Yang Yulin pinched his thigh, trying to use the pain in his body to relieve the stinging pain in his heart.
It was obvious that he had only met Shen Yishi not long ago, but Yang Yulin felt as if a century had passed. A month ago, if someone had told him that in the future he would love a man to the point of suffocation and tremble in his soul, he would definitely have said that on the spot. He beat her up violently, then raised his eyebrows and said that he now loves Jiang Ningxia to the core.
But now, reality slapped him hard. Yang Yulin knew that his love for Shen Yisheng was even crazier than that for Jiang Ningxia. For Jiang Ningxia, he was unwilling to get what he wanted. For Shen Yishi, he felt sour and painful fear in his heart just thinking about it.
Why is it fear? Because he is afraid of losing him and that Shen Yisheng will die in front of him.
Yang Yulin wiped his face randomly. He didn't know whether he was crying or not. He only knew that his palms were wet.
He pretended to be relaxed and nonchalant and said, "I just said I love you. As the saying goes, it's rude to come back but not go back. Do you want to tell me you love me?"
Yang Yulin pretended to be relaxed and released the depression between the two people, as if the "heart-to-heart talk" just now was an illusion.
Shen Yishi yawned, "It would be a lie even if I said it, it would be better not to say it."
"No, you have to say it. Say it quickly. Don't try to change the subject."
Even if he knew it was fake and perfunctory, Yang Yulin still wanted to hear those three words from Shen Yishi's mouth. Whether he was seeking abuse or self-abuse, he wanted to hear it.
Shen Yishi rubbed his eyes and yawned again. He was too lazy and perfunctory to say, "I love you."
Yang Yulin¡¯s heart was filled with joy, sourness and satisfaction. He lowered his head and kissed Shen Yishi¡¯s lips, ¡°I love you too.¡±
Shen Yisheng raised his head and stared at Yang Yulin, his expression cold and serious, "Yang Yulin, you must not fall in love with me, otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life."
Yang Yulin twitched the corner of his mouth, and the curve of the corner of his mouth contained the sarcasm of deceiving Shen Yushi and the embarrassment of discovering a secret, "How is that possible? I was just joking, I lied to you, don't take it seriously."
In order to increase the persuasiveness of his words, Yang Yulin laughed a few times.
Shen Yushi said exactly as he did when he asked Yang Yulin if he would like him for the first time and Yang Yulin said that it was impossible to love him, "That's very good."
Looking at Shen Yishi's smile, Yang Yulin felt as if his heart was being held by a hand. His heart was heavy, heavy, and kept falling, falling.
Finally, there was a loud "bang" and it fell into the endless abyss.
There was not even an echo.
He opened his mouth, wanting to explain, wanting to tell Shen Yishi that he couldn't help but fall in love with him, that he was lying just now, that he was joking.
But Yang Yulin couldn't say anything, he just hugged Shen Yoshi tightly, trying to use Shen Yoshi's body temperature to give himself some comfort.
"Go to sleep."
Shen Yishi nuzzled him and said, "Okay, sleep."
Shen Yishi closed his eyes, and Yang Yulin's eyes fell on his face. The straight bridge of his nose was silhouetted in the light. After closing his beautiful eyes, he felt a bit childish and aggrieved. He didn't know who he was making trouble with. His temper and brows wrinkled slightly. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com