So, after being stiff for a few seconds, she was still able to ask him calmly, "So?"
Su Zhengxiao narrowed his eyes and said word by word: "I can't tolerate you wearing other men's clothes, and I can't tolerate you going out alone with him again!"
"hehe¡¡"
Tang Xiaoran laughed out loud.
"Su Zhengxiao, is this the different feeling in your mouth? This is just your possessiveness, domineering and selfish, isn't that your usual style."
She thought it was goodwill and love, but what was the result?
It¡¯s really ridiculous!
Tang Xiaoran took her hand away from his and looked at him quietly:
"Su Zhengxiao, do you think I'm trash? When you don't want it, I just throw it away and pick it up again when you want it? Or do you think I have no self-esteem and can't help you?" Go as soon as you call and do whatever you want?"
"When you think I'm disgusting, I have to be self-aware and go away. Now that you have said something that makes me feel good, I have to return to you gratefully. Who gave you such a sense of superiority?"
"Also, don't say you have feelings for me, even if you say you love me, I will never look back at you!"
"A good horse never turns back to eat grass. What's more, you are not even grass, you can only be regarded as scum!"
Su Zhengxiao¡¯s brows furrowed into a frown.
Tang Xiaoran continued: "Also, when you said these words to me, did you think about your beloved Zuo Qingrou? Again, I don't want to see you again in the rest of my life!"
As soon as she finished speaking, she turned around and went upstairs.
The steps were very fast, much faster than usual.
When Su Zhengxiao was about to catch up, Jingxuan walked down and yawned sleepily: "I left a few books at Su's house, so I have to go back with my father tonight."
He glanced at the time and saw that it was indeed late enough, so he gave up the idea of ??catching up again.
She must have locked the door. Even if she went up, she couldn't get in.
While driving the car, Su Zhengxiao's mind kept wandering.
They almost bumped into each other several times, but Jingxuan finally reminded him.
Back to Su¡¯s house, Jingxuan went to bed.
He stood in front of the window, smoking one cigarette after another.
In recent times, Zuo Qingrou rarely appears in his mind anymore. More often, she and Jingxuan appear in his mind.
When he said those words just now, he was not impulsive, and after saying them, he only felt more relaxed than ever before in his life.
¡°Perhaps he has never paid attention or carefully explored his heart.
In eight years, he spent more than 200 days with her.
He was not a patient person. Otherwise, he could have divorced him as soon as the old man died, but he didn't.
Maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯m used to always having a light on when I get home.
¡°Maybe because of her and Jingxuan, he is no longer so lonely.
After Meiqi died, he lived in the apartment for a long time.
It was true as she said, she didn¡¯t dare to go back to Su¡¯s house, and she didn¡¯t dare to face so many spiritual tablets in the living room of Su¡¯s house. Everyone in the Su family was dead, but he was the only one who was still alive.
Living in an apartment, he didn¡¯t speak much, and the loneliness that filled the sky completely engulfed him.
She never spoke or disturbed him. She continued to draw, make things, and teach Jingxuan to do his homework as usual.
At that time, there was silence in his ears. As long as he closed his eyes, he could think of Meiqi's death, Zuo Qingrou's death, and the old man's death.
The only sounds that filled his ears were her and Jingxuan's voices. Only when he heard those tiny sounds did he feel that he was still alive and somewhat conscious.
? After people are injured, they will go to a place where they can heal. That is human nature.
I didn¡¯t go to those other places, so I chose to go there!
Selfish?
Overbearing?
? Pure possessiveness?
Is he?
Su Zhengxiao fell into deep thought.
On the other side.
Tang Xiaoran lay in the bathtub, letting the warm water spread over his body.
With his eyes closed, his fingers were trembling slightly.
His words are still echoing in my mind, so clear and powerful!
But, she no longer misses him.
? ??After eight years of hurt and scars, he gave it to her and she didn¡¯t want it anymore!
Getting out of the bathtub, she played some soft and soothing music, trying to erase the impressions and traces of the night, closed her eyes, and wanted to sleep.
I didn¡¯t feel sleepy all the time, maybe it was an hour or two hours before I finally fell asleep with difficulty.
What he has for her is not love, but possessiveness.
Why should a woman who she has slept with let other men sleep with her?
She knows him very well.
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The next morning.
When Uncle Liu opened the door and walked in, he was stunned for a moment when he looked at what he saw in front of him.
On the bed, the sheets were wrinkled and messy.
Jingxuan¡¯s little head was facing him, he rubbed his blurred eyes and said hello: ¡°Hello, Uncle Liu.¡±
Such a voice disturbed Su Zhengxiao. He opened his eyes slightly and sat up from the bed.
The sleeves of the shirt are still rolled up on the arms, exposing the strong and thick wrists, and the short hair is messy.
I thought too much last night and I don¡¯t know when I fell asleep.
I haven¡¯t changed my shirt, and I haven¡¯t taken a shower either.
Feeling something stuck between his legs, he lifted the quilt and Jingxuan's butt was exposed.
Uncle Liu was satisfied. The father and son were finally a lot closer: "It's time to have breakfast."
The door to the room was closed by Uncle Liu. Su Zhengxiao shook his painful head and looked at Jingxuan: "Why are you here?"
"Last night I came over to pick up a storybook. My father was having a nightmare. He kept shouting "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no," and then I slept next to you. You hugged me and didn't scream again, so I just fell asleep. It's done." Jingxuan said.
It seems that I had another nightmare last night and can¡¯t remember clearly.
But he thought that 80% of them were Zuo Qingrou.
"There is also a classmate in our class whose father keeps having nightmares about killing someone. He has nightmares like that every night. I heard from my classmate that he can always hear his father's voice at night."
Su Zhengxiao covered him with a quilt and continued to ask: "What next?"
"Then he lost a lot of weight in a month. His mother had no choice but to hire a psychiatrist. He was cured after a month." Jingxuan sat on his lap and asked curiously: "Dad, what do you mean? Are you crazy?"
Neuropathy?
Su Zhengxiao frowned, put down his rolled-up shirt, and almost missed Jingxuan's butt with a slap.
This is what the son said to me?
However, he finally held back: "Why do you think so?"
"Of course it's normal to have such dreams occasionally. I sometimes have nightmares at night, but to dream about killing someone every night is not normal. It must be mental illness." He lay on the bed with his butt raised. , what he said is clear and logical. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com