These are her lost past, which she can never, ever get back.
Her marriage, love, husband, and children were all lost in this moment.
Finally, her eyes swept across the bedroom deeply and reluctantly, and she walked out with her suitcase. Even if she was still reluctant to leave, she had to cut it off.
The housekeeping sister-in-law wiped her hands on her apron and sighed softly: "Madam."
"Don't call me that again when we meet in the future, bye." Shen Ya twitched her lips and left without looking back.
The night was already dark, and the wind was blowing with the chill of late autumn. She reached out and tugged at the windbreaker on her body.
The city is so big, but there is no place that belongs to her. Her home, well, she has no home
Walking on the streets in the bleak autumn wind, the lights were bright red, so prosperous, but it also made her, who was holding her suitcase, feel so lonely and lonely.
"In such a big, yet extremely gorgeous city, she stood at the crossroads, hesitant and confused, not knowing where to go
At this time, there was a vibration on her phone. She took it out and it was Ye Ziqing calling.
"Hello?" She picked up.
"I've already prepared the room for you. Do you plan to come over by taxi, or should I ask the driver to pick you up?"
Shen Ya thought for a while: "I'll take a taxi there."
She was too lonely tonight and didn't want to stay in the hotel alone. She was afraid that the loneliness and loneliness would swallow her whole.
When they arrived at Shen's house, they were having dinner. Ye Ziqing asked the servant to bring Shen Ya some dishes and chopsticks. Shen Shaoting was not there. The company had a contract to sign, and Xuanxuan and Lian Jue were both there.
Xuanxuan was eating happily, but finally thought of something, and stared at Shen Lianjue beside her with her round eyes.
Being looked at a little panicked, Shen Lianjue narrowed his eyes: "What's wrong?"
"Little daddy, I say you are really disappointing. The first time you saw the police sister, you stretched out your hand to rub her breasts. The second time you saw the police sister, you hugged her breasts again. Why are you always in trouble with other people's breasts? ? How many times have I taught you, can you touch other people's breasts?" She educated her seriously.
Shen Lianjue coughed lightly: "I was wrong."
Nodding, Xuanxuan looked at Shen Ya again: "Auntie, where is your baby?"
Shen Ya's hand holding the chopsticks froze, but the corners of her mouth twitched slightly. Ye Ziqing reached out and patted the little girl on the head: "Eat your food, why do you talk so much!"
Pouting her lips, Xuanxuan drank the porridge, still staring at Shen Ya's belly curiously.
After dinner, Shen Ya and Ye Ziqing sat on the sofa chatting, while Xuanxuan took a blackboard with pinyin written crookedly on it.
Shen Lianjue sat directly opposite Xuanxuan. Xuanxuan's white and tender little fingers pointed at the pinyin on the blackboard. Although her voice was immature, she taught Shen Lianjue the pinyin in a decent manner.
She recited one sentence, and then Shen Lianjue had to recite the same sentence. Shen Lianjue answered the phone in the middle, but the little girl glared very sternly, deserted the class, and stood in the corner!
Shen Lianjue smiled and took out the Haagen-Dazs Temptation. The little girl licked her mouth very spinelessly and patted his shoulder. Remember to shout a report before answering the phone next time.
She was finally tired after being noisy for a long time. Shen Lianjue took her upstairs, and the originally lively living room suddenly became quiet.
Ye Ziqing felt distressed when she saw Shen Ya's eyes following Xuanxuan, and held her hand: "Shen Ya."
She came back to her senses and tucked the hair that was scattered around her ears behind her ears: "She is so cute."
"He is gone. You can't continue like this. It will hurt your body. Do you know?"
Nodding, as if thinking of something, Shen Ya leaned over and opened the suitcase. She took out a scarf and a hat from inside.
Lowering her dim and gray eyes, she reluctantly stroked the hat for a moment, then handed it to Ye Ziqing and said softly: "I knitted these by myself when I was pregnant, and now he has no use for them. Give it all to Xuanxuan, I knit it big, Xuanxuan can wear it now"
Ye Ziqing's heart felt like it had been cut open by a knife, and her tears were like broken beads, falling continuously.
Growing up, the number of times she cried was limited, but when she saw Shen Ya's look and actions, her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.
"I didn't even cry. Why are you crying? After a while, your family Shen Shaoting came back. You thought I bullied you" Shen Ya twitched the corners of her mouth and reached out to hug Ye Ziqing. She wanted to cry. She really wanted to cry, but she couldn't. Holding back forcefully.
The next morning.
Shen Ya woke up very early, and maybe?She said she hadn't slept all night and there were faint dark circles under her eyes.
Ye Ziqing raised her eyebrows in surprise: "Why did you wake up so early?"
"I can't sleep anymore." Her sleep is very light now. Even if she goes to bed late at night, she will wake up very early in the morning.
"You should wear thicker clothes. A miscarriage is equivalent to confinement. If you don't adjust your body well, you will get the root of the disease."
She nodded, indicating that she understood. At this time, Xuanxuan came down, rubbing her eyes, sleepy, and childishly calling mommy, aunt.
Shen Ya saw that Xuanxuan was wearing the hat she had given her yesterday. It was yellow and the right size, and her heart ached sharply again.
We eat breakfast together. There are many people and it¡¯s a bit lively.
Shen Shaoting's narrow eyes swept over Shen Ya's body, but he didn't say anything.
When he was about to walk out of the living room, Ye Ziqing took the windbreaker to him, hooked her lips, Shen Shaoting's big hands wrapped around her waist, leaned over, and kissed her lips gently.
Seeing this, Shen Ya turned around and turned her back to the two of them, facing the back garden. The flowers were withering, their petals were floating and withering, just like her marriage.
Afterwards, she also went out, took a taxi, and went directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
There are many people outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, but most of them are married. Their fingers are clasped together, their faces are tender and sweet, and they have an indescribable sweetness.
Why does she feel that the day is getting colder and colder?
She waited there for ten minutes, and then Chen Haoyu arrived. He seemed to be from the company, and he was wearing a suit, handsome and suave.
There were very few people applying for divorce, and he also had connections, so the two went directly to the office.
To this day, the two of them are relatively speechless, and the air is filled with unspeakable silence. The process of signing and sealing is very fast.
The whole process only took more than ten minutes. After coming out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Chen Haoyu looked at her with squinted eyes, and then got into the car.
The driver looked at Shen Ya who was walking in the cold wind. He had worked with Chen Haoyu for four years, so he naturally knew Shen Ya to a certain extent.
At this time, looking at her thin body, I couldn't bear it, so I said, "Master, would you like to give me a ride Miss Shen?"
"Yeah." He responded, his mood not changing much.
When the driver stopped the car next to Shen Ya and explained his purpose, Shen Ya declined, stopped a taxi directly in front of the two of them, and left gracefully.
They only saw her straight back and head held high when she left, but no one saw her nails digging into her palms. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com