After taking some personal belongings of herself and her sister from the old home that had been completely frozen, and emptying out the old wine cellar, Mo Qingyan looked at the home she had spent a lot of effort to build with some reluctance. Left with Chen Xin.
Although she was very reluctant to give up her home, Mo Qingyan knew that she was already very lucky.
When a disaster begins, you can work with your friends to find ways to deal with the disaster, and you can escape the first wave of the disaster in the shelter you build, instead of being displaced like others.
¡°After the disaster, I was able to rely on the supplies I had stored and the help of my friends to live a stable life with my sister, without falling into a precarious situation because of the disaster.
It can be said that the situation of the two sisters Mo Qingyan and Mo Qingxin is much better than that of most people, especially as the global temperature drops later, they can also live with Chen Xin and are not frozen into an ice cellar with this family.
Although in a sense, Mo Qingyan may have paid more to live with Chen Xin than she and her sister had to pay to go to the official shelter, but for Mo Qingyan, in this apocalyptic environment, being able to have A place that brings her a sense of security and a stable life is already a great happiness.
Although life in the country's official shelter may not be that bad, and the country's situation is recovering and getting better day by day, and life is becoming more and more promising, Mo Qingyan feels that if she can have what she has now In life, I am afraid that many people may not mind such things as sharing a husband with others.
It¡¯s just that it goes against social morality and national laws.
However, both Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan really like Chen Xin, and after having a frank conversation, they both accepted each other's existence and were willing to share it together.
This avoids a lot of unnecessary trouble.
In Mo Qingyan's view, such a relationship is not a big deal. As long as the three of them can accept it and do not affect others, it is actually a kind of relationship that can reduce many unnecessary disputes and make all three people happy. model.
Although she herself felt that this was not good at first, after getting along with him for a long time, Mo Qingyan felt that it was not bad.
She doesn¡¯t have to be sad because Chen Xin chooses Qin Lan, Qin Lan won¡¯t be jealous because she likes Chen Xin, and Chen Xin doesn¡¯t have to be in a dilemma between her and Qin Lan.
Although she had never told Chen Xin that she liked him before.
But now, she doesn't need to worry about these problems. She is now Chen Xin's girlfriend and is with him. She has also been recognized by his parents. As for the rest, she doesn't want to think about it anymore.
Being able to live happily together is what Mo Qingyan wants most now.
It¡¯s just that another thing Qin Lan talked to her about before also made Mo Qingyan worried.
?That¡¯s about marriage and children.
"Of course she doesn't mind living with Chen Xin like this, even if there is no marriage and no children, it doesn't matter.
But Qin Lan seems to value this very much.
For Mo Qingyan, affected by her unhappy family when she was a child, although she hoped to find a good man, she had an indifferent attitude towards marriage and even did not want to get married for a time.
As for the child, she also has an indifferent attitude, and feels that if she cannot give the child a complete family and care, there is really no need to give birth to the child and let him endure the pain caused by his parents.
But in this matter, Qin Lan, who has always seemed very independent and self-reliant, behaved very traditionally.
She hopes to get married, have children, and raise children like a traditional woman.
Of course, this does not mean that she wants to be a traditional housewife.
Qin Lan is a woman with a very strong personality, so she must also be strong on personal issues. She does not think that a woman needs to give up her family in order to have a career, nor does she think that marrying a woman is a sign of weakness.
¡°On the contrary, she feels that if she can do her best in both family and career, that will be a truly powerful sign.
This is one of the reasons why when she was dating Chen Xin, the two broke up due to personality differences.
Qin Lan is too strong and unwilling to give in when facing Chen Xin.
But no matter how strong she was, after her colleagues were killed and she lost a hand because of her, her self-confidence still collapsed.
If it were just the death of his colleagues, Qin Lan would not completely lose his confidence.
"It's a pity that not only did her colleagues die because of herself, but she also lost her opponentThe most important arm for a sniper, the most important pillar supporting her self-confidence, was lost. This was the main reason for her loss of self-confidence.
This was one of the reasons why she wanted to commit suicide in the first place. Her inner belief had collapsed and she had lost hope. Giving up life was not unthinkable.
Although Chen Xin later made a prosthetic limb for her and cured her, for Qin Lan, it was difficult to rebuild her collapsed faith.
Fortunately, Chen Xin gave her new support and rekindled her hope in life, which allowed Qin Lan to get rid of the idea of ??committing suicide.
But this also made Chen Xin replace her original ambition in Qin Lan's heart and become her new spiritual pillar.
This also made Qin Lan's whole heart focus on Chen Xin, and his whole personality also changed somewhat.
And this also led to the fact that when she found out that Mo Qingyan also liked Chen Xin, she would think about letting Mo Qingyan become Chen Xin's girlfriend and share a man with her, instead of being with her as she had thought in the past. Fight for a winner.
Qin Lan has not told anyone else about these thoughts, but Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan knew each other before Chen Xin, and girls often talk about anything, so Mo Qingyan can still detect Qin Lan's change in mentality. of.
Especially recently, Qin Lan has talked to Mo Qingyan several times about the growth of her children after having children in the future, which makes Mo Qingyan even more able to understand Qin Lan's current mentality.
But regarding this point, Mo Qingyan prefers to let things happen and does not want to force Chen Xin to make a decision.
If Chen Xin hopes to have a child, then either she or Qin Lan can have a child and then raise the child.
After all, they still have the conditions to raise a child, and they are not unable to raise a child because of the harsh environment.
As for the growth of her children, although Mo Qingyan also attaches great importance to it, even more than Qin Lan to a certain extent, she does not want to force Chen Xin to make a choice.
Perhaps it was her childhood experience that made Mo Qingyan understand that raising a child is a responsibility of both husband and wife. If one of them is forced, the final result will definitely be difficult to be happy. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com