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Xu Zhiyan didn't know how Yu Yanmei found out about this. Maybe it was because Cheng Lie was caught walking her home, or maybe she accidentally found out that Cheng Lie was pretending to be a college student as a tutor and followed the clues, but it was obvious that Cheng Lie was in Yanmei's case. It's not the point in Mei's mind.
She doesn't care whether he is a college student or not, or whether he is in love. What Yu Yanmei cares about from beginning to end is that her daughter is in love. She doesn't allow it, doesn't want to see it, and doesn't want to make the same mistake again.
This is also a distant past for Yanmei, but the bloody past will always be engraved on the tip of her heart, and time has only covered it with a layer of dust.
Xu Zhiyan doesn¡¯t know the details very well, but she has a general understanding, so she can sometimes understand Yu Yanmei from her perspective and understand the collapse of her world as a mother.
She came to the Xu family when she graduated from junior high school. She is not the biological daughter of Xu Zhibiao and Yu Yanmei.
Before that, she didn¡¯t live in Luzhou, but in a smaller city on the edge of Luzhou, a very ordinary county town.
The third year of junior high school was the most earth-shaking year in her life so far.
Before being adopted by Xu Zhibiao and Yu Yanmei, she had a seemingly perfect family, an amiable father, and a gentle and virtuous mother. However, when she was still young, she never understood why her parents were always indifferent to her. He always looked at her with disappointment.
But a child can¡¯t think of it at a deep level. The colorful world can easily distract her attention.
As she grew older, she became sensible and sensitive, wondering about her parents' thoughts and craving their love. Just like Cheng Lie, who was naughty when she was a child, she was not so quiet and well-behaved when she was a child.
She likes to go to the kindergarten to build blocks and play on the slide with the children. After going to elementary school, she likes to run on the big playground, squeeze into the canteen with her classmates, and play cards and marbles.
She made her parents even more disappointed with her mediocre grades. Sometimes when she eavesdropped in the corner, she would always hear her parents telling her to try again and see if she could have another baby.
Those talkative aunts and uncles like to joke that your parents are going to give you a little brother. Because they favor sons over daughters, they never talk about having a little sister.
When she was a child, she was very possessive and didn't want the extra children to take away her already scarce love. In order to please her parents, she threw away those toy storybooks, paid no attention to anything, and studied hard while crying.
Her grandma, who has been picky about her since she was a child, is still like this. Her efforts and sensibleness have not brought her anything.
This kind of invisible pressure has shaped her character. She doesn¡¯t like to get worse or be surpassed by other classmates. For the rare appreciation of her parents, she can only move forward desperately.
When she reached junior high school, she suddenly understood why she was so unpopular in this family. Because she was an adopted child, these family members were not her family.
A grandma who longs for her own grandson, and a parent who hopes to have a child of her own, is nothing but a helpless act, a dispensable existence who will always be ranked last.
After discovering this incident, she cried alone in her room all night. The sky was dark and the night was silent. The lights outside symbolized warmth. At the age of thirteen or fourteen, she felt that the walls were cold for the first time and the sky was cold. It will never light up again.
But the sun will rise normally the next day, and all the grief-stricken people in the world will still have to raise their heads and face the naked day.
Her parents were still trying to conceive and went to many hospitals in big cities. Medicine continued to develop, and they finally became pregnant when she was in her second year of junior high school.
No one talked to her, and no one cared about her feelings. Everyone was surrounding this new life, looking forward to his birth.
But she still doesn¡¯t give up. Sometimes she lies to herself that she heard wrongly. She is her parents¡¯ child just because she is a girl. When her brother is born, she will definitely help take good care of him. This is still her home.
In the third year of junior high school, she went out early and came back late. She was very nervous about studying and couldn't care about anything else. However, her family would not let her touch the little baby at all. The grandma she had called her for more than ten years showed a smile like a flower for the first time. , I was so happy that I couldn¡¯t sleep while holding my little grandson.
She thought, so be it.
But she didn¡¯t expect that they were not even willing to take her in. On the day the high school entrance examination results came out, she received the high school admission notice and a new household registration.
When she was sprinting for the high school entrance examination, she was "sold".
On a hot summer day, she stood in the sun and broke into a cold sweat.
??Fifteen-year-old Xu Zhiyan has grown a little. She has slender eyes and an oval face, and she is quite pretty. She wears this fair and clear face?You know exactly what you want to do, you don¡¯t know what you are living for, and what is the meaning of living.
When she came to Moral Education High School, she chose a corner position. She didn¡¯t want to meet new classmates or have too much contact with others, so she accepted what Chen Mei and Yang Qianyun said about her, and she knew she was also wrong.
Most of all, I don¡¯t want to argue. The result is nothing more than that. As long as I don¡¯t care, I won¡¯t feel too much and won¡¯t collapse because of it.
As long as you don¡¯t care.
In this dazed state, all she can do is read. Sometimes she can feel that she still has a lot of energy buried in her bones. She has not completely given up on herself. She does not want to fall one step behind others and does not want to lose the last moment that belongs to her. Same thing.
?????????????????????? Or she had hatred in her heart, she hated the person who abandoned her, she hated Xu Zhibiao for adopting her, and she hated herself for having to accept her current life, so she developed a weak rebellion.
She didn¡¯t want to obey everything, so with this rebellion, she pretended not to study hard to let Xu Zhibiao understand that not everything can develop as he expected.
Xu Moguang's wish to follow her dreams is her final bottom line.
Later, under Yu Yanmei¡¯s strong demands again and again, it was almost difficult to stick to this bottom line.
Then, she met Cheng Lie, a gentle boy in every aspect.
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