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This relationship sprouted after Xie Dongxiang was assassinated.
At the time of life and death, violent emotions broke out, and the panic of possibly losing Xie Dongxiang made Lin Xuanjiu confirm the relationship too hastily.
It¡¯s not that Lin Xuanjiu regretted it.
She does not regret falling in love with Xie Dongxiang, nor does she think that her love for Xie Dongxiang is fake.
Rather, the timing is wrong.
In other words, the heat is not enough.
This relationship has not been settled, and there is a lack of understanding between each other. It is like a sandcastle on the beach, which disappears as soon as the waves hit it.
"Dongxiang, let's separate, I mean emotionally."
Lin Xuanjiu looked at that handsome face that haunted him for a long time. His eyes were warm and deep, yet so sad.
In her memory, he was strong and confident, so high-spirited, a king who could never be defeated.
But since when did he become so cautious.
Is it because she has become a shackle that restricts him?
He was originally wanton and flamboyant, acting without scruples. He was not afraid of offending others. Xie Dongxiang himself was never afraid of retaliation.
In fact, there are not many people who have the courage to confront him.
Xie Dongxiang is privately called the living king of hell, the evil star. People who want him dead can form a group, and he has been living well. His unscrupulousness is based on his strength.
But the appearance of Lin Xuanjiu became his weakness.
Just like a tiny crack appears on a perfectly flawless eggshell, the eggshell is no longer complete and becomes fragile.
Lin Xuanjiu originally simply believed that as long as two people still have feelings for each other, even if the worlds they live in are hugely different, they can always find a way to reconcile.
But in fact, this is an unattainable fantasy.
Xie Dongxiang is powerful enough, but he is only a human being after all, and people always have their own limitations.
And Lin Xuanjiu is too weak, and everyone related to her is extremely weak. She is an ant in the eyes of those who hold power, and can be killed with one finger.
Whether Lin Xuanjiu admits it or not, she is just a drag by his side now, the only weakness in his strong shield.
"Dongxiang, I am not qualified to stand by your side now." Lin Xuanjiu suddenly felt that the candlelight was a bit dazzling, and his eyes were sore.
She looked away, not daring to meet his gaze.
She was afraid that she would be soft-hearted and that the decision she finally made would collapse in his eyes.
"You are such a cruel little thing."
It took a long time before Xie Dongxiang responded.
Lin Xuanjiu wanted to smile easily and tell him that he hoped they could both get over this unexpected relationship as soon as possible and then return to their own worlds.
She is just one of his many subordinates, not his weakness, and he does not need to shrink from her.
From now on, Xie Dongxiang will be the invincible general without any flaws.
But after holding the corner of his mouth for a long time, Lin Xuan felt how forced his smile was.
"Is it cruel? Maybe it is. But we can't live in hurting each other all the time.
Even if there is no Qu Yunluo this time, there will be Jiang Yunluo and Chen Yunluo next time. After all, they will encounter various challenges.
Dongxiang, let go. Your love is too heavy, I can't afford it. "
It¡¯s because she doesn¡¯t deserve it.
In other words, she doesn¡¯t deserve it now.
¡°I don¡¯t want to be the woman behind you, I don¡¯t want your protection!¡±
Lin Xuanjiu finally plucked up the courage to say this. She might have really fallen in love with this man, so she was unwilling to accept the status quo and wanted to change.
She doesn¡¯t want to spend the whole day in fear behind him, fearing that if her lover makes a mistake and fails to take care of her, she will be unable to fight back, and then her lover will feel guilty for it.
Lin Xuan had a premonition that in the long run, she would lose all her courage and become one of the countless women waiting for her husband to come home.
Give up her medical skills and her ambitions.
Lin Xuanjiu didn¡¯t want to become like this.
¡°Perhaps everything was wrong from the moment she first lost her courage.
Whether you call her selfish or callous, separation is the best choice for the two of them at the moment.
They are not in the same world, so why bother to merge together.
The eagle does not have to force himself to fall into the mortal world. He should stretch his wings and fly.?The vast sky.
And Lin Xuanjiu still needs to accumulate strength for a long time before he can turn his cocoon into a butterfly.
"Ajiu" Xie Dongxiang opened his mouth, and all his words became heavy and sharp, stuck in his throat, and pierced deeply into his flesh and blood.
He wanted to ask, wouldn¡¯t it be good to be protected by him?
Being pampered by him and being carefree every day, wouldn't it be nice to hide in an ivory tower?
He stared at her face and found in despair that he could not say no.
Xie Dongxiang clenched his fists, he already knew her answer.
She will tell him, no!
Lin Xuanjiu didn¡¯t want a beautiful dress made of silk, or a precious headdress decorated with jewelry.
She wants a scalpel, a needle, and a dagger.
Lin Xuanjiu doesn¡¯t like beautiful pets either. She thinks they are useless ties, no matter what kind of precious and precious species they are.
She prefers the bitter smell of traditional Chinese medicine, as well as those ordinary-looking but useful flowers and plants.
Xie Dongxiang can no longer restrain her with needlework. She wants to use her medical skills to open up a new world.
Lin Xuanji no longer wants him to protect, pity or give way to her.
She chose to grow up in the endless wind and rain, and to hold her head high in the danger surrounded by enemies.
Lin Xuanjiu doesn¡¯t want to just be the woman behind him. In addition to love, her life has more rich and gorgeous colors.
"Have you decided?" Xie Dongxiang asked softly, but he also felt the candlelight burning his eyes, and his eyes became sore.
"yes!"
Lin Xuanjiu thought she would face a storm. Whether it was fierce opposition or violent anger, she was prepared to deal with it.
But she still didn¡¯t understand Xie Dongxiang too well. This man¡¯s dignity prevented him from venting his anger on a woman.
And, he loves her far more than she imagined.
Xie Dongxiang left as quietly as when he came, and no one knew when he left.
Lin Xuan covered his face for a long time, tears welling up from his fingers. The sadness only lasted for a short period of time.
She will get better soon. She no longer needs anyone to comfort her, and no one will come to comfort her.
Lin Xuanjiu chose this path, so she could only move forward.
In order to become a better version of myself, in order to be able to return to his side.
Stand upright in front of others and stand shoulder to shoulder with him!
Minghua appeared in Lin Xuanjiu¡¯s house at midnight, and she noticed it immediately.
Lin Xuanjiu was not sleeping at all. He was sitting at the table holding a pen and paper, drawing unconsciously.
To be honest, Minghua's appearance was beyond Lin Xuanjiu's expectation.
"You, why are you here?"
"Young lady is my master, and I swear allegiance to you." Minghua explained straightforwardly.
Lin Xuanjiu's expression suddenly became very complicated. Even if she chose to leave him, that person was still as gentle as before, forgiving her willfulness and supporting her as always. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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