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There was pain, anger, and a hint of sadness hidden deep in those eyes.
I don¡¯t know why, but the dissatisfaction in my heart slowly disappeared.
Bai Lu remembered her sharp and merciless words just now, which revealed the truth she had been trying to find so carefully during this period. In an instant, she was shattered into pieces.
Obviously¡
That¡¯s not what I thought.
"He is not my ex-boyfriend." Bai Lu stared at him and explained in a calm tone.
"We are just high school classmates, that's all."
Jing Yan sneered, but his attitude was still not very good.
¡°Do you need a hug from your high school classmates?¡±
Bai Lu suddenly became angry again. She took a deep breath to suppress it and tried to keep her tone as calm as possible.
"Because we used to be very good friends, but we haven't seen each other for many years. It was just a polite hug." After Bai Lu finished speaking, she was worried that her explanation was not strong enough, so she added another sentence.
"Just like you shake hands and say hello when you meet a female client!"
"Does a polite hug need to be so tight?!" Jing Yan frowned and asked with dissatisfaction on his face.
"I didn't know he would suddenly" Bai Lu couldn't defend herself. Qin Shu's forceful hug caught her off guard. However, maybe it was understandable to be a little excited after not seeing each other for so long.
The point is, this feeling of not being trusted made her extremely unhappy.
Could it be that she was not worthy of being trusted at all in Jing Yan's heart?
"Even if you didn't show up at that time, I would have pushed him away." After explaining this, Bai Lu suddenly felt that it was meaningless, she lowered her eyes and said in a low voice.
"Forget it, I don't want to say it anymore, believe it or not."
The air in the car became quiet again, Jing Yan still stared at her motionless, the atmosphere solidified, and after a moment, he slowly asked.
"You really never were together in high school?"
"No."
"The whole school says you two are together."
"And you were so close at that time." Jing Yan asked in disbelief. Bai Lu looked up and spoke with an inexplicable expression.
"Intimate? Our relationship is just a little better than that of ordinary classmates. How close are we?"
God knows, she was only focused on studying at that time. Even if Qin Shu later developed a little affection for her because of the accident at home, he helped her in many ways, but she would not fall in love at such a critical time.
Moreover, the two of them were extremely innocent at the time, and the most intimate thing they did was sit side by side in the classroom, discuss and study.
"I saw him taking off his coat and covering you while you were asleep that time." Jing Yan blurted out excitedly.
That really happened many years ago, but he still remembers it firmly in his heart.
It¡¯s like a thorn stuck in the flesh and cannot be pulled out.
In fact, he has hardly thought of this incident over the years. Who knows, after going round and round, he finally met her again.
That evening, the sky was filled with sunset.
Because of the unintentional behavior outside the locker room the night before, I witnessed such a secret scene.
I thought that everything would be fine when I woke up, but I was tossing and turning in bed feeling flustered.
Jing Yan can never forget his mood that night.
It was like he was carrying a rabbit in his arms, jumping up and down all the time, making it difficult for him to calm down.
What¡¯s even worse is that the scene he accidentally glimpsed was like a movie scene, replaying in front of his eyes, until he fell asleep at some point, and even in his dreams was that smooth and white back.
The heat was unbearable, and unfamiliar emotions and excitement swept over him. When he woke up, his sheets and pants were all wet.
Jing Yan was completely shattered.
During the day, I couldn¡¯t even listen to the lectures. My mind kept thinking about that figure, most of that delicate and beautiful little face, and those panicked and timid dark eyes.
With his heart beating gradually out of control, Jing Yan threw away the pen in his hand and took the initiative to inquire about a girl for the first time in his life.
Bai Lu was so famous that it took almost no effort to ask for her class and name. Jing Yan finally waited until school was over in the afternoon, but the head teacher suddenly announced a make-up class.
The senior year of high school has a lot of homework, and it is almost normal to take up students' rest time. Jing Yan hurriedly cursed.
By the time he was completely liberated, nearly half an hour had passed. He couldn't wait to pick up his schoolbag and go out, heading to his first-grade class.
Getting closer and closer, my heart lifts?Road? "
Bai Lu exhaled softly and twitched the corners of her lips. Even she didn't believe this statement.
However, I don¡¯t know why, but I couldn¡¯t help but start to believe it in my heart.
Jing Yan still didn't speak. He kept his head lowered. Even the blush on his ears began to fade. He didn't know what he was thinking. Bai Lu frowned slightly and reached out to hold his face.
"You" She was about to say something, but stopped abruptly.
The face in front of him was pale, and his teeth were biting his lips tightly, so hard that blood almost oozed out. The eyes were even redder, and water could be faintly seen flowing.
"How could I misunderstand, how could this be a misunderstanding" His voice trembled, and his eyes were filled with sadness. The torture, entanglement, and pain during that period seemed like a joke at this moment.
He has missed so many years in vain.
I couldn¡¯t get it for a whole semester in my senior year of high school.
Every time we meet her accidentally at school, even seeing her is a luxury.
He wanted to see her, but he didn't dare to see her.
Seeing it will only make you sink deeper and deeper. That figure appears in my mind all the time, haunting me.
??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I can¡¯t help longing for her, I don¡¯t want to eat or drink, I am anxious all over, and in the end I will try my best to see her from a distance.
This torture didn¡¯t end until after the college entrance examination.
The long vacation was enough to distract him from many things, including the novel life in college and the constantly changing girlfriends around him.
That figure was forcibly peeled off from his memory, locked, and sealed in the deepest part of his heart, bit by bit, covered with dust over time.
Only he himself knows how long and arduous this process is, and it is so painful that he dare not try such a relationship for the second time.
Jing Yan clenched his hands and tried his best to control the emotions in his heart, but his body was still trembling involuntarily.
He bit his lip hard again.
Bai Lu was stunned. She didn't know how to comfort him. From beginning to end, she was an uninformed person in this long love and secret love. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com