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He is indeed a real life, even if it is so huge that it can only hide its body in a time and space that is difficult for living things to imagine and understand, even if it is like a precision-operated instrument, every gear is perfectly matched and never goes wrong, even if it is The only emotion He can perceive is calm. If this can be considered an emotion, you can use many words to describe it, calm, cold
No matter what, He will never waver or feel pain because of anything.
But over a long period of time, He began to have a faint curiosity. Compared with other parts, this wonderful emotion was as small as a seed to the sea, but He began to undergo subtle changes.
This was the beginning of His downfall.
Who can believe that someone would pull a god off the altar?
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When he woke up from the chaos, the first thing he felt was pain. The pain was so huge that it was unbearable, surging like an endless ocean wave.
The body seemed huge, so huge that even the pain that was difficult to describe in words was blunted.
When he opened his eyes, the vision he felt was at the cosmic level, but soon, he instinctively turned his sights to an aqua blue planet and locked on a point. When he saw a familiar house, he subconsciously Li realized that this is the past, this is a scene that has already happened, this is an image preserved in time, this is an established fact.
Sometimes he is like this. This is because he is too young. Sometimes something like this happens during the "sleep" process. He will "see" images sealed in the past time.
But before he could look away and return to the correct time, he was already in human form before he even realized it. This was also a very strange thing. He had incarnated as a human at some time. The winged dragon soared with its kind in the sky. He once transformed into a whale in the ocean, playfully jumping into the waves and setting off waves tens of meters high, but he never transformed into a human form. He stood on the house At the door, I started to feel confused.
At this time, the door was opened, and a young man came out. The young man's eyes were full of vitality and a little uneasiness.
The young man passed in front of him and got very close, so close that he could smell the smell of shampoo on the other person's body. Almost immediately, he couldn't take his eyes away. If he hadn't remembered that this happened in the past, Image, he might immediately go up to talk to him, and in fact he did follow him. He had changes that were visible to the naked eye, as if a statue had life and suddenly became alive, just for a moment.
This is a very rare state for him. The lengthening of his lifespan has made his emotional changes very slow, so slow that it is close to nothing.
He followed the young man¡¯s footsteps to the cafe, to the square to feed the pigeons, to plant roses in the garden of the house, followed behind the young man, and he felt happy and happy no matter what he did.
He knew the young man¡¯s name¡ªGu Qingchi, and from then on, even these three words had a different meaning to him.
But when Gu Qingchi introduced himself to the community security guard for the second time, he realized that Gu Qingchi was imprisoned in time. With no family, no lover, and no friends, Gu Qingchi was imprisoned in time alone.
If time is a river, then Gu Qingchi is surrounded by a transparent glass cover. Time is distorted and ineffective in Gu Qingchi. This is the authority that only he and his kind have.
There was a similar person who used time to imprison Gu Qingchi.
Gu Qingchi worked very hard to live. He began to like talking to himself. He would talk to himself and talk about today's schedule. He planned every day. He had three healthy meals and maintained a certain amount of exercise. But from a certain day At first, Gu Qingchi tried drinking, and quickly turned into alcoholism, and his words became less and less.
As time passed by, he watched Gu Qingchi become more and more silent day by day. Gu Qingchi never went to the cafe or fed the pigeons in the square. His whole person withered like a rose in the garden.
Gu Qingchi curled up on the sofa, looking at the ceiling, his eyes seemed to be gray.
He sat on the sofa and tentatively put his hand on Gu Qingchi's. The moment they touched, Gu Qingchi's image fluctuated. He didn't hold anything. This was normal. He saw Gu Qingchi was an image from the past, but the moment he held it in his hands, he felt an inexplicable loss in his heart.
Gu Qingchi didn¡¯t react at all. He just lay there, closed his eyes, put his wrist across his eyes, and blocked half of his face., there was no movement, but it gave people a feeling of exhaustion, and then he stopped moving. Only the slight rise and fall of his chest conveyed the fact that he was alive.
Gu Qingchi was dying slowly, and he realized this fact. The word death has always had no other meaning to him. He has experienced such a long time, seen countless deaths, and has never felt any fluctuations. The birth and death of life are no different in his eyes, they are just natural processes.
But now, he really felt the fear of death.
Gu Qingchi, who was lying on the sofa, moved, moved his wrist away, tilted his head, and slowly focused his eyes on a bottle of sleeping pills on the coffee table.
He looked at all this, and something in his heart twitched hard.
It shouldn¡¯t be like this.
When he was thinking this, an unbearable pain came from his core. The pain came so suddenly that he was hiding somewhere, and his huge body that was hard to look at and touch began to tremble and curl up.
Countless memories suddenly came from the depths of his mind. Compared with the long time he spent, these memories were not worth mentioning, but each one was unforgettable, like a sudden color in black and white.
He raised his head, tears streaming down his face at some point. He remembered that he was the one who imprisoned Gu Qingchi.
Countless fragments were stuffed into his body, and then a tearing pain arose from the depths of his soul.
Memories keep coming back.
Along with these memories came pain that was almost unbearable for him. He had experienced Gu Qingchi's death again and again.
The roar of vehicles, bathrooms, Western restaurants, civet cats, empty pill bottles rolling on the ground, news in newspapers about the suicide of a rising star in the entertainment industry
What finally emerged was a fragment, a fragment from a failed retrospective that made his soul feel torn.
In the studio, the light was very dark. Gu Qingchi was sitting on the sofa, turning his head, his eyes were very bright. His posters were overwhelming on the electronic screen outside, he said to his assistant.
"My cat died."
The assistant responded, and then was busy arranging the schedule. People came and went in the studio, and everyone was very busy.
Then Gu Qingchi on the sofa disappeared before his eyes.
These mixed together constituted countless deaths and countless despairs he had experienced. He went back in time again and again, looking for a possibility, a miracle among countless possibilities.
I remember your countless deaths, and I want to hold your hand every time.
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Xie Luyu was woken up. When he woke up, he subconsciously turned his head to look at Gu Qingchi. Gu Qingchi was beside him. He turned over and hugged Gu Qingchi.
Xie Luyu doesn't sleep well, like an octopus, limply clinging to him when touched. But Gu Qingchi usually doesn't like Xie Luyu hugging him when he sleeps. Gu Qingchi likes Xie Luyu, who is afraid of heat and itching. Yu tried hard to restrain himself and got rid of his bad habits, but he always liked to be next to Gu Qingchi and must touch Gu Qingchi when sleeping.
The two people's breaths were intertwined. He could feel Gu Qingchi's breathing and Gu Qingchi's heartbeat, and then he calmed down.
Xie Luyu unconsciously used some strength and hugged him too tightly. Gu Qingchi woke up and opened his eyes in a daze.
"Is it dawn yet?"
He yawned and closed his eyes, then crawled into Xie Luyu's arms.
"Are you going to have lunch? I want to sleep a little longer"
In fact, it was still early in the morning. Xie Luyu put his chin on top of Gu Qingchi's head and wanted to speak, but he choked. Only then did he realize that his face was wet.
He coughed and tried to make his voice sound normal, but it was still a little hoarse.
"No, it's still early. Go to sleep peacefully."
Gu Qingchi stretched out a hand from the quilt and touched Xie Luyu's hair, which had grown a bit, as if he were touching a little boy. Xie Luyu had a lot of hair, but it was hard and didn't feel very good to the touch. , Gu Qingchi was still in a daze, and his voice was nasal when he spoke.
"You sleep too."
Xie Luyu hummed, and couldn't help but tighten his arms again. Gu Qingchi seemed to feel his uneasiness, so he followed his strength and moved a little closer to his arms, in a very gentle manner.
Xie Luyu felt at ease inexplicably. He rubbed Gu Qingchi, skin to skin, and then lowered his head to look at Gu Qingchi, watching how he breathed, watching the subtle rise and fall of his body with his breathing. It seemed that he would never get tired of watching it. After a long time, Xie Luyu said something very softly, so softly that it seemed as if the words disappeared as soon as they were spoken.
"I grabbed your hand."
Gu Qingchi buried his entire body in Xie Luyu¡¯s arms and sighed.
Xie Luyu was a little surprised. He thought Gu Qingchi was asleep, and then he relaxed his eyebrows, lowered his head and kissed Gu Qingchi. The two of them exchanged breaths and confirmed each other's existence. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com)He said something very softly, so softly that it seemed as if the words disappeared as soon as they were spoken.
"I grabbed your hand."
Gu Qingchi buried his entire body in Xie Luyu¡¯s arms and sighed.
Xie Luyu was a little surprised. He thought Gu Qingchi was asleep, and then he relaxed his eyebrows, lowered his head and kissed Gu Qingchi. The two of them exchanged breaths and confirmed each other's existence. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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