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Xiong Sanwa drove the car, Zhang Xian and Chen Fei sat in the back seat, and drove towards their battalion's station. Although Kinmen Island is not big, it takes nearly half an hour to get there from the headquarters.
Sitting next to Zhang Xian, Chen Fei felt a little uncomfortable. After all, his identity was too different from Zhang Xian's, and he also had the handle in Zhang Xian's hand, so he felt a little restrained.
In order to ease the awkward atmosphere, Zhang Xian casually chatted with him, and the conversation was nothing more than family disputes. Chen Fei told Zhang Xian that his second child would be born soon, until he came to Taiwan After that, he felt the warmth of home. No matter how hard or tired he was, when he thought of his home, he felt warmer.
"Chen Fei, didn't you get married before you came to Taiwan?" Zhang Xian couldn't help but ask.
Chen Fei smiled sadly and told him: "It turned out that I was promised a marriage at home, but I didn't like it, so I ran away from the marriage and joined the New Fourth Army. Haha, I have been fighting in the army, and there are also people who have arranged a marriage for me. , but I always feel that every day on the battlefield, life will end without knowing when, so it¡¯s better not to delay other people¡¯s youth, so I haven¡¯t looked for it again, always thinking that if there is no more war, if I am still alive, then Just find another person to get married and start a family!" He said, and said with emotion: "At that time, I never dreamed that I would live here alone and start a family here!"
Listening to Chen Fei's emotional words, Zhang Xian also had some feelings. No one can predict the future. He felt that his own experience was ups and downs and legendary enough. Today, listening to Chen Fei's experience, he was not much inferior to himself.
"If you didn't get married here and didn't have a wife and children to care about, would you, like Daxing, think about swimming across the strait to the other side?" Zhang Xian changed the subject and asked him a very sensitive question.
Chen Fei was stunned for a moment, thought about it carefully, and for a moment he didn't know how to answer.
"Haha, it's okay, you can say whatever you want!" Zhang Xian thought he was worried, so he persuaded him: "The two of us are just chatting casually, and we don't really want you to do anything! Don't treat me like an outsider, what's going on in your heart? , that¡¯s all!¡±
Hearing what Zhang Xian said, Chen Fei felt a lot more friendly. Thinking about it, a big reason why he can survive until now is because Zhang Xian did not report him. If Chief of Staff Zhang really wanted to harm him, he would He would not wait until now. On the contrary, he felt that this former enemy had an indescribable sympathy for him. It was a kind of understanding and trust.
"If I really have no worries, I don't know what will happen!" Chen Fei told Zhang Xian truthfully: "Maybe I will really be like Xu Fugen, swim across the sea and defect to the mainland; but, maybe I will be more Be realistic, just stay anonymous here and muddle along!¡±
"Why don't you definitely go back to the mainland?" Zhang Xian asked him.
Chen Fei smiled and said with some helplessness: "If I had been locked up in a prison and knew nothing about the outside world, then there would be no need to think about it. I would definitely go back to the mainland without hesitation! But, I I also heard about the fate of those comrades who went back. They had been imprisoned in Taiwan for so long. After they were released, they were still regarded as traitors. Not only were they imprisoned, some of them were shot!" He said, He looked very sad and said with some regret: "Actually, who wanted to be captured at the beginning? At that time, everyone fought without risking their lives and believed that victory belonged to us! However, the battle was not won, whose fault was it? Is it us? Is it wrong? We didn¡¯t surrender voluntarily. Being able to persist until we were released shows how loyal these people are! However, they did not allow prisoners to exist, so they used betrayal as a crime! Haha, now that I think about it , members of this party and that party are all the same. They are selfish and deceitful from the bottom of their hearts! He only allows you to die for him, but never allows you to live for yourself. This Just like Cao Cao in the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, he would rather betray the whole world than allow the whole world to betray him, which is disgusting!"
Listening to Chen Fei's long speech, Zhang Xian was also a little stunned. He didn't expect that this guy could see things so thoroughly. yes! It only allows others to die for itself, but does not allow others to live for itself. Whether it is a political party or a political power, what is there that is worth cherishing?
Seeing Zhang Xian's sudden arrival, Chen Daxing was a little overwhelmed. When he saw Chen Fei coming behind Zhang Xian, he immediately understood something, but he still had to meet Zhang Xian.
When they first met, Zhang Xian did not blame Chen Daxing, but just silently said:After thinking for a while, he asked again: "If you just miss your wife and children, why could you endure it when you were fighting outside all year round and rarely saw them?"
"That's not the same!" Chen Daxing defended: "At that time, we were fighting chaos in the country. When I really missed home, I also had another expectation, that is, I always thought that after the war was over, I could go home and be reunited! But things are different now. How long will it take for us to be able to return home? There is no hope at all!"
Zhang Xian was silent. He originally wanted to comfort Chen Daxing with the idea of ??counterattacking the mainland, but when he thought that this was self-deception, how could he use it to deceive his brothers when he didn't even believe it?
After a long time, he Xiancai asked Chen Daxing: "Since you are so reluctant to leave your home, your wife and children, then why did you choose to come to Taiwan when you were in North Korea? Why didn't you firmly choose to go back? If you had persisted at that time, you wouldn¡¯t be like this now!¡±
Chen Daxing's tears started to flow more and more. Although he tried hard to stop them, he couldn't. He simply imitated a child and wiped the tears on his face with his sleeves. After a long time, he finally He stopped choking, calmed himself down, and said to Zhang Xian, "Do you know? Brother Xian, at that time, I was actually a dying person!" He said, trying to show off a little bit. smile, but this smile is even more sad. He continued: "I was in a prisoner-of-war camp, and neither the left nor the right were human beings. I wanted to prevent the pro-communist and anti-communist factions in my camp from killing each other, but I overestimated myself and did not have the ability. In the end, I was destroyed I became a human being inside and out. I was so disheartened and got that incurable disease again. I originally thought that I was going to die anyway, so I might as well die outside. In that case, I could still leave a message to my family. I think maybe I won't make my wife and children too sad" When he said this, tears flowed out uncontrollably, clearly regretting his original choice. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com