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March 13th is Li Zhurong¡¯s grandfather¡¯s birthday.
I hid in the bedroom all day, reading a book I brought with me. I read it over and over again, and finally stayed up until noon on March 13th.
Although Mr. Li said that there was nothing he could do, he was just talking. It's my eightieth birthday, with all my children and grandchildren, how could I not make a big deal out of it? Since the morning, the Li family has been very lively, with a constant stream of visitors, all of whom are respectable people. From a distance, I heard a noise from the female guests in the small living room. It turned out that Zheng Yehu was here.
I didn¡¯t want to meet these people at all. I was able to laugh with them because I thought they were Li Zhurong¡¯s friends. Now that my relationship with Li Zhurong is so awkward, what identity should I use to meet them?
I was going to have lunch upstairs, but Li Zhurong asked Yuan Haihai to call me upstairs. Yuan Hai said in a joking tone: "Mr. Li just said that everyone here is a guest. The guests upstairs may not look down on the Li family, so they won't even come down to toast the birthday man."
He said this in front of others, and it was not my face that was hurt, but Li Zhurong¡¯s.
¡°After all, one day ago, Li Zhurong categorically said that I was his family member. Now this "family" doesn't even want to celebrate his grandfather's birthday.
If Li Zhurong is unhappy, the first person who will have a hard time is me.
???????????????????????????????????? I don¡¯t care whether it¡¯s easy or not, anyway, life has been like this, how can I not live it? But that¡¯s not possible now, because it¡¯s my dad¡¯s birthday and if he¡¯s unhappy, my situation will be ten times worse than now.
"I told Mr. Li that I had a cold and I was afraid of infecting the guests, so I didn't go downstairs. I was originally going to wish the old man a birthday, but I was empty-handed and didn't bring any gifts. I was too embarrassed to ask for a drink. Now that the old man has spoken, I will immediately Just go down and apologize to the old man"
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????¡ The atmosphere should still be tense now. Although Yuan Hai has a calm personality, he has been with Li Zhurong for so many years. If he modified my words and said them as a joke, the people next to him would definitely laugh along with him. Mr. Li can't hurt Li Zhurong's face. If you cut too hard, you will laugh, so you will have a good time.
"These intrigues and the skill of making ten turns in one sentence before saying it are what people who grow up in these big families must learn. Although I don't know how to do it, after watching it for so long, I can still draw a few words from it-
Mr. Li is sitting in the living room. There are several old people next to him. I know them all.
Xia Zhifei¡¯s grandfather and father all died early. It was an accident. He lived a hard life when he was a child. I have only heard of Xia Chen's lineage, but have never seen it. Xia Chen seemed a bit familiar to me in City C. I had only met Xia Zhifei two or three times, so I didn't recognize Xia Chen.
The Li family likes to think of themselves as a scholarly family, but in fact, the people who come out are more ruthless than the last. The people in their family have no modesty and gentlemanly qualities, but they are certain to be knowledgeable. Li Zhurong was able to read original French works at the age of thirteen. , he was able to understand most of my thesis by comparing it with the references. This was all due to Mr. Li's iron-blooded skills.
The Zheng family is very western-style and open-minded. Compared with others, Zheng Yehu and Lin Wei have hardly suffered much. Zheng Yehu's mother is very powerful. Now her mother is in charge of his family. It is really rare for a woman to be in politics and sit in such a high position. Although Zheng Yehu is usually crazy, he has a ruthless nature in his heart. Back then, he thought that Lieutenant Lin was in trouble in the south and cleared half of the city in one night. However, it turned out that Lieutenant Lin just had a minor accident.
I don¡¯t like any of these families.
Probably because of my father, I have felt since I was a child that those who waste time on power struggles and intrigues are just invisible. A person has only one stomach in his lifetime. A little food a day is enough. He has only one body, one partner, and a roof over his head. People must have beliefs and dreams. If you like traveling, go travel; if you like starting a company, go start a company. If I like to do physics, I will do it. I will calculate this and that all day long. I feel that there is not enough money and lack of human support. It is a waste of life.
But the facts gave me a hard slap in the face.
I thought I was living a comfortable life, doing the work I wanted to do, and being quite successful. But these "wasteful life" people, with just a casual word, I can be devastated.
Power may not necessarily make them successful in their own lives, but it can ruin the lives of others.
Like me, a poor scholar, my mind is full of formulas and theorems. I can clearly explain the origin of the universe??, see through each person's body composition and explain the mechanics of each of their movements. But what I want to do is to wish a person with whom I don't want to interact at all a birthday, and wish him a long and prosperous life.
Mr. Li smiled kindly. Li Zhurong¡¯s cousin was next to him and brought a plate of red envelopes over. Mr. Li took one and gave it to me. Li Zhurong looked at me from behind, his eyes burning.
The group of female guests in the small living room, not knowing what they were talking about, suddenly burst into laughter.
My hands are shaking.
I know very well the man in front of me. It was his words that made me drop out of R University, made my reputation of molesting students spread, humiliated my parents, and left me without a foothold. But I can't throw the red envelope in his face, I have to take it.
The literati put it lightly. Since ancient times, the only difficult thing is death. However, there are many things in this world that are more difficult than death.
¡°To endure it alive requires more courage than to die.
My father is sixty years old, thin and has white hair. My mother is fifty-three. She likes to play mahjong at Teacher Zheng¡¯s house downstairs. They only have one son, me. Even in the most difficult times, I never thought about dying.
But what can we do if we are alive? But he is being held captive by Li Zhurong. He has many houses. I can live in each of them. Beihai is good, Yuyuantan is also good
¡°I don¡¯t even have the right to say ¡°no¡±. He has so many threats in various ways. My parents, friends, and even myself can all become the capital that he holds hostage.
He said he liked me, but what did he do? He said that he could not help himself ten years ago, but what did he do ten years later?
In ten years, I never thought that it would be better if I never met him.
But now, I suddenly think so-
Throughout the afternoon, I stayed in the bedroom.
It got dark quickly. I didn¡¯t turn on the light and sat on the bed for a while. When I felt tired, I lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
I woke up because I heard Li Zhurong¡¯s voice coming in. He was talking to Yuan Hai.
"The teacher is asleep?"
"Just went to bed." Yuan Hai opened the door for him, paused, and added: "Teacher Xu didn't eat anything at night."
Li Zhurong said "hmm" to express that he understood. Yuan Hai retreated and closed the door, and the room became dark again.
I heard him untying his tie and his suit jacket was thrown to the ground. He probably drank a lot and fell directly on the bed.
"I need to slow down a bit," he said to himself, and suddenly put his arm on me.
?My whole body froze.
He probably didn¡¯t know that I had woken up. He was lying on the bed and breathed a long sigh of relief. He suddenly hooked my shoulder and slowly pulled me over with a very light movement for a drunk person.
I closed my eyes and tried my best to pretend to be asleep.
Suddenly something cold touched my mouth, which smelled like alcohol.
He kissed me.
"Teacher, you know, Xia Zhifei envies me," he said with the lightness and smile unique to drunkenness in his voice. He held my face in his hands and laughed, "I knew I was smarter than him."
I know a little about Xia Zhifei¡¯s lover. His name is Lu Feixia. In my impression, he is very weak. He cannot smoke, drink, or eat spicy food. He will get into trouble even if he comes out to blow in the wind. But I heard people say that he was not born like this. He was even a special forces soldier and went on a mission in Vietnam.
I have met Lu Feixia once.
It was on the afternoon of the summer of my sophomore year that Li Zhurong and Zheng Yehu went to play shooting in the wild. They passed by Xia Zhifei's house and called him by the way. There was a very beautiful young man standing on the lawn watering the flowers. He was wearing camouflage clothes. When he heard our voices, he turned his head in surprise. His face was so stunning that he lost his mind.
He is the most beautiful person I have ever seen.
I know why Xia Zhifei envies Li Zhurong.
He touched my face a few times and lay there for a while, occasionally letting out a chuckle or two. I have known him for so many years, except for the time when we were first together, I rarely saw him so happy.
Just when I thought he had fallen asleep, he suddenly stretched out his hand to support the bed and slowly sat up.
I know, he is going to take a shower.
He is the most self-controlled person I have ever seen in my life.
He has no mysophobia, and he is not dirty today, but he must take a shower because he cannot tolerate people who lose their self-control. He never indulges himself. No matter what happens, he always restrains himself and makes the wisest and calmest choice. Whether it was the soft and comfortable bed that tempted him, or something else.
He is so self-controlled that he is almost masochistic.
He is such a person.
I used to feel sorry for him, but later I discovered that he didn¡¯t need anyone¡¯s love or sympathy at all. He was prouder than anyone I¡¯d ever met. He was invulnerable to water, fire, oil, and salt.
There was a slight sound of water coming from the bathroom. This dark bedroom looked very much like the night Mr. Li had a showdown with us ten years ago.
I suddenly felt very tired.
He said that Xia Zhifei envied him.
But, he doesn¡¯t know that I envy Lu Feixia.
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He is so self-controlled that he is almost masochistic.
He is such a person.
I used to feel sorry for him, but later I discovered that he didn¡¯t need anyone¡¯s love or sympathy at all. He was prouder than anyone I¡¯d ever met. He was invulnerable to water, fire, oil, and salt.
There was a slight sound of water coming from the bathroom. This dark bedroom looked very much like the night Mr. Li had a showdown with us ten years ago.
I suddenly felt very tired.
He said that Xia Zhifei envied him.
But, he doesn¡¯t know that I envy Lu Feixia.
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