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Those eyes that were always deep were filled with sadness at this moment. For the first time, Lu Shang realized so strongly that the man sitting opposite him was no longer the boy he could fool easily.
"Not at all?" Li Suo tried his best to hold back his tears, with even pleading in his eyes, and choked up, "Is it just because of your heart matching that you are good to me from beginning to end?"
Lu Shang responded with silence. Li Sui's successive questions were like countless shards of glass, piercing his heart and making him breathless. He couldn't answer, and he couldn't say anything.
"I know." Li Sui nodded as if he was mocking himself.
Lu Shang seemed to be very tired. He just looked at him and opened his mouth, but in the end he said nothing.
"This past year, I have been looking for any way to make you healthy. I have thought of many ways, asked many people, and checked many medical books, but I have never thought of anything that can make you better. It happened to me." Li Sui showed a wry smile, "Lu Shang, I'm actually very happy, at least at least you're not totally helpless."
From the moment he saw Lu Shang come in, Li Sui gave up and accepted his fate. There was a fact in his heart that he was unwilling to admit: even if he knew that Lu Shang wanted to poach his heart, he would do it without hesitation. Come out to him.
"Stop talking," Lu Shang suddenly interrupted, his voice suppressed, "It's impossible for me to have a heart transplant, so stop talking."
"Why?" Li Sui looked at him deeply, his eyes searching sharply.
This gaze made people unable to hide. Lu Shang didn't want to look at him. When he turned away, his whole body was feeling hot, his ears were ringing fiercely, and his chest was experiencing dull pain. He really didn't have the energy to say anything.
"Why?" Li Sui repeated it again, his eyes unyielding, as if he had to see through him.
Lu Shang's back was so painful that he was covered in cold sweat. He couldn't bear it anymore, so he stood up with all his strength and turned around to go upstairs.
When he turned around, Li Sui grabbed his arm and said unwillingly: "Are you going to run away again?"
Looking at each other, Lu Shang whispered: "I have nothing to say to you. You are not even twenty years old, what do you know?"
Li Sui looked at him, his eyes gradually changed: "Do you really think I don't understand anything?"
He gradually got closer to Lu Shang and lowered his eyes and said: "When something happened to me in the training camp, why did you go to all the trouble to find me, even using the power of the military? When I was interning at Dongyan, why didn't you seem to hear it? You didn't ask, but you secretly cleared the way for me? When I kissed you drunk, why didn't you refuse, and why did you react to me? "
Li Sui's eyes were heavy, and he slowly hugged him into his arms and said close to his ear: "Lu Shang, do you know how uncomfortable I felt when I saw you lying on the operating table? Do you know that I see you working so hard every day?" , how much do I want to get rid of all the people who make you worry and worry? Do you know how much perseverance it takes for me to control the urge to offend you when I lie next to you every day? I can't help but love you, I sometimes I even want to"
He didn¡¯t say any more, but the unfinished words still frightened Lu Shang. He never knew that this child had treated him to this extent.
"Don't drive me away, okay," Li Sui kissed the back of his neck, his voice full of grievance, "I love you, don't deprive me of the right to stay by your side."
Lu Shang subconsciously shrank his neck, and Li Sui hugged him hard, as if he was afraid of him escaping. The pull made his wrists ache, and he couldn't help but struggle: "Let go of your hands first"
"I won't let go. I know you sent Aunt Yuan Shulu and the others away in order to talk to me alone."
Lu Shang only felt that his scalp was numb. He was probably suffering from a fever and his mind was dizzy. He didn't even understand what Li Sui was talking about.
"What do you want to do?" Lu Shang frowned, "You um."
This was by no means a gentle kiss.
Li Sui said in a deep voice: "Lu Shang, I think"
"What did you say?" Lu Shang thought his ears might be broken, but Li Sui's next actions finally convinced him that he heard correctly.
The lights on the ceiling were extremely dazzling. Lu Shang was pushed against the back of the sofa. There was a sudden pain in his chest, and a double image gradually appeared in front of his eyes.
"Lu Shang" Li Sui hugged him and got what he wanted.
Lu Shang did not respond. Li Sui paused and noticed that the continuous rejection in his arms had disappeared at some point. He hurriedly raised his head to look at him: "Lu Shang?"
Lu Shang lay quietly, his pale face tilted to one side weakly, his breathing unsteady, and his body trembling slightly. Li Sui's mind was buzzing. Did I make his heart feel uncomfortable? Just think about itexist. "Liang Zirui saw his eyes searching around and said.
Lu Shang reached out and took off the oxygen mask, took a moment, opened his eyes and looked at Liang Zirui. The latter's eyes were strange, and there was anger in his tone: "Didn't I tell you at the beginning to be careful not to raise tigers?"
"Do you like him?" He asked again, with a positive tone.
Lu Shang turned his head.
"Don't quibble. I know best how sick you are. I don't believe you are really weak enough to deal with a little kid. It's okay for you to lie to that kid, but forget it when you lie to me. If you don't have any feelings for him, How could you be allowed to do this to him?"
Lu Shang surprisingly did not deny it.
"Do you know that you are playing with your life?" Liang Zirui looked distressed.
Lu Shang lowered his eyes, already prepared to face his anger, but Liang Zirui suddenly let out a long sigh, and his tone was even gratifying: "Lu Shang, I never thought that you would have such a day."
"I used to blame you for being inhumane and living too dull a life, but I put myself in your shoes and thought, if I were you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to do as well as you, with endless examinations, endless surgeries, and being closed every day. It¡¯s blinding, and I don¡¯t even know if I¡¯ll wake up the next day. It¡¯s a day when everything is gray and hopeless, and I¡¯m fucked just thinking about it.¡±
Lu Shang stared at him with a surprised look in his eyes.
"It's good, really. I have experienced all the seven emotions and six desires, so I don't deserve to be born in this world and suffer this kind of sin."
Lu Shang couldn't help but said: "You don't object?"
"What are you objecting to? I am your friend, but I am also a doctor. It is my bounden duty to save people." Liang Zirui said, "Actually, I am quite contradictory. I have been looking for a way to save you without hurting him at the same time. method, I admit, I lied about one thing, I asked you to wait, not waiting for immunosuppressants, but looking for this possibility. I don¡¯t want to deprive you of the hope of survival, but I really don¡¯t want to really hurt you. His life."
It was rare for two people to confide their true feelings to each other calmly. Lu Shang was silent for a while and looked out the window: "I did go for his heart at the beginning, but I didn't want to make myself feel too guilty, so I selfishly hoped He was willing to do it, but when the day came, I couldn't bear it."
Liang Zirui was helpless: "You said that you didn't win other people's hearts, but you also put your own heart into it. Boss Lu, this business is not a good deal."
Lu Shang moved his stiff legs: "Where are the others?"
Liang Zirui scratched his head and said awkwardly: "What? I was too impulsive just now and punched him. I'm probably feeling sad right now. It's my fault. Please apologize to me later." (Remember this site. Website: www.hlnovel.com