Li Jinxin shouted loudly, venting his long-standing depression and anger at this time.
"From that time on, when I was taking out the trash, I would look at the takeout orders. As long as you were resting at home, there were takeout orders for fifty, sixty, seventy or eighty, or even hundreds or even hundreds, whether it was crayfish or stir-fried. Whether it's chicken or those milk tea cakes, I really don't want you to spend money. It's normal to want to eat these things, but can you not throw them away? You only ate two of the eight-inch cake. Small pieces, just throw them all in the trash.¡±
"There is a refrigerator at home. It's not impossible to eat in it. I will eat it when I come back. Do you know that the lunch boxes I eat outside are all vegetarian, and then I buy rice and let others pour some broth on it. , for people like us who work as coolies, we simply don¡¯t have enough to eat. My fellow workers all say that I work too hard and there is no need to ruin my body just to make money.
But I didn't listen. I knew what kind of person I was. I came from a poor village. I had no culture or ability and could only work hard. I wanted to make more money and save some money while I was young. After I relax a little bit, I can start a small business, so that I won¡¯t say that I have lost my energy and can¡¯t do anything when I am old. Those workers all say that my wife is very lucky to meet a man like me. "
"Do you know what I said? I have always said that I am lucky to have found a woman like you and gave me a son. I have never complained, even if I was injured several times before. I didn¡¯t say anything. Maybe you have forgotten. That time my legs hurt so much and I felt so weak that I didn¡¯t want to move at all. I thought about asking you to rub it for me. What did you do? You scolded me for my bad habits. Okay, just keep playing with your phone."
"I was sweating from the pain. You were a nurse and didn't even notice. I didn't know how fun mobile phones are. Even so, I didn't say anything. When I felt better the next day, I went to the construction site and waited until When I came back in the evening, you were working the night shift. At that time, I saw a lot of uneaten braised food in the trash can at home. The duck legs were only eaten after two bites and then lost. The chicken feet were only eaten in the middle, and the claws were all gone. Without moving, I took them all out again, ate them all bit by bit, and then threw them into the trash can outside."
Li Jinxin kept talking. At first, he was still shouting angrily. Gradually, his voice became quieter, but his tone was full of disappointment and helplessness.
"I have been accommodating you. For your own good, all the money I earn is given to you for safekeeping. I only leave about ten yuan for food every day. When I get home, my wife and children are caring about me, and hot meals are prepared. The whole family was enjoying themselves. When I got home, my son was already asleep. You were either in the living room or in the bedroom, playing with your mobile phone. I have never seen a time when I was tired and hungry while cooking. When I was there, I really didn¡¯t want to move, so I went to make two packs of instant noodles. You said I ate too much, and I also wanted to eat something good. I added a piece of ham, but you said a few words.
I remember one time it was my birthday. I took leave that day and came back early. I thought you would prepare a birthday cake for me. I went back very happily, but you were already asleep and had nothing. I didn't even have a hot meal to prepare. I was really exhausted physically and mentally at that time, but my dad called me and said that he knew he was busy during the day and didn't dare to disturb me, so he waited until night.
You know, at that time, the village was not as nice as it is now. To make a phone call, you had to go to a small shop or go to a villager's home with a phone. It was so late and people had to rest, so they would inevitably talk about my dad, even so. , he beat me all. "
"At that time, I couldn't sleep and wanted to drink, so I took 50 yuan and went out to find a roadside stall. I bought wine, ate food, and cried while drinking. Do you know that feeling? Now that I think about it, , I was so heartbroken. The next day, when you saw me drunk, you beat me and scolded me, and accused me of stealing money. I said yesterday was my birthday, do you remember what you said?"
Li Jinxin looked at him with tears in his eyes, "You said something, you are too old to celebrate your birthday, it is a waste of money and time, you should not ask for leave to come back, but you forgot that when you were celebrating your birthday, You asked me for a gift, but all my money was given to you. Even so, I would keep some of the money I saved for food to buy you flowers and lipstick, but you disliked it and threw away the lipstick. Because it¡¯s cheap, and the lipsticks you usually use cost hundreds of dollars.¡±
"To be honest, with so much pressure, even a tough man can't bear it and needs someone to talk to. People who are not married just drink, get drunk, and then go to work the next day. Married men , just talk to your wife at home, and she will comfort and enlighten you. Sometimes I really can¡¯t stand it anymore, so I just want to tell you about my tiredness, my suffering, and you? said, if a man can't bear this level of tiredness, then don't call him a man. Men should shoulder the responsibility of making money and supporting the family. There are many people who are more tired than you, so don't complain like a bitch here all day long. "
"What else can I say? I just wanted to talk, but these words knocked me back. I didn't know how to continue talking."
"Alas!" Li Jinxin sighed deeply.
"I don't smoke, play cards, or games, and I've never been to those messy places. I just drink beer occasionally and work hard on the construction site every day to make money. You said I don't understand sentiments, but I go online specifically. After searching, I found that on your birthday, I placed flowers and candles at home and wanted to have a candlelight dinner. I also bought a lot of food and prepared to cook a big meal. I made your favorite chocolate. Cake, in order to spend some time together, you even let your son go to his friend¡¯s house to play, but when you came back, you said you had no energy, you were tired, you didn¡¯t want to eat, and you just wanted to sleep now.¡±
"You were dressed very beautifully at that time. You obviously didn't go to work, but went out to play. I asked you where you were, but you didn't want to tell me. I thought about letting you sleep for a while and get up to eat until the meal was ready. You also slept for more than two hours. I lit the candles, sang songs, and held the cake. I wanted to wish you a happy birthday, but after you woke up, you knocked over the cake and kept scolding me."
"I couldn't stand it anymore at that time, so I started quarreling with you and asked you where you were. Finally, you told me that you went out to eat with your colleagues and your son was back. I didn't quarrel with you anymore. While eating the meal, I threw away the flowers and candles when clearing away the dishes." (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com