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Chapter 2941 No more guilt

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    Lin Rui and others rested for half a month on St. Keizer Island. This kind of rest is equivalent to complete relaxation for the O2 team members.  The team members hang out in bars and get drunk every day.

    Lin Rui did not stop them.  He knows these brothers better than anyone else. They need this kind of relaxation, just like guns need regular maintenance.  Regardless of their reckless behavior now, when they are really needed, these team members will go through fire and water and fight to the death.

    Among the drunken people in the bar, Lin Rui could not be found. He used a more extreme method to completely relax and calm himself, which was to train hard.  He used a lot of physical training to exhaust every drop of energy in his body. Only in this way could he fall asleep due to extreme fatigue.  When people are extremely tired, they often don't think about anything and fall into a deep sleep completely.  Lin Rui knew that it would be difficult to sleep like this in the coming days.

    But every day he gets up on time at five o'clock. It is not easy to wake up when he is extremely sleepy.  But Lin Rui can do it, his biological clock is as accurate as an electronic watch.

    After he woke up, he found Yelena beside him, pressing her cheek against his strong chest. Lin Rui woke up completely and hugged Yelena gently.

    Yelena said slowly: "You're awake. Is this really useful?!"

    Lin Rui let go of Yelena and sat up.  Yelena's body lay softly on his body, kissed his back, and asked: "Are you feeling better?"

    Lin Rui nodded: "I'm fine. I have been training in traditional martial arts since I was five years old. There are many ways to self-regulate emotions in traditional Chinese martial arts."

    Yelena looked surprised and asked him in a low voice, "What did you do before you became a mercenary?"

    Lin Rui raised his upper body slightly, but Yelena was still close to his back.  He whispered, "You cannot decide your own destiny. When I was a child, I lived with my grandfather. He was a boxer and was proficient in martial arts. So, since I was five years old, I have been training in various traditional martial arts at the same time!"

    Yelena suddenly remembered: "You joined the army later?"

    Lin Rui was silent for a while: "Yes, it was after I graduated from high school. I was drafted into the army and spent a few years in the army. I felt uncomfortable with the life of the army!" He smiled bitterly, "But when I left there, I  Only then did I realize that I am actually even less able to adapt to the outside world. I am not good at many things, and the only thing I am good at is the skills that are least needed."

    Thinking about the situation at that time, Lin Rui couldn't help but feel a little, "In that situation, maybe becoming a mercenary was the best choice, not the only one, but I'm afraid it was the best choice!"

    Yelena looked at him for a while and then said: "You no longer have to think that you have committed a crime and feel guilty. There is no law where we are."

    When Lin Rui heard what Yelena said, he was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't understand what she was talking about, but then he showed a lonely look, and then buried his face in his knees.  Laughed loudly.

    Yelena was infected by his happy laughter and laughed too: "Did I say something wrong?"

    Lin Rui raised his head and looked at Yelena with a pair of bright and clear eyes: "Are you saying that I have a soft heart? But I am a mercenary. I only think that fighting is an art. There are no laws on the battlefield, let alone  Morality. Only life and death will win or lose. I will not feel any guilt, let alone guilt!"

    Yelena said "Ah": "I forgot! Do you only feel guilty occasionally?" Lin Rui's words made this strong Russian beauty feel as if she had heard the most terrifying thing in the world.  She even hugged Lin Rui tightly, obviously hoping to alleviate the fear in her heart!

    As soon as these words were spoken, Lin Rui's reaction was beyond Yelena's expectation.

    After a while, Lin Rui sighed: "Please don't mention these two words again. A mercenary, after debuting, must not feel guilty. Not even once. If you feel guilty once, you will truly feel guilty."  It shakes a person's confidence. And if you lose confidence in battle, there is only one outcome - death."

    Yelena hugged Lin Rui tightly, her body couldn't help but tremble!

    "I understand what you mean. You don't want to fall in love with a beast without any guilt. But you must also understand that we have no other choice now. Only when people are alive can they have the opportunity to feel guilty and reflect on themselves.  ." Lin Rui whispered, "I know you are just like me. On the surface, you are a viper who kills without mercy, but in fact, you are like me. You are inevitably affected by negative emotions many times. So try not to  Think about those things.¡±

    Yelena pointed her finger on the tip of Lin Rui's nose and shook her head slowly, as if she was blaming Lin Rui for his insincere words.  But Lin Rui was sincere, Lin Rui said again:"Really, how many things in the world do you think should not be done? But things that should not happen happen every day, and many people even think that it is a matter of course.

    We collect money to fight wars, for the government forces to fight the anti-government forces, and for the anti-government forces to fight the government forces.  No one knows which of them is more correct than the other.  Maybe we know the truth, we know right and wrong, but we just don¡¯t have the power to control it!  We are just mercenaries trying to survive in the cracks.  When it comes to feeling guilty, I only feel guilty towards you and the brothers.

    I want to fulfill my promise to you, and I want to keep myself and my brothers alive.  Because I know that when I am in danger, only they and you will be by my side.  I don¡¯t owe everyone, but I owe you.  "

    Yelena was moved by Lin Rui's words. She hugged Lin Rui tighter and took a deep breath. Then, both of them were quiet for a while, and then Yelena said again: "I heard that a week later, these servants of Black Panther Gulei will  The soldiers are about to leave. We're about to start taking action."

    "What is supposed to come will always come." Lin Rui nodded and reached out to touch Yelena's finger. There was a ring on her finger.  Strictly speaking, this is not a ring, but a grenade ring.  Lin Rui knew that he gave it to Yelena a year ago, and she always wore it.

    "Are you still wearing it?" Lin Rui looked at her and asked.

    "This is a promise someone made to me. Maybe I have to wear it so that someone will not forget it." Yelena smiled softly.

    "That's why you asked me if I feel guilty." Lin Rui nodded, "Believe me, guilt only represents emotions about the past, and what we need more is the future. The road of mercenary is only accompanied by blood and fire. We kill people.  It doesn¡¯t matter, we owe it to the people around us. But instead of feeling sorry for ourselves, we should move forward bravely. I believe that we will walk through this road of blood and fire and get the future we want. We will wait until that day."

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