Hearing the words "I'm so afraid of losing you", Xia Nan's crying stopped and became softer.
Ye Chu just lowered his head and wiped her tears patiently. Her tears seemed to be too much to wipe away, which made his heart ache.
Both of them were silent. Xia Nan cried for a while, and was tired. After crying, she became very sleepy. She couldn't open her eyes. Ye Chu wiped her face with a towel and took her to the guest room. , packed up the pillow and bed quilt: "Go to sleep."
After finishing speaking, he went out for a while, and when he came back, he found a key and handed it to her: "The key to the guest room, here you are, you can lock it if you don't worry, I won't come in again."
He didn't say anything, just went out.
Seeing him leaving, Xia Nan wanted to lock the door, but she was tired and sleepy at the moment, and she hadn't cried like this for a long time, and she felt that the crying just now had consumed all her energy.
The body is very tired, but the mind is very clear.
Xia Nan lay on the soft bed, huddled herself into a ball, and buried herself in the quilt. Thinking of what happened in the toilet just now, she still felt a little scared.
Ye Chuit was because of her tears that she stopped.
If he doesn't stop, don't know what will happen next.
She was still a little uneasy when she thought of this, and wanted to get out of bed to lock the door, but just as she sat up, she touched something hard and thin. Xia Nan subconsciously picked it up and looked at it. .
It was a photo, which should have been a family portrait. There was an old man with a benign smile, who seemed to be Ye Chu's grandma. There was also a child in the photo, who should be Ye Chu when he was a child.
And the remaining two people were completely smeared to death by red markers, with big red crosses on the back. The bright red color is especially abrupt under the bright light. At first glance, it is quite shocking.
Xia Nan bit her lip. From the figure and outline of the two painted-out people, she guessed that they were Ye Chu's parents.
How much hatred is it that makes Ye Chu do such a thing? Even if they are divorced, they are still parents who are related by blood.
Her drowsiness was instantly overwhelmed by this photo. At night, in a strange place, at first glance, such a blood-red family portrait is somewhat oozing.
She sat on the bed, not daring to look any more. It just so happened that Ye Chu knocked on the door, and Ye Chu might have thought of it: "There is a photo under the pillow, show it to me, don't look at it."
Xia Nan replied in a low voice: "I just accidentally saw it."
There was silence outside the door for two seconds before Ye Chu's voice sounded again: "Scared you? I'll open the door to get it."
"¡¡good."
Ye Chu opened the door. In fact, he was still a little weak. After all, he had just had a fever, and his face was still a little pale. But Xia Nan was here, and he didn't show the slightest sign. He just came in and took the photo. When he was about to leave , Xia Nan called him to stop: "Ye Chu."
Ye Chu stopped and looked at her.
Xia Nan hesitated for a long time, paused, and said in a low voice: "I've thought about something for a long time, and I still want to tell you."
"you say."
Xia Nan took a deep breath and continued: "The last time I was in the office, I heard the teachers talking about your family Parents may have their own difficulties, try to understand as children, maybe we will not understand until we reach a certain age It's not easy for them, if you can't understand, don't hate them, don't use your parents' faults to make yourself feel bad"
If a person is full of hatred, then he will become terrible. I don¡¯t know if Ye Chu has become like this because of family influence. Xia Nan doesn¡¯t want Ye Chu to be full of hatred in his heart. Although life is given by his parents, he can In the days that followed, I still came by myself.
Ye Chu listened to her words, thought of something, lightly snorted: "Hate?"
His tone was not emotional: "I drew this picture when I was very young. I probably hated it at that time, but I don't hate it now."
Seeing his reaction, Xia Nan responded nah: "That's good, by the way, I've always wanted to tell you my condolences." She lowered her eyes and added: "I know your grandma passed away. It has a great influence on you, but I still like your original appearance."
Although he has a bad temper, he is not as paranoid as he is now.
Ye Chu stood there looking at her, listening to what she said, she should know the reason why he asked for a long vacation, his family background, etc. He didn't ask the teachers what they talked about about his family. In fact, he didn't care so much about others knowing about his family, but he didn't want to take the initiative to tell others. dog while??, the closer I get to you, the more I want to take care of you. I hope you will always be innocent and pure, and always maintain the enthusiasm for this kind of life. In this way, I, who seems to be taking care of you, will have a day when the dead wood is in spring. "
Xia Nan listened in a daze. In fact, she never understood why Ye Chu liked her so much and why she was the only one. Obviously there were so many good-looking and interesting girls around him, so it turned out that it was because of this.
When Ye Chu said this, he looked at her with black eyes without blinking. She could see her own shadow and all his emotions from his eyes.
Xia Nan's heart trembled slightly following his words unconsciously, and she felt that it was the first time she knew Ye Chu.
It's the first time I met the real Ye Chu.
In the past, she and him seemed to be separated by a swift river. She stood on one side of the river, and he kept swimming here from the other side of the river. She could see him being hit by gravel, broken logs, so many Difficult and difficult, but he still tried to swim towards her, and she didn't understand why.
But now, she finally sees clearly the hesitation and distress in his eyes, as well as the longing and longing in his eyes. His body is full of pain from the past. Looking at him covered in bruises, Xia Nan's chest is constantly Pain spread all over the ground, and even wanted to Pull him ashore, want him to stand with him.
"I'm sorry." Xia Nan gripped the corner of the quilt tightly and said softly.
"¡ª¡ªIt's my fault to comfort you without knowing anything, I'm sorry."
Ye Chu didn't live a life full of hatred. On the contrary, he lived a free and open life. He justwas too bitter, so he wanted to catch her like that.
I'm sorry, it's her fault, it took so long for her to realize¡ª¡ª
She is his only salvation in the endless dark days.
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I've seen readers' comments before, someone asked Ye Chu likes Xia Nan inexplicably and quickly?
This chapter can be regarded as sorting out Ye Chu's emotional line
? To answer in unison:
At the beginning, Ye Chu paid attention to her because of his hands, and thought she was silly and cute, and it was fun to tease her
Later, in the process of getting along, I liked her more and more, until now I regard her as my salvation
Opposites attract, he lives in a muddle, she is innocent, earnest and courageous, Ye Chu will be attracted to her unconsciously
Xia Nan has his lost enthusiasm for life
That's why he wants to take care of it, the closer he is, the more he wants to own it xd (remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com