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The wind stopped and the rain stopped.
Gao Yang lay flat on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, his mind still in chaos.
This is not right, this is very wrong.
I couldn¡¯t think of Yelena when I was doing it, but when I finished, I thought of Yelena, which made Gao Yang feel complicated.
Guilt, guilt, self-blame after betrayal, and severe fear.
It has already reached this stage, what should we do in the future? Thinking of this, Gao Yang's heart aches.
But when it comes to regret, Gao Yang does not regret it. Everything has been done, good or bad. Regret is of no use.
Before thinking about what to do, Gao Yang didn't dare to look at Karima. After a long silence, Gao Yang finally looked at Karima and whispered: "I didn't expect that you are still, still, still, well, Still a perfect body.¡±
Karima looked at Gao Yang dreamingly and whispered: "Have you been worried about this?"
Gao Yang shook his head and said, "No, it's really not. I just feel more guilty."
Karima whispered: "Prince Suharitan is over eighty years old. He can do nothing but look, and I am just a vase beside him, a decoration used to show his identity and status. I didn¡¯t even have a chance to be alone with him, otherwise, he would have died long ago.¡±
Gao Yang didn¡¯t know what to say. It didn¡¯t matter whether Karima was perfect or not, but it did make him more stressed and more apologetic.
As the saying goes, rabbits don¡¯t eat the grass beside their nests, but it¡¯s better for Gao Yang to eat the grass beside their nests.
Gao Yang always thinks that Catherine is the best for him, because Yelena is the daughter of Big Dog. Unfortunately, Yelena is quick and accurate. Gao Yang just feels that as a mercenary, he is not a good match for Yelena, but now that they are together, and If you are sure you want to get married, you will accept Yelena even if she is the daughter of a big dog.
But now, Gao Yang and Karima have another relationship that shouldn't happen, and Karima is the sister of No. 13.
"You're so inhumane."
Gao Yang wanted to die. Regardless of what Karima's situation was at that time, the reality that could not be changed was that he betrayed Yelena and slept with his best brother's sister.
So now Karima may not want to die, but Gao Yang really wants to die.
When it comes to emotional issues, Gao Yang is passive, but that doesn't mean he is casual. But now that things have reached this point, he has to accept the reality.
Gao Yang raised his head, looked at Karima and said: "I will be responsible for you to the end. I will tell Yelena this matter. If she forgives me, then, if she doesn't forgive me"
Gao Yang could hardly speak anymore. Karima sighed softly, sat up, hugged Gao Yang, and said softly: "You, you are really too stupid. When it comes to feelings, you are so childish. A little kid.¡±
After speaking softly, Karima kissed Gao Yang, smiled slightly, and said: "I don't need you to be responsible. I have said many times that what I want is you, yourself, not something you give me. Identity, your girlfriend, wife, lover, mistress, assistant, friend, any identity has nothing to do with it, understand?"
Gao Yang took a breath and said, "But I can't hide it from Yelena. I want to"
Karima reached out and covered Gao Yang's mouth, and whispered: "If you are smart enough, don't tell Ye Li An An. It will only hurt her and not make her feel that you are honest. Trust me."
After finishing speaking, Karima looked at Gao Yang longingly and said: "If you never want to touch me again, it doesn't matter. I'm not pursuing physical pleasure. I just need to confirm that there is a place for me in your heart." , if you only want me to play the role of an assistant, then I will only be your assistant, and I won¡¯t expect too much. So, if you don¡¯t want Yelena to be hurt, and you don¡¯t want your relationship to be irreparable. Crack, then don¡¯t tell her.¡±
Gao Yang whispered: "But this is so unfair to you. Okay, I admit that I am really confused now, but I am a man. I can't let you bear all the pain and guilt while I wear a mask." I despise people who act like pure good men.¡±
Karima smiled softly and said: "My brother is right, he really sees through you."
Gao Yang was stunned and said: "Huh?"
Karima lowered her head, but then raised her head again. After taking a deep breath, she looked into Gao Yang's eyes and said, "I lied to you."
Gao Yang¡¯s eyes widened and he said, ¡°Huh?¡±
Karima seemed a little nervous, but she quickly said firmly: "Of course Offred will call me. I am his only relative. My existence is the meaning of his life. If he can When he never shows up again, do you think he might not notify me?"
Gao Yang opened his mouth wide and said stupidly: "Ah!"
Karima took a deep breath and said: "I am the same as Offred. In fact, we are both unscrupulous people. I really didn't want to lie to you, but after being rejected by you again, I was very painful. Then, I suddenly I thought of what Offred said, he said, you are a person who doesn't know how to refuse, but you are also a very soft-hearted person who is easy to deceive, because you are never on guard against your own people, so if I If I want to get you, I have to create an opportunity that you can¡¯t refuse.¡±
Gao Yang murmured to himself: "Damn it."
Karima reached out and gently flipped her hair, and said softly: "Actually, my acting skills are really good, right?"
Gao Yang smiled bitterly and said, "I can win an Oscar."
Karima shook her head and said: "I said I didn't mean to lie to you. I never thought about it. I don't know if you would believe it. Offred didn't say what happened with you in Italy. I just heard you say When I was in danger and almost died, I couldn't bear it anymore. After I couldn't bear it, I decided to confess my love to you. After being rejected by you, I collapsed a little. At this time, I don't know what I thought, so I decided to use O Fred used it as an excuse to, like he said, create an opportunity you couldn't refuse to get you."
Gao Yang sighed: "I overlooked that when you talked about the 13th, you never called him brother, but called him by his name, but at that time, you called him brother."
Karima whispered: "Offred knows what I want, he also knows your character weaknesses, and he knows how to let me get you. I didn't want to do this, but I did it in the end. , if you accepted me when I confessed my love, I would be very happy, but now, I feel guilty more than you think, and I hate myself more than I thought."
After speaking softly, Karima whispered: "I am so despicable that I hate myself, so I really won't ask you to take any responsibility for me, and I don't want to use deception to get you. , but I did it after all. If you start to hate me, I will understand. From now on, I will never cause you any trouble."
Gao Yang felt dumbfounded. He looked at Karima and sighed after a long time: "Love is selfish. You are not wrong. I really don't hate you, but your brother is really a bastard." ( Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com