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April 4th is a very unlucky day.
I am not superstitious, but I also feel that there are ominous dark clouds hanging over my head since I woke up in the morning.
¡°Probably because I have an instinctive fear of this house¡ªI¡¯m not someone who likes to revisit old places.
His family has always been easy on him financially. When he was in junior high school, he and Zheng Yehu played outside. Sometimes they would sleep outside after playing late. His house was far away from R, and it took two seconds to drive. More than ten minutes.
He has always liked driving by himself. He likes luxurious and beautiful sports cars, fiery red, sapphire blue, silver gray, jet black
Later, when he went to high school, his grandfather's health gradually weakened, and he began to slowly take over some things, so he bought a house near R University. It was bright and spacious.
Actually, around the time when I was a senior in college, we had almost no chance to talk.
He is very busy, so busy that when he comes back every day, I am already asleep. When I wake up in the morning, he is already gone. He is a self-disciplined person. In this world, few things can affect his "rules". In his world, his life is planned, and anyone who tries to disrupt his plan will be crushed.
I think that I am not included in his life plan.
The first time we quarreled was when I found out that he was preparing to go abroad.
And then the problems kept coming out like a volcano erupting. My studies, my busyness due to graduation, his indifference, and his attitude of never disdain to explain have all become reasons for quarrels.
The last scene I remember is in the bright principal's office of R University. He said arrogantly in front of his grandfather's housekeeper, the principal, dean of students, and my class teacher: "I'm not gay." ."
His eyes were so disdainful that I stood there and opened my mouth in vain. The afternoon sun was like sharp arrows. Thousands of arrows shot out, nailing me to the floor, leaving me bloody and riddled with holes-
Li Zhurong got up very early. When I got up, he had already gone out. The silence in the huge house was suffocating.
I walked down the carpeted stairs. The living room on the first floor was empty. In the dining room, there was a girl in a white apron putting breakfast on the table. A very authentic Chinese breakfast, steaming steamed pork buns, white porridge, pickles, pickled pickles, and thinly sliced ??ham.
"Where did he go?" I asked the girl.
The girl lowered her head and smiled slightly: "Mr. Li is in the study. Would you like to have breakfast now?"
I walked towards the study room.
Li Zhurong likes to arrange the study room at the innermost part of the house. There are two bodyguards standing outside the door of the study room, probably discussing business inside. Seeing me, a bodyguard knocked on the door twice, then opened the door and said something inside.
Half a minute later, Yuan Hai came out.
I don¡¯t like talking to him in the study. That place is completely his territory. Sitting in the study, Li Zhurong can almost see through a person¡¯s thoughts, as sharp as an unsheathed sword.
"What's wrong?" He leaned on the boss's chair and moved his neck, revealing his fair neck from the collar of his dark blue shirt.
"I want to go back to school and talk to you."
"Oh~" He raised his eyebrows: "I thought you would just leave without saying a word."
"I want to do it too." I explained to him gently: "But this is your territory, that won't work."
"Do you still remember that this is my territory?" He raised his long eyebrows and stated calmly: "Then you should know that if I don't let you go, you can't even go downstairs, right?"
I pursed my lips. There was no pain on my cheekbones anymore. They were probably swollen. I thought I must look like a pig¡¯s head now.
"Go back, eat breakfast, and go back upstairs."
I looked at him insistently: "I want to go back to school, now, immediately, immediately."
I have known for a long time that as long as the two of us are awake, our relationship will become like this. Everyone has their own opinions, and no one will give in.
He stood up.
With a height of 1.9 meters, he still felt very oppressive. When he walked towards me, I clenched my fists to avoid being frightened and backed away. His face was gloomy, which showed that what was waiting for me was definitely not a good thing.
"I'll say it again, just stay here and don't think about going back to that damn school of yours!"
"I don't understand what you said." I answered him calmly: "I remember, you don't seem to understandsp; I took a sip of water, my throat was very dry, and every word I spoke felt like cutting my throat, but I had to say it.
"No one can live like this. No dignity, no self. Being scolded by you, controlled by you, and being passed around at your convenience. Can't have friends, can't have privacy. Every time I do something, I have to think about whether you will allow it. Every time I make a friend, I have to worry about whether he will be killed by you. The thing my parents worry about the most is whether I will fall into your hands again. I like men, but you are not. I like you, but you You don¡¯t like me. You even gave birth to a son. Yes, I like you, so you let me down like this?"
I closed my eyes, and there was some kind of hot liquid surging in my eyes, and I couldn't speak for a long time.
Finally, I said:
"Li Zhurong, I won't lie to you. I like you. I, Xu Xu, have never liked someone so much in my life. I have liked you for fourteen years. But, my mother told me that when she gave birth to me It was difficult to give birth. After giving birth for a day and a night, my voice became hoarse and I almost died in the hospital. So, every time I want to be with you, I will tell myself that my mother worked so hard to give birth to me as a baby. I was raised the same, not to do this to you." (Remember this website address: www.hlnovel.com