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Zheng Yehu looked at me with a smile.
"Dad, this is between Li Zhurong and me." I knew it was useless to persuade her, so I could only promise: "When I get back, I will tell you and mom everything."
My dad finally agreed.
Zheng Yehu took me into the study. He probably didn¡¯t use this room very often and there wasn¡¯t much in it.
He turned on the computer and clicked on a file for me.
"I don't dare to listen to this thing, for fear that Xiaozhe will kill me, so you should listen to it alone." He said this, but he didn't look afraid at all, he smiled like a fox.
"What is this?"
"Didn't you ask Xiaozhe to see a psychiatrist?" He raised one corner of his mouth and smiled sarcastically at me: "That's it."
"You actually recorded the conversation between him and the psychiatrist, you"
"No, I haven't heard of it. Not even psychiatrists have heard of these things. If Ji Ye hadn't asked me to help monitor his little love, I wouldn't have been able to record this." He waved his hand and stepped back, holding his hand. Came to the door: "Just stay here and listen to enough, Teacher Xu."-
The beginning was very quiet.
¡°If I hadn¡¯t heard the sound of turning pages, I would have thought there was no one there.
The sound of the door opening.
The sound of familiar footsteps, no matter how slight it is, I can still tell who it is.
"You're here? Sit down."
The sound of turning the pages of a book.
"How were you today?" Zheng Yehu didn't record it completely. Obviously the psychiatrist and Li Zhurong already knew each other.
"It's okay." Li Zhurong's voice sounded particularly clear.
"What do you want to say?"
"In no mood."
"Okaythis is your medicine for today, or don't you want it?"
No answer, footsteps leaving.
After the sound of turning the pages of a book, there was no sound.
Zheng Yehu once said that there is a voice-activated recorder for monitoring. When the decibel of the recorded sound falls below a certain value, it will stop recording-
After a short period of silence.
The footsteps of two people one after the other.
"Do you want a cup too? I only have coffee."
"No need." His voice was a little more emotional than last time.
"Just came back from the military area?" The doctor's voice was calm and reassuring: "Why don't you stay at Zheng's house for dinner?"
"I'll go home and eat."
"I heard that your guy is good at cooking? I wonder if I have a chance to eat it?"
"Ji Ye's cooking is also good."
The doctor was silent for a moment, and then asked: "Is there anything you want to say today?"
"No."
"Well, goodbye, why don't you want the medicine?"
There are still the sounds of leaving footsteps.
There was another silence-
The sound of opening the door, pouring water, sitting down, turning papers, and after a long time, Li Zhurong opened the door and came in, the sound of footsteps.
"Good morning," the doctor said in a brisk tone, "Why haven't you been here in the past two days?"
"Something's wrong." The voice said as he sat down.
"Bad mood?"
Li Zhurong did not answer him.
After a long time, he suddenly asked the doctor: "Do you think the process or the result is more important?"
The doctor laughed.
"The results are important." The doctor paused and said, "But people always like to ask about the process, because the results are already here and cannot be changed. But some people can't accept it and are unwilling to do so, so they can only ask about the process and see what happens. What's going on, so that you can accept the truth with all your heart?"
Li Zhurong said nothing.
"I know you don't like explanations, but you need an explanation." The doctor seemed to change his sitting posture on the chair: "I have a suggestion. If you can't tell me, you can find a quiet room. In a room like this one, tell it to yourself first, and imagine the person standing opposite you listening to you. If you feel used to it, then tell it to him."
"I don't want to tell him."
The doctor seemed to have closed something.
"Take this medicine, it will make you relax, it's easier to say"
"If you prescribe medicine for me again, I will change doctors." Li Zhurong warned coldly.
¡°?He attracts
I'm cold.
"You didn't recognize me."
"Have you ever worn a mask? Teacher. Have you ever wished for a moment that you became the person you imagined?"
"I have."
"At that moment, I really wished that I was the stranger I played. I could walk over, buy you a drink, strike up a conversation with you, and we would have a new beginning."
"I dare not greet you as Li Zhurong."
"I know you won't like Li Zhurong, not to mention I've done so many things you don't like."
"No one will like Li Zhurong. Even you only like this face, so you like this person by the way. If I become a stranger, you will be happy to fall in love with me You all want me to change, you Always say, Xiaozhe, don¡¯t be like this, don¡¯t be like that. If you could make me into another character, you would definitely not make me into what I am today. You would make a kind and upright Li Zhurong, tolerant The bright Li Zhurong"
I don¡¯t know what the effect of that medicine is. He seemed to be drunk, and everything he said was not what he usually said.
He always says, I know you like me, I know you love me so much, he always smiles domineeringly, with pride in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows
"It's not that I haven't tried to let go of the teacher. It is said that for your own good, you should let go."
"I'm not a good person, I can't do it."
"I hate homosexuals, I hate the South I was assassinated in 2009, and the wound was only one centimeter from my heart. When I was lying on the hospital bed, I still missed you."
"I can't be a kind person. I have been standing in the quagmire. I can't get to the shore, so I can only drag you down. It doesn't matter if you hate me, I will never let you go. Even if you don't like me, I won't I will let go. Whoever stops me, I will kill. I want your whole life, whether you are willing to give it or not."
"This is the answer, teacher."
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I dozed off~
Finally, I have finished writing all the plots I conceived, Xiaozhe and so on, alas~
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