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what is love?
Meng Zheng once read in a book that love is the organic unity of sex, love and care. Among them, sex-love is a concept from a physiological perspective, love is a concept from a psychological perspective, and care is a concept from an ethical perspective.
Based on this definition, Meng Zheng feels that he should reject Shen Duqing, because now he has no physical desire for Shen Duqing.
First of all, he is a straight man. Even if he can accept the love between two men, before he actually falls in love with a man, he will not yearn for sex between the same sex, and naturally he will not have desire for the same sex.
Secondly, it was fortunate that he had no desire. If he had, he would really feel like he was such an animal. His family knew about his family affairs, and others thought he was as old as Shen Duqing, but he knew that when he first met Shen Duqing, he was an adult with an adult mentality. He had always taken care of Shen Duqing as his younger brother and as his own. Children should be cared for and respected as friends, and they would never treat Shen Duqing as a lover to lust after.
But at the same time, Meng Zheng knew that he must have feelings for Shen Duqing.
Putting aside sex and love, he and Shen Duqing had already unknowingly entered into the state of an old married couple. He knew almost all of Shen Duqing's living habits, and Shen Duqing also knew his. He knew Shen Duqing's ambitions. He was involved in Shen Duqing's past, and he was bound to be involved in Shen Duqing's future. The same was true for Shen Duqing.
Meng Zheng also knew that Shen Duqing's feelings for him were definitely not a hot-headed moment in his teenage years. They were slowly accumulated from countless times spent together in the past. If he asked Shen Duqing to give up, the harm to Shen Duqing would definitely be beyond imagination. Therefore, he could not refuse Shen Duqing and could not bear to let him down.
Therefore, when Meng Zheng realized that Shen Duqing liked him, he only spent one-tenth of his time thinking about rejection, and then spent the remaining nine-tenths of his time thinking about acceptance. He tried to imagine a life for two people together. They will live in the same house. When he is cooking, Shen Duqing suddenly hugs him from behind.
Do you hate Shen Duqing¡¯s hug?
it's OK.
So, continue to imagine that the two of them exchanged a kiss in the morning sunshine, don¡¯t you hate it?
it's OK.
So, Meng Zheng fell into a dilemma.
He could not completely accept Shen Duqing. Because there's a question, if he accepts it, when they kiss, does he want to have a polite hard-on? If he wasn't hard, it was strange that when he kissed his lover, his body didn't feel at all. If he was hard, it would be even more strange that he raised a flag to his own cub!
Meng Zheng could not refuse Shen Duqing, not only because he could not make any decision that would hurt Shen Duqing, but also because when he looked at Shen Duqing with a new eye, he found that it was not bad to be together like this.
So Meng Zheng felt that he was guilty.
Meng Zheng originally wanted to drag it on. He planned to delay it for a year or two without taking a stand. However, when he saw that Shen Duqing bought two small pots of plants for himself but did not dare to admit it, and insisted on blaming the matter on Shen Feizhuo, he felt that he could not delay it any longer. Meng Zheng thought, why didn't Shen Duqing dare to admit it? Is it because you are afraid of your own rejection? Is it because he feels that not only will he reject his feelings, but also his advances and everything from him, so he can only choose to hide aside and pay silently without letting himself find out?
Why is this kid so stupid!
In Meng Zheng's heart, Shen Duqing should be proud. He can be as high and high as a prince, instead of lowering himself to the dust just because he begs for love like many crazy men and resentful women in this world.
Meng Zheng felt very distressed by Shen Duqing being so cautious.
Meng Zheng even felt a little sad. He thought that Shen Duqing would definitely feel even sadder.
Therefore, Meng Zheng couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged Shen Duqing.
This hug lasted for more than ten seconds. Meng Zheng turned to Shen Feizhuo and said, "You stay in the living room and do your homework, and your brother and I will have a good chat." With that, he pulled Shen Duqing to the small room and closed the door of the small room.
Shen Feizhuo shouted loudly behind them: "You guys have a good chat, I promise not to disturb you."
Meng Zheng pulled Shen Duqing to sit down by the bed. Neither man spoke.
Shen Duqing was undoubtedly smart. He spied something from Meng Zheng's series of actions and realized that he had hope. Therefore, he changed his previous restrained and restrained style and looked at Meng Zheng with burning eyes. He was nervous, but also strong. As long as Meng Zheng takes the first step, he can finish the rest in no timebsp;Among the many reasons for choosing Platonic love, Meng Zheng's reason is definitely the most bizarre.
"But, we are already a quasi-couple after all. Lovers and friends will definitely be different." Shen Duqing actually wanted to remove the word "quasi" from the word "quasi-couple", "Can wecan we do that?" ¡¡±
"No, no! You can't kiss, let alone touch!" Meng Zheng shook his head crazily.
Shen Duqing¡¯s eyes widened. Can we still kiss? Can you still touch it? Yes, yes, couples can kiss and touch each other! But, isn¡¯t it a little too fast to kiss and touch her as soon as you come up? Shen Duqing raised his head and stared at the corner of Meng Zheng's mouth.
Shen Duqing blushed. This innocent child has already imagined a series of impure things.
Meng Zheng had a vague premonition and stammered: "Which one do you mean by that just now?"
"Just, just write love letters to each other." Shen Duqing also stammered.
Meng Zheng pulled the quilt from the side and covered Shen Duqing's face, blocking his view of him. He pretended to be fierce and said: "Write it for you! I must write it!" Ahhhh, why did he just say that? Kiss and touch!
Shen Duqing laughed out loud, shook the quilt, and covered Meng Zheng. The two of them were covered in quilts, unable to see their eyes, and their other senses were amplified. Shen Duqing hugged Meng Zheng's waist. Meng Zheng felt uncomfortable being hugged.
"It's strange, as Shen Duqing said, they used to hug each other on the court, and they would hug each other when they cheered each other before the exam, but why didn't their hearts beat faster than they do now?
Meng Zheng pushed Shen Duqing away in a panic and said, "I, I'll go take a look at Feizhuo."
Shen Duqing doesn¡¯t allow it. He didn't sleep well the night before, and now he was holding Meng Zheng, and he was gradually getting sleepy.
Shen Duqing was woken up by a phone ringing.
When he opened his eyes, he saw that Meng Zheng was no longer in bed, and Meng Zheng's cell phone on the bedside table was ringing loudly. Shen Duqing rolled on the bed first, then picked up his phone and looked at it. The call was from Liu Jian.
Shen Duqing quickly sat up and answered the phone.
Liu Jian on the other end of the phone was not surprised to see that the person answering the phone was Shen Duqing. He knew that Shen Duqing and Meng Zheng lived together, and the two of them were so good that they could wear a pair of pants. Anyway, it would be the same thing if she told Shen Duqing.
As he talked, Liu Jian slowly realized something was wrong. Shen Duqing's tone of voice was so strange.
Liu Jian paused.
Your uncle¡¯s spouse is your aunt, your aunt¡¯s spouse is your uncle, and your dad¡¯s spouse is your dad. Shen Duqing, who automatically upgraded himself to a senior, said with a kind face: "Jianjian, why don't you say anything anymore, I'm listening." (Remember this site's website address: www.hlnovel.com