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Chapter 390 I have tried my best

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    Chu Yunsheng was stabbed through the shoulders by several inexplicable people for no reason. Although he successfully fought back brilliantly and shocked the audience by flying off the helmet of the golden-armored woman, he could not even say a word.  After asking for explanation, Lao Sun and others quickly took him out.

    Of course, he couldn't ask even if he wanted to. His torn throat couldn't make any normal sound at all.  However, when he saw and heard, Lao Sun nodded and bowed to the man in golden armor, apologized constantly like a grandson, and immediately expressed "a thousand thanks" for Chu Yunsheng, who could not speak, for "injury expenses".

    Chu Yunsheng was silent for a moment. Lao Sun's intelligence was wrong and he offended forces that Team 9 could not afford to offend. He needed to apologize to protect himself. He understood that there was nothing to say.  However, he was attacked for no reason until he was bleeding and injured, but he still had to express "a thousand thanks" to the perpetrator like his grandson, which made his chest feel uncontrollably like a ball of cotton.

    He could not overturn the fact that here, in this plant forest, as long as he still wore this mask, Lao Sun, as the captain, would always represent him.

    This was nothing at first. He could always do anything to survive, but after the darkness fell, he escaped, escaped, acted indecently, pretended to be dead etc., he had done everything, but he had never been so cowardly.  , was attacked, but still had to humiliate "Thank you thousands of times". Even in the Battle of Huangshan, facing powerful enemies as numerous as stars, he would rather die than surrender. How has he ever done this!  ?

    However, among so many people, this feeling of being useless that only he felt stuck in his chest suddenly made him see himself clearly from another angle for the first time since the Dark Ages.

    Immediately, he understood why he had to learn to be "numb" and learn other people's ways of living. He needed to "learn", instead of being like that woman, who naturally faced all disasters and naturally smoothed out all the knots in his heart.

    Because no matter how he kept reminding himself and telling himself that he had to be self-aware and know how much he weighed, there was always a trace of pride hidden in his heart, a trace of pride brought by ancient books.

    This pride was buried in his heart like a seed. From the beginning, he separated himself from other people and treated everyone, whether they were friends, relatives, brothers, or enemies, with a "condescending" perspective that he had never noticed.  All the people he hates are like this.

    No matter it is the Sunshine Age or the Dark Age, no matter how incompetent the person is, there is a sense of "self-admiration" deep in his heart, and he can always find something "different" for himself as a self-consoling "pride"  .

    This thing, in the Sunshine Age, was literally called "dignity"!

    Everyone has his own self-esteem and his own pride. Even if no one else admits it, he will confirm it. Chu Yunsheng had the same mentality in the sunshine era, but since entering the dark era, this thing has happened  A strange change that he never noticed.

    As his power became stronger and stronger, each talented awakened person was defeated by him, and the seed of self-confidence took root deeper and deeper. When even the ice and fire aliens and the insect min from the divine domain could not defeat him, this  The pride hidden in his heart has actually reached its peak.

    But it is not a good thing. When a person's "pride" and "self-esteem" hidden deep in his heart are too strong, but the reality still cruelly leaves him with a broken head, repeated losses, and nothing can be saved,  This contrasting feeling of hurt and frustration can make people feel confused and painful.

    Chu Yunsheng was put on the arm of his masked teammate, and his mind became clearer and smoother. From the beginning, this hidden pride made him think that he could save Yu Xiaohai, but in the end, he watched Yu Xiaohai disappear;  Then he thought he could save his beloved family, but he watched helplessly as the entire Jinling City disappeared;Finally, he thought he could save his brother-in-law Silly Da Chong, but in the end he once again watched Silly Da Chong commit suicide.  .

    After each loss, he began to practice hard, desperately improving his strength, seeking an extreme, so his strength became stronger and stronger, and his pride grew more and more self-hiding, but in the end every time, he still couldn't keep what he thought he could keep.  thing.

    When the tears have dried up, the grief has nowhere to hold it, and even the hatred has come to an end, just because there was once a trace of pride and confidence that concealed his heart, in the end, what is still tormenting his soul is the strong self-blame.  I hate myself for not living up to expectations!

    ¡°Pride that is too strong, but ability that is too weak, which can lead to a broken head and blood, is the root of all contradictions and pain.

    He has always been aware of only one side of the contradiction, so he has just immersed himself in a desperate race against the cruel world, trying every means to improve his strength and ability, but he has never truly returned to the truth.After solidification, the first change was to upgrade from "mute" to "Old Seventeen", with Lao Sun as the eldest, and the other fifteen masked men were arranged in order until Chu Yunsheng, who became the Seventeenth.

    Chu Yunsheng's eyes slightly glanced at the shabby crowd. They immediately lowered their heads and avoided Chu Yunsheng's eyes. They were afraid that Chu Yunsheng would notice the things in their hands and retreated timidly. The children's timid eyes looked from the adults' thin faces.  The gap between his legs was exposed, and he looked at the masked man nervously.

    He suddenly reached out and "took" the earth smoke in the hand of the thin masked man, leaned against the wall with the spear in his arms, inhaled, and felt the hot smell of smoke. He didn't want to get involved in anything here, he just wanted to enjoy his soul.  This moment of peace after breaking free.

    ¡°Moreover, he¡¯s not going to rob a group of people who are worse off than him.

    "Damn, you actually took mine!" The thin masked man rubbed his empty fingers, was stunned for a moment, and cursed: "What are you guys looking at? What's so good about you? You're looking for death! The men stand on the left, the women  Stand on the right side, hurry up and stand for me!"

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