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The wind and snow have stopped, and the sky and the earth are completely white. The whiteness is dazzling, as if the whole world is plain, a bit tragic, and silently paying homage to the past.
Chu Feng was like a dead man, lying under the ice and snow. Although the cold air was biting, it was not as cold as the cold in his heart. He only felt ice-free and life had lost its meaning.
He is no different from a dead corpse. He doesn't want to move, think, or revive his mind. He just wants to lie quietly on the cold frozen soil, unwilling to wake up.
Living is a kind of pain for him, with endless injuries. He cannot accept the death of those old friends, let alone the tragic death of his wife and children. Those swords are like swords, and every time they fall, his heart is splashed. A large amount of blood arose, killing his heart and soul.
Dying may be very simple, all pain can end, there will be no more sadness, no more pain that will drive you crazy, but in the deepest part of my heart, his own weakest and vaguest voice echoes, Ican't die, I haven't taken revenge yet!
Until one day, the thunder shook his ears, and Chu Feng regained his mind from the numb world. The ice and snow melted, and he lay on the muddy and lifeless land. He was briefly awakened by the sound of spring thunder.
But soon, his eyes were as red as blood again, and there was a long howl, like a wild beast, like a crazy prisoner hitting the prison. His hair was disheveled, and he knelt on the ground on one knee, breathing heavily.
Morning and night, everything came to mind, and the tragic scene that suffocated him appeared again, driving him crazy and making him roar. Then, he staggered up and ran on the ground.
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Until night came, Chu Feng didn¡¯t know how many miles he had run before he fell down on the desolate ground with a thud. His chest hurt violently. The blood in his eyes faded slightly, and he woke up a lot from his madness.
He looked down at his hands, where there was still residual blood, and then looked at the tattered battle clothes on his body, where there was also a shocking and sad red color. That was the blood that spilled out after the body of the parent and child disintegrated, and it was also the last trace left by that child. .
Chu Feng was so heartbroken that he was about to go crazy again. He clasped his hands on his chest to protect the remaining blood on the broken battle clothes. He looked up at the sky miserably, with endless despair in his eyes.
"That's all that's left" Chu Feng looked at the residual blood on his body, as if he was holding the most precious thing in the world, afraid that it would dissipate in the blink of an eye and never be seen again.
He had no tears to shed, but he was sobbing. The pain in his heart was tearing, and the memories were like countless fairy swords piercing his heart. The more he didn't want to remember, the clearer everything that day became. The densely packed swords, guns, swords and halberds fell, His heart was riddled with holes and his blood kept splattering.
The scene that day was like a heavy bloody mountain coming down, making him feel like he was about to be shattered to pieces, and the pain was so painful that he felt like he was suffocating.
The night wind was not too strong, and it blew Chu Feng's hair, which turned out to be gray-white, dull and without any luster. When he saw the long hair rising from his chest, he was in a trance.
He used to laugh and scold, but he had just entered the world of mortals and was walking around the world brilliantly. He was also full of high spirits and overwhelmed all the enemies of his generation with one hand.
Until now, there is endless decadence, sourness, pain, and the light of confidence and strength have all faded away, leaving only silence and dejection.
He raised his head blankly, powerless, frustrated, and desperate. Even if he regained consciousness and was no longer lying on the ground like a dead body, he still felt that after he died, how many past events could be repeated and how much laughter could be Reappearance, he is no longer the same person who entered the mortal world at a young age and walked around the world brilliantly. He is not yet old, and his long hair is already gray. Although his whole face still looks like a youth due to his strength, it is pale and has no trace of any trace of it. color.
"I once traveled across the world with great ambition, and wanted to kill all the strange enemies, but now, there is nothing left!"
He lost all his relatives, friends, and those bright heroes. They were all gone. They all died in the battle, and only he was left.
In the past, the young Chu Feng didn¡¯t care about anything, and always wore a smile that was as dazzling as the morning glow. But now it¡¯s all gone. His temperament has changed drastically, and he is no longer what he used to be. He is asking himself, am I dead? The world is vast, there is no nostalgia, the whole person is gray, there is no brilliance in the heart, only dimness remains.
Until a long time later, Chu Feng trembled and left all the blood on his hands on the broken battle clothes. He carefully put it into a stone jar as if holding his own child, and stored it in an unbreakable space. Also treasured in memories full of pain.
The moon was very big, shining brightly on the ground. The bright moonlight reflected all kinds of brilliance in the world in the past. Chu Feng looked in a trance, as if he could see the various appearances of all living beings, and the once world of mortals.Can't control my emotions.
He had never seen Chu An when he was a child, so he could only keep thinking about it. A small figure gradually became clear in his mind. Compared with the child in front of him, their eyes were so pure.
Having never really seen his own child¡¯s state when he was young, Chu Feng substituted the child, and the two overlapped somewhat.
Chu Feng couldn¡¯t help but walked over, squatted down, and gently hugged the child with ragged clothes.
The child was a little scared at first. He screamed twice, smiled to please, and stood in front of his grandfather. However, he found that Chu Feng was crying, and he just hugged him gently on the spot. He did not want to take him away by force. He was relieved now.
After a slight hesitation, the child stretched out his dirty hands and carefully wiped away the hot tears on Chu Feng's face.
"My child!" Chu Feng cried. At this moment, he hugged the child as his own child. He could not help but feel the emotional resonance for a moment, and his emotions burst into tears.
The child was a little scared, and he was mumbling timidly, as if he was comforting Chu Feng in a low voice, but he couldn't speak and could only speak monotonous syllables.
"Good child, you are so young, are you comforting me? From now on, you are my child!" Chu Feng picked up the child, feeling sour, bitter, painful, and pity in his heart. This child deeply loved him. It touched his heart, and he wanted to raise this child well.
Chu Feng buried the old man without telling the child. In the child's ignorant eyes, he lied to him over and over again, saying that the old man woke up after falling asleep, went on a long journey, and would not come back until a long time later. Next, he would bring He lives together and waits for the old man to come home.
It¡¯s not a complete deception. Chu Feng settled down in this small town and had a home and a small courtyard belonging to him and the child. He didn¡¯t have any high or far-reaching plans for the time being. He just wanted to accompany this child who couldn¡¯t speak. Raise him up.
In his heart, he had too many regrets and missed many responsibilities. He did not accompany his parents and children to grow up and protect him. Chu Feng had an incomparable desire and dream to return to the childhood when Chu An was born and make up for all the shortcomings. .
Now, he regards the child as his own child.
After the initial uneasiness, fear, tears, and missing the old man, the child gradually adapted. As day after day passed, he was no longer timid, had delicious food, and was lovingly protected by someone. , accompanying him, he laughed silly again.
After a while, Chu Feng felt that the cold areas and dark corners in his heart were completely filled with warmth.
He did not regard the child as a substitute, but really liked the child and regarded the child as his own.
After washing the child's face and putting on brand new clothes, Chu Feng's heart trembled. The child's eyes and brows really looked like him.
Is this the compensation and gift given to him by God?
No!
Having experienced so much, even the so-called God has been turned into a dead place, how could Chu Feng believe that the so-called God and destiny are just things torn apart by the strange ancestor.
Chu Feng used his extraordinary means to help the boy recuperate his body. He was no longer a mute. He slowly recovered and was able to speak.
One year, two years many years passed, Chu Feng grew up with him, and wanted to see him get married and have children, and have a peaceful and complete life.
As the child grows up, Chu Feng¡¯s heart becomes brighter and brighter. After the gloom is gone, he is gradually coming back to the life he once had!
"Almost all the world's evolvers and former heroes have been buried, and I am the only one left. How can I be allowed to be decadent? In this dilapidated ruins, even if I am the only one left, I will eventually stand up!"
After more than ten years of ordinary life in the small town, Chu Feng's heart became more and more calm, his eyes became more and more bright, and his state of mind completed a transformation!
"Rise in ruins!" As time goes by, the former child has now reached the age of marrying a wife and having children, and Chu Feng's own beliefs are becoming more and more firm. Neither a ruined heart nor a ruined world can trap him. One day , he will fight his way into that plateau! (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com