The woman¡¯s voice was very soft, but the words she spoke made Ye Fan feel like a heavy hammer in his heart.
Looking at Su Qingxue with red eyes, Ye Fan could not hide the pain and guilt on his face.
It¡¯s not that he doesn¡¯t understand, it¡¯s just that he has been avoiding this issue before, but now, it¡¯s time to face it.
Although Su Qingxue's ideas are a bit biased, she also has her reasons.
Even if she remembers the memories of two generations, by that time, she will no longer be the pure "she" she is now.
In a person's mind, there is an extra life that does not belong to her, a life that is much richer than her own!
It¡¯s like being snatched away by someone, it¡¯s an unspeakable fear!
Thinking about it from his perspective, if Ye Fan remembered his last life, and women started to be with him because they liked him in the previous life, would this feeling be better?
The key is, who can guarantee that when the memory is completely restored, whether the current personality and current memory can still be retained?
If your current life becomes a dream that gradually fades away, what¡¯s the difference between it and death?
"Husband I really want to know, in the more than half a year that we have been together, has my husband ever regarded me as an independent woman instead of the Su Qingxue in my dream?
¡°Is there ever such a time when my husband is so kind to me, just because he likes me, not her¡± Su Qingxue asked with tears in her eyes.
Ye Fan said harshly: "Xiaoxue I can't lie to you. I admit that if it weren't for your appearance, I probably wouldn't have married you in the first place.
"But, when I was with you, I didn't treat you as a substitute. You now and you in the dream are both you to me"
"But I'm not her!" Su Qingxue said sadly: "I like to smile at my husband, I like to rely on my husband, and I don't have that much ambition
We are obviously different people, how can your husband treat us as one person?
If it were her, she would definitely not be able to tolerate me. My memory, the memories of these eighteen years, and the memories of being with my husband will all disappear
"Does your husband really not mind?" Don't you feel any reluctance at all? "
Ye Fan frowned and shook his head: "No, even if you recover, you still have an extra memory. How could you erase your own memory?"
"If you don't want to remember, you will naturally forgetsheisn't it just for your husband? Can you do without all the women in the world?" Su Qingxue smiled miserably, with deep fear in her eyes.
The other self made her feel uneasy.
Ye Fan was stunned and speechless. He recalled the Su Qingxue in his mind. He knew that all this was possible
The key is that he really doesn¡¯t know whether Su Qingxue will retain her current memory once she fully recovers.
??????????????????????????????? If the princess disappears, does it mean that I have "killed" her with my own hands?
Infinite entanglements, like countless thorns, are spread all over Ye Fan's heart.
He felt that he could not move forward, and his brain could not continue to think.
"Let's all calm down first Your condition is stable now, so let's stop taking the medicine for a while."
Ye Fan said, stood up and walked out of the door.
Seeing that the man was about to leave, Su Qingxue hurriedly stood up and asked: "Husband! If my husband insists on her coming back I, I am willing to continue drinking medicine
"If there is no husband, I am just a short-lived person I don't want to make it difficult for my husband." "
Ye Fan took a deep breath and felt his heart sinking even more. He turned around and said, "Xiaoxue, I won't force you to make any decision. I just want you to be good.
¡°The Holy Emperor¡¯s Royal Examination will be held the day after tomorrow. Let¡¯s wait until the Royal Examination is over before we think about it.¡±
After saying this, Ye Fan silently walked back to his room alone.
As soon as he arrived outside the room door, he saw Chu Yunyao holding a cup of coffee, leaning on the railing, enjoying the night breeze.
Ye Fan saw the woman's graceful figure, but he was not as impulsive as usual.
"Xiao Yaoyao, tonight I'm not in the mood, I'm sorry." Ye Fan smiled bitterly.
¡°You¡¯re overthinking, I¡¯m just sitting here drinking a cup of coffee,¡± Chu Yunyao said lightly.
Ye Fan nodded, sat on the railing, lowered his head and remained silent.
"I told you a long time ago When Su Qingxue's memory comes back, the real problem begins. Are you not even mentally prepared for this?" Chu Yunyao glanced at the man and said.
Ye Fan raised his head in confusion, "How do you?You know, what was I thinking? "
"Are you stupid? This is my yard, how can I not monitor it? What's more, there are still enemies who may sneak in" Chu Yunyao said without hesitation.
Ye Fan was speechless, but he was not in the mood to care about the woman's surveillance, and sighed: "The things at homeare much more of a headache than stargazing at night, or misty nights and moonlight
It would be great if my sword could directly cut off these three thousand worries
"Xiao Yaoyao, what do you think I should do?" My mind is in a mess now. I was obviously trying to save Qingxue but now it seemed like I was killing her. "
"Don't ask me, I don't know either," Chu Yunyao said.
Ye Fan smiled bitterly, "There are still other questions that can stump you"
"Doing scientific research is easy, but being a human being can't be so easy," Chu Yunyao murmured as she took a sip of coffee, looked at the night sky in the distance.
Ye Fan glanced at the woman and fell into deep thought.
A sleepless night.
In the morning, Ye Wanqing ran to Ye Fan¡¯s house holding glutinous rice balls.
"Brother! Why didn't you go to have breakfast just now? Sister-in-law Gillian made a lot of delicious food!"
Ye Fan was lying on the bed, staring blankly at the roof, "I don't have any appetite"
"Brother! Let's go out for a walk at noon!
Ye Danqing said we haven¡¯t seen each other for a long time, and my second brother happened to be here too. Let¡¯s go out to a restaurant for a meal together!
Tomorrow is the Holy Emperor¡¯s Royal Examination, so we don¡¯t have time! "Ye Wanqing said.
Ye Fan sighed, "Qing'er, be goodyou go ahead, I'm not in the mood."
Ye Wanqing shouted, "Brother! Have you become a sword god and don't want to be with us juniors?
¡°After all, we have grown up together since childhood, and Ye Danqing has already reserved a seat for you.¡±
"How could I mean this" Ye Fan couldn't laugh or cry. He thought for a while that it would be a good idea to go out and relax, so he stood up and said, "Let's go then. I'm really impressed by you, girl."
Tang Yuan stared at Ye Fan with his small eyes for a while, whispered "Huh", then kicked off his short legs and jumped onto Ye Fan's shoulders.
Ye Fan knew that this lazy bear must have noticed that he was in a bad mood and was trying to comfort him. He couldn't help but smile and pinch the dumpling's belly, "If you have a conscience, I'll buy you more delicious food today."
With his sister and glutinous rice balls, Ye Fan simply changed his appearance and walked out of the yard.
All the way to the restaurant that Ye Danqing had booked, it was the same place where Ye Fan went out to eat when he first came to this world.
What a coincidence, it¡¯s the same place, the same seats.
Ye Danqing and Ye Hang arrived early, and when they saw Ye Fan and Ye Wanqing coming over, they smiled and waved hello.
"Haha, brother, you are here. I was wondering if you would wear a mask. Emotions are disguised," Ye Danqing said with a smile.
With his level, it is naturally impossible for him to know that Ye Fan is the sword god. He just thinks that Ye Fan has been hiding recently.
Ye Hang and Ye Wanqing didn't say anything, but they couldn't hide their pride in their elder brother.
Ye Fan took the wine bottle and poured himself a glass, "How have you been lately? Can you take the Holy Emperor's Royal Examination tomorrow?"
"Come on! Are you kidding me? I'm going to do the writing competition in the Holy Emperor's Royal Examination!" Ye Danqing rolled his eyes.
After chatting for a while, Ye Fan couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, because two familiar figures appeared on the street below the restaurant.
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