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Chapter 45 Wei Yundu

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    "Speak!" Yinlou took two steps forward. She had already thrown away the girl's reserve. She had made every attempt to think the worst about him, but in the end she still couldn't give up.  She likes him and still wants to be with him every day.  Didn't he have true feelings for her?  Why are you still hesitating?  She grabbed his sleeve and shook him almost pleadingly, "Chang Chen, I don't want to be a queen, and I don't care about worldly things. If you are afraid of the emperor's blame, quietly find a place to hide me and come see me every now and then."  I will do it. I don¡¯t ask for much, I just want you.¡±

    When she said this, his heart was broken. What should he do? She pushed him into a desperate situation. He knew that if he refused categorically this time, maybe she would really give up.  In fact, this is beneficial to everyone, living under the big sun, everyone is well.  But he was in a dilemma, he hesitated, and he couldn't let go.  How should a person who has long been embedded in your heart tell you with tears that she only wants you and is even willing to never see the light of day again?  He is not as emotionally brave as her, and he has too many concerns that she doesn't expect.  His weaknesses are fatal. Once something comes out, he can't even protect himself. How can he have the ability to take care of her?

    He looked down at the face, and a thin mist covered her eyes.  What does it look like to look at him through tears?  Is it sick and twisted?  He endured it until the lamp oil was almost dry, and he choked for a while before saying: "I am a eunuch, and I cannot give you the happiness of an ordinary woman. If you follow me, I'm afraid you won't even be able to have children. Are you willing?"

    She blushed a little and avoided his eyes, but she said firmly, "I said I don't care about that."

    He took a breath, stood up straight, and raised his face slightly, just not wanting her to see the deep suffering in his eyes.  There was a war between heaven and earth in his heart, how could he let her down?  How could she give her up?  There are many ways to avoid letting her enter the palace, but she is the concubine's title, and she can never do whatever she wants like ordinary people.  Either entering the palace or guarding the mausoleum, if the emperor caused a disturbance in front of her, more people would definitely pay attention to her in the future, and he couldn't hide her privately even if he wanted to.

    "From the day I entered the Forbidden City, I no longer expected any woman to be willing to follow me." He smiled bitterly at her, "How can I repay you for your favor? You also know my current situation.  A powerful enemy, with pursuers. The admirals of Dongchang have not had a good end. In my lifetime, I can¡¯t say what the outcome will be. Today I am rich and prosperous, but tomorrow I may be in jail. You follow  I am walking in a sea of ????knives and fire, and I cannot give you a stable life. Besides, the emperor may not be willing to let go. No matter how high I climb, I can't fly out of his palm. I have always been the only one who works for others, and now I am fighting for a woman with him  What advantage do I rely on?" He raised his hand and caressed her face, "Empress, you just got too close to me, so you mistakenly thought you liked me. You are so young, and you still have decades to live.  If you are worried every day, you will get tired of it one day, and then you will blame me, and how can I compensate you?"

    He was always thinking about her, but that was not what she wanted to hear.  There were no good things to say, and she simply couldn't control her emotions.  Women and men may care about different things. He knows that looking to the future, what she wants to see is only a small piece of happiness in front of her.  Him being so hesitant was undoubtedly another blow to her, but since she had worked so hard, she couldn't give up easily.  She put his hand on her face and wailed: "Don't say that to me, just say whether you like me or not. I wasn't drunk that night, I was awake, do you still want to lie?"  "

    He was finally taken aback and looked at her in amazement, his expression making people laugh.  Gradually returning to the embarrassment after the lie was revealed, he sighed helplessly with his lips lowered. Children are always innocent and cruel. Since they have been holding back for so long, why do they say it now!  He kept retreating, and she pressed forward step by step. He was really forced to the point where he had no choice but to compromise.  He smiled self-deprecatingly: "In that case, what else can I say?" He turned to clasp her hands in his palms and whispered, "It's hard for the queen to love me so much. Xiao Duo won the queen's favor with his half-crippled body."  If you favor me, it will be worth it in this life. But let's make a three-part agreement first. If the queen agrees, we can make plans later, okay?"

    Yinlou was already prepared for failure, but she never thought that after being given the cruel medicine, he would actually obey her. This made her extremely happy, and she felt a bit like a local bully who succeeded in stealing his bride. She nodded and said: "As long as you follow  If you accept me, I will promise you anything."

    He sneered, "Little girl, that's not a bad tone. I obeyed you, just because you wouldn't be able to bear it!" The sweet taste was contained in the honey jar, and once the hole was opened, it would stop.  Can't stand it anymore.  He had been alone for so long, and was always on guard against everyone. Only when she broke into his heart could he relax for a moment in front of her, without having to wear a mask to show off to others.  This feeling is addictive, and it becomes increasingly difficult to quit, but he is willing to indulge and make herHow?

    "Xiao Duo is a smart man and can understand even when he clicks.  That's all she cares about. Women are narrow-minded. Once they feel that the relationship is clear, they will pursue all the past problems. This can be regarded as the depth of love!  He lowered his eyes and looked uncomfortable, "It's just like running errands. There are small contacts, but she can't be compared with you. What did I do to support Prince Fu to ascend the throne? If I had supported Prince Rong, I would have been involved with her for the rest of my life.  . Who wants to be manipulated by a woman! In order to get rid of her, I made a wrong decision, and that's why I'm hampered by others today. I don't have her in my heart, everything is just a matter of coping." He blushed inexplicably.  , "At least my body is clean. If you don't believe it, you can test it."

    As he spoke, he became unserious again. Yinlou twisted a bit, covered his face and spat at him, "This is so weird, it would be great if you can test it out!"

    "Don't you believe me?" He was a little anxious, "Do you think I'm willing to make do with anyone? Last time on the boat, it was the first time in my life that I kissed a girl!"

    ???????????????????????????????????????????¡­  Yinlou secretly laughed at him, and his mind gradually calmed down.  He had told her about his previous sufferings, about how he had been displaced, how he had lost his limbs.  There are so many difficulties, and it is understandable that compromise will result in compromise.  When people walk in the world, they have to bend down when they encounter a low place, otherwise they will hit their heads and bleed.  If he didn't try to please the queen, how could he sit in the position of the chief ceremonial supervisor?  How to take revenge?  A real man can bend and stretch, and at least he is amiable and cute now.

    She pursed her lips and smiled, twisting her body to lean on his chest. The fragrance of Rui Nao penetrated into her flesh. She whispered: "I believe you, I believe whatever you say."

    He held her fingertips in his hand, turned his face and rubbed her forehead. They didn't speak to each other. They only heard a rustle on the roof of the boat. He opened the window and looked out. There were thousands of ripples on the river, and it was cloudy.  This half day, it finally started to rain.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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