so possessive in the future, Not so paranoid, slightly better-tempered, not so impulsive If you can do these things, I may try to accept you in the future."
He liked it too hard, and she wanted to give him a little hope.
She said that she could try to accept him in the future.
She said she would accept him.
Ye Chu's eyes were a little unbelievable, he felt that he might be hallucinating: "Can you say it again?"
Xia Nan bowed her head and said again: "If you can do this, I may try to accept you in the future."
This time Ye Chu heard clearly, his eyes were full of emotions, he restrained his emotions, looked at her with black eyes, and said¡ª¡ª
"good."
This is the nature of a person. His possessiveness and paranoia are all caused by insecurity in his heart. His bad temper is caused by the environment in which he grew up. He used to have no desires and desires, and he was naturally fearless.
But now he wants something, and what he wants is her.
He is willing to restrain all the edges and corners for her, he is willing to try to control those emotions that worry about gains and losses, and he is willing to restrain a little more, a little more restraint, until she becomes what she wants, as long as she can like him, as long as he can be with her together.
There were too many emotions in Ye Chu's eyes. He lowered his eyes to hide a little bit, and wanted to say something, but he had nothing to say for a while.
The two fell silent like this, facing each other silently, Xia Nan was sitting, he was standing, he suddenly glanced at the watch on Xia Nan's wrist, and realized that it was already early morning.
Ye Chu first opened his mouth to break the silence: "Thenit's late, you go to bed early, and I'll take you home tomorrow morning."
Xia Nan nodded obediently. Too many things happened this night, and she was really tired. She retracted herself under the quilt, thought for a while, and added: "Good night."
Ye Chu couldn't help laughing, good night means loving you, she didn't know it yet, he looked at her limp on the bed, and his heart softened completely: "Well, good night, good dream."
After closing the door, Ye Chu went to the balcony to smoke a lot of cigarettes. His agitated heart gradually calmed down amidst the smoke.
After calming down, Ye Chu realized that what Xia Nan said was probably because of pity for him.
How funny, he has always disdained other people's sympathy and pity, but in the end, he still won a promise from his beloved girl with pity?.
Before Ye Chu opened his mouth to say yes, Xia Nan blushed when he saw him: "I don't mean anythingyou can smoke if you want." After she said that, she realized that only those who are close to her are qualified to take care of such things. Things like at home, things like quitting smoking and drinking are all urged by my mother to my father.
Even if I left Ye Chu a word last night, they are not that kind of relationship after all, what is the matter with her strict wife's tone now
Seeing her blushing, Ye Chu realized what she was thinking, and his eyes were tinged with a smile: "Okay, Nan Nan won't smoke if she says she doesn't, and I'll listen to you."
His tone is so doting Xia Nan was even more embarrassed, she bit her lip: "No, I don't care what you mean."
Ye Chu raised his eyebrows to look at her. Since he returned to S City these days, he seemed to be covered with dark clouds, and his whole body was shrouded in darkness. Now he had a smile on his lips, his eyes were bright, and for the first time, he brought a little sincere happiness .
As if the dark clouds had cleared away, the long-lost sunshine was revealed, radiant, bright and beautiful.
Xia Nan could feel his good mood from his smile, Ye Chu bent his lips: "You also know that no one in my family cares about me, so you take care of me in the future, I will change my whole body for you Bad habit, okay?"
Xia Nan was stunned for a moment, and felt that it was true. No one in the family cared about him, so pitiful.
In this way, she couldn't refuse at all.
Wait, Xia Nan raised her eyes to look at him, and suddenly felt that she seemed to be abducted by Ye Chu into a pirate ship for no reason, and she couldn't get off
Ye Chu sent Xia Nan to the gate of her community. People came and went in broad daylight. Ye Chu was afraid that her mother would see it, so he didn't send it inside. He unloaded Xia Nan's schoolbag from his shoulder and helped her carry it: "go home."
Xia Nan nodded. When she was at his house, she finally agreed to him to take care of him. Since no one cared about him, she should give him more care. He is so good, so don't look crooked.
So, Xia Nan asked solemnly: "Remember to smoke less, and eat breakfast when you get home. I know you didn't eat it. If you don't eat breakfast, you will suffer from stomach problems"
Her uncluttered appearance is so cute, Ye Chu is almost turned into a bud by her, his eyes are full of warm love, he is suddenly very glad that he has a fever, because of the fever, they only untied it last night Get rid of all the contradictions, and even become better than before.
Ye Chu feels, well, the missing place in his heart is now filled by [love for Nan Nan].
" Are you listening to me?" Xia Nan asked suspiciously.
Ye Chu was staring at her face all the time, his expression didn't look like he was listening to her at all.
Ye Chu came back to his senses, coughed to cover up his gaffe, and raised his eyebrows: "I'm listening, don't worry, I will take care of myself, otherwise how can I continue to love you in the future."
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Xia Nan felt that Ye Chu seemed to have changed back to the Ye Chu who always liked to tease her at the beginning.
Forget it, this is not a bad thing. Xia Nan pursed her lips, as if thinking of something, she raised her head and sincerely extended her hand to Ye Chu¡ª¡ª
"Finally, I want to tell you something. Ye Chu, I am very glad to know you for the first time."
She got to know the real Ye Chu last night. In her eyes, he used to have an unstable temper. When he was good, he was very good, and when he was bad, he was very bad. She would never understand him.
Now in her eyes, he is Ye Chu with flesh and blood. He is no longer just the god of learning in the eyes of everyone. He stepped down from the altar and became a mortal like her, but she finally understood that he also has Tears are helpless, tired and fragile, and there is such a heavy love.
Ye Chu looked at Xia Nan in front of him, his black eyes were shining brightly, he raised his lips slightly, leaned over and held the hand that Xia Nan handed over, as if holding his most precious treasure, his voice Low¡ª¡ª
"I'm glad too."
I can wait until the day when you take the initiative to reach out to me.
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