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Xiaodouzi smiled so hard that his eyes were crooked, and he suddenly said: "Dad will also praise Xiaodouzi for being smart."
Qingran glanced at Shi Yan, "Has Xiaodouzi's father been here during this time?"
Shi Yan nodded indifferently, "After all, that man is also Xiaodouzi's biological father. It's not impossible to come over and see Xiaodouzi, and he also pays Xiaodouzi living expenses every month. If I don't Let him see his son, I'm afraid everyone will say I'm going too far."
"But I don't care so much about other people's opinions, but I thought about it carefully. After all, Xiaodouzi is a boy. He cannot live without the role of his father when he grows up. If that man wants to come over and see him, I don't want to stop him. .¡±
Qingran carefully observed the expression on Shi Yan's face and asked with some uncertainty: "Have you really let go?"
Shi Yan raised her eyebrows in surprise: "I've been divorced for several months, do you still think I haven't put that man down?"
Shi Yan reluctantly assured Qingran: "Don't worry, I have really let go. I may still feel a little uncomfortable when I think about it now, but it will not affect my normal life, nor will it affect my life." Any judgment on my part.¡±
"Just let it go." Qingran just didn't expect that Shi Yan would completely let it go in just a few months.
But Qingran doesn¡¯t know whether Shi Yan has truly let go.
After all, wasn¡¯t that what she was like back then?
Outsiders looked at her as if she didn't care at all about breaking off her engagement with Song Zian, but in fact it took her a lot of time to completely break away from the habits she had developed after being with Song Zian.
Habits are really scary things. In the few years that Qingran and Song Zian have been together, Song Zian has completely entered her life, even if she drinks a glass of water or mentions a certain topic unintentionally , can successfully remind Qingran of Song Zian.
Fortunately, she has gradually become accustomed to life without Song Zian, and now she rarely thinks of Song Zian actively.
She successfully kicked Song Zian out of her life.
Seeing that Qing Ran was silent, Shi Yan observed her facial expression carefully and asked with some disbelief: "Qing Ran, haven't you forgotten your ex-boyfriend?"
Qingran was startled, then smiled and said, "Why do you suddenly ask that?"
"When I just told you that I had completely let go of my ex-husband, you seemed a little unconvinced. Did you think of your ex-boyfriend?"
Qingran neither admitted nor denied, "Since you have already walked out, why do you still think that I haven't forgotten my ex-boyfriend?"
"Maybe it's intuition." Shi Yan took a sip of coffee with a smile, "You should have had the same feeling as me. During the time when we were separated, no matter what you did, there seemed to be his shadow, even if Even though I hid abroad, I still think of him from time to time."
"Actually, apart from his cheating on me, which is an intolerable fault, in other aspects, he is really good to me. Sometimes he is even so good that he can't fault me ??at all. Others are very, very envious of me. I found I got such a wonderful husband and gave birth to a very cute son.¡±
Shi Yan smiled lightly, "But I also thought about it very carefully. If I forgive him, can I go back to the loving days before?"
"I had the answer almost immediately." Shi Yan stirred the coffee cup in front of her with a small spoon. The smile on her lips remained unchanged from before. She said her answer very firmly, "It's impossible."
"He cheated. This will be a thorn in our relationship. I may think about it every day, and then I may be tortured beyond recognition because of this thorn. No matter how he repays me a thousand times, , it is absolutely impossible for him and I to go back to the past."
¡°Rather than being tortured beyond recognition by this thorn in the marriage, it is better to break away from the marriage and live a free and unrestrained life.¡±
Shi Yan smiled brightly, "Maybe in the future I will find a man I like and be with him, but I don't know whether we will get married. If we are in love, we will start another marriage."
"What about you?" Shi Yan looked at Qingran, "When do you plan to start another relationship?"
"Although it sounds like an excuse to be busy with work, it is largely because of this. Another reason is that I haven't found the right one yet and I don't want to start another relationship so rashly."
Qing Ran sometimes envied the relationship between Qing Wan and Lu Jingchuan. Occasionally, she would have the urge to fall in love, but she would soon suppress it.
In the past few years, it¡¯s not that Qingran hasn¡¯t met a man who makes her a little bit attracted, it¡¯s just
"Let nature take its course. If I really end up alone, I will find a suitable nursing home in advance so as not to cause trouble to others." Qingran said half-jokingly.
Shi Yan looked at her deeply, "I'm afraid you won't give others a chance."
"How could it be?" Qingran sighed with emotion, "It's just that it's too difficult to find a man who is truly suitable for me. If I don't find that person, then I would rather be single."
Shi Yan nodded in agreement, "You are right. In fact, after I got married and had children, I also thought that I had found the right person, but unfortunately it was still not quite right"
Shi Yan turned her head and pinched Xiaodouzi's cheek, "Fortunately, I have this little baby, and I have a goal to strive for in the future, don't you think?"
Xiaodouzi didn¡¯t know whether he understood Shi Yan¡¯s words. He smiled so much that his millet teeth were exposed, and responded to Shi Yan¡¯s words softly and waxy, ¡°Yes.¡±
Shi Yan squeezed Xiaodouzi¡¯s soft little hands again, ¡°Mom, I don¡¯t ask for too much, I just hope that you, little Douzi, can grow up healthily and safely.¡±
Xiaodouzi continued to grin, and took out a new piece of pastry and handed it to Shi Yan, "Mom will eat it too, this is delicious."
Shi Yan glanced at the plate that was already mostly empty, "I was chatting with your Aunt Qingran just now, and we didn't even notice that you ate so much in silence alone. Can't you eat any more? Why don't you eat more?" Feeling comfortable."
Xiaodouzi looked at the few pastries left on the plate with some reluctance, "But Xiaodouzi still wants to eat."
Shi Yan thought of a compromise, "I can't continue eating now. Can I continue eating later when my stomach is empty?"
When Xiaodouzi heard that he could eat it later, he immediately nodded in agreement and presented the piece of pastry in front of Shi Yan, "Xiaodouzi will eat it later. Mom, eat it now." (Remember this site. Website: www.hlnovel.com