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Meng Yunxian was recuperating from her injuries, and Tian's special medicinal incense was burning in the room, also for the sake of her eyes.
After dismissing Lu Qi, there was no one else waiting in the room, so Shengyang moved a stool and sat down in front of Meng Yunxian's bed.
Meng Yunxian was lying to the outside, her eyes were lowered, and she didn't know if she was aware of Shengyang.
Shengyang folded his hands on his lap. He was not as sentimental and cautious as the other people around here. He was brisk and lively: "Look, what did I say before? When you stay in this place for a long time, You will discover more and more things that you never dare to think about. Looking at you, you must be stimulated."
Meng Yunxian did not move at all.
Shengyang stared into her eyes and suddenly said: "I just found out that my mother was also one of the dancers who escaped that year. After all, my biological mother is comparable to your adoptive mother and great sisters. No wonder I first saw her. I feel cute and tight when I reach you, do you think this is fate?"
Meng Yunxian was startled, with confusion and surprise in her eyes.
She laughed and said, "It's really just an act. Your eyes are not blind at all."
Meng Yunxian panicked and lowered her head with a guilty conscience.
Shengyang smiled: "That's right. I have grievances, anger, disappointment and sadness hidden in my heart. For the first time, I don't want to be a considerate little girl. I don't want to think about others anymore. Pretending to be blind is a way to ignore everyone's happiness openly. Anger, sorrow and joy, but also able to block their thoughts of forcing you to face it, it¡¯s like killing two birds with one stone, I want to applaud you.¡±
She stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, leaning closer to her: "Don't panic, I haven't finished speaking yet. If I were wronged today, I wouldn't pretend to be blind and sick as an excuse to resist what I should face." Everything is right, I have to cry hard and let everyone know my grievances. As long as I can't let go, no one will be able to feel better. I should vent my grievances, whether it's being messy or acting mischievously. There is always a happy way. It¡¯s great that at this time, all the people who feel they owe you can¡¯t do anything to you.¡±
She smiled, and her eyebrows turned sharp: "But what happens after the fun?"
"Whether you are escaping or venting, it is only temporary. You always have to face it."
There was a moment of silence in the room.
Shengyang smiled silently: "Meng Yunxian, do you know that Shengping and I have an older brother."
Shengyang was a little uncomfortable with the sudden mention of things that happened a long time ago, but she didn't know why, and now she wanted to dig out the things she wanted to forget.
"My mother was a lowly maid in the palace. She and my father gave birth to me. Compared to you who were transferred at birth and still had the chance to regain the title of legitimate daughter, I was branded as soon as I was born. . Although she did not bring me into any complicated disputes, but she committed suicide and left me alone in the palace to be bullied. Didn't she force me to take the initiative to enter those complicated disputes? "
"I am not willing to be a little concubine who is bullied for everything and will die from time to time, so I can only make myself better and better. The more wronged and sad I am, the more I have to smile happily, because only if you are good, will you Let those who target you have no sense of accomplishment. But only one person can tell that when I laugh, I am really laughing, and when I laugh, I am sad. That person is my eldest brother. He treats me and Shengping equally , we all love her as a biological sister. He has always told us that when our father was injured, the whole family of the royal family was destined to wither. All three of us have the blood of the royal family. No matter what happens in the future, this blood will become There is an unbreakable bond between us. We are born from the same roots, so we should be both prosperous and deprived of each other."
"Later, because my father was seriously injured, there were no other female relatives in the palace. The emperor was grateful for my father's contribution, so he brought us into the palace together and taught us like princes and princesses. At that time, I knew that my opportunity had come, but I didn't expect , Shengping is also waiting for an opportunity."
"The backyard of the deep palace has been the burial place of countless dead bones since ancient times. As I became more and more popular with the emperor and received more attention, I also became a thorn in the eyes of others. Shengping thought that getting rid of me at this time would minimize suspicion. , will forever remove me from the royal bloodline and the relationship between brother and sister. It¡¯s a pity"
Shengyang smiled without even a single tear: "What a pity"
Meng Yunxian's expression has changed.
She has never seen any prince of the palace. If the Lord of Shengping County wants to kill the Lord of Shengyang County, and the Lord of Shengyang County is still alive in the end, but there is no prince, that means
"Shengping wanted to kill me, but he accidentally killed his brother. I originally thought I should hate Shengping, but in fact I hate myself even more, because he died for me."
?, start again, just now it doesn't seem abrupt. And I can also use this time and distance to think clearly about what is left of this family for me, and those are the things I should cherish next. "
Lu Qi was silent for a moment and said what was in her heart: "What about the Fifth Highness? Even though others have scruples and choices, the Fifth Highness always has only one choice that does not need to be considered when it comes to young ladies. He even asked the Holy One to marry him, It hurts his heart so much if the young lady does this.¡±
Meng Yunxian shook his head.
"Lu Qi, Brother Zhou and I have been together for more than seven years. We separated briefly and then met again in the capital. If you think about it carefully, I have never really left him since I met him. Do you know, If I hadn't met, I might have lived the way Aunt Zheng hoped. I returned to the Hou Mansion under her plan, full of hatred and unwillingness, and the fight turned upside down. I was never born knowing the way to go. , just because he taught me so much.¡±
Lu Qi was puzzled: "In that case, isn't it a good thing to be able to get married now?"
"Not necessarily. In the eyes of Brother Zhou, I am a little girl who was brought up by him. When I felt wronged that day, he blamed himself in his heart. Because he felt that he had taught me to be like this, so he needs to take responsibility. .Have you ever heard that men and women are happy and become husband and wife because of responsibility? I have already endured too much of his kindness. I can't follow his arrangement and run to his arms crying and aggrieved to be his bride. In other wordsbe his burden. I'm afraid that it will take away too much of his energy and prevent him from figuring out what responsibility and love are."
"The Fifth Highness may not think you are a burden."
"But I think I am. I can't even tell whether he and I are a nurturing and caring relationship between brother and sister or a pure relationship between a man and a woman."
Lu Qi's eyes turned red: "Miss, you just said that some things cannot be studied in detail and cannot be thought deeply. Why did you become more serious when you came to His Majesty the Fifth? His Majesty the Fifth Highness left the position of the imperial concubine to you, and you left as soon as you left. How can he be so unbearable? There are so many noble women in the capital, if His Highness the Fifth Prince were to fall in love with another girl and treat her well to another girl, you would have no place to cry."
"I have made it clear to my father that if Brother Zhou really likes the girl next to him and wants to marry her because of the love between man and woman, my father will cancel the engagement on the grounds that I am seriously ill. Otherwise, when Brother Zhou suddenly meets her one day, He has lost his rightful daughter, but I have taken over the position of his head wife. Isn¡¯t that delaying him? Leaving now is to give Brother Zhou time to think things through, and it is also time for me to think things through. I have made it clear in the letter. He I have always been a reasonable person, and I should understand this time."
"Thenthen if the young lady suddenly feels that you like His Highness the Fifth, and His Highness the Fifth also likes you, then you two are in love with each other!"
Meng Yunxian tilted her head and showed a long-lost smile: "Then go back and get married."
Lu Qi was defeated like a mountain.
After a long time, Lu Qi whispered: "Miss, where are we going?"
Meng Yunxian thought for a moment.
"Ever since I learned how powerful Aunt Zheng is, I have always been puzzled. With her ability, it is not difficult at all to live a good life. Why do she have to get up early every day and work hard to make money every day? Now I seem to understand."
"First of all, she doesn't want to see me day and night, so she wants to be busy and rarely sees me, so she can't talk about any feelings. Secondly there must be something to look forward to in life, if you want to make money If raising a family can occupy all her attention, she may not have so much energy to be sad. So"
"Lu Qi, let's go make money too!"
In the 21st year of Chongxuan reign, Meng Yunxian, the second daughter of the Marquis of Rong'an, was injured in an accident. The Marquis arranged to move to a separate garden to recuperate, and her marriage to His Highness the Fifth Prince was postponed.
In the 22nd year of Chongxuan, the Fifth Prince Zhou Mingjun was highly praised by Emperor Chongxuan for his article "On National War", and even the prince was ashamed of himself.
In the 23rd year of Chongxuan reign, the family education underwent a major change, and engineering became a hot choice for new entrants. The fifth prince inherited the talents of his deceased mother, the Qu family, and was highly accomplished in engineering. The agricultural tools he improved were twice as effective. He was highly praised by Emperor Chongxuan. In the same year, some courtiers pointed out that the major life events of His Highness should not be delayed because of an unscheduled engagement. The Rong'an Marquis Mansion became the target of public criticism.
The following year, a saying spread in the capital
His Fifth Highness, who was highly regarded for his talent, beauty, purity, nobleness, and purity, was forced to run away from his marriage.
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Meng Yunxian: I'm out hunting. See you in the capital next chapter.
Dasheng: Shocked! A famous lady in the capital actually degenerated into
"Writing these chapters is heavy enough, but the next step is to be exciting and sweet.
We are now adults when we return, so we have to do whatever we have to do.
Yes, it¡¯s great to run away from marriage and chase your husband to the crematorium.
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PS: Guess what Xianxian has become
Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~
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