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Chapter 182 Monologue (Part 2)

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    I hope to get more love.  I longed to be embraced by him, hoping that he would only see me as a girl, but he couldn't do this. On the contrary, accepting his love made him feel like he had lost himself and became a little wild. It was another form of resistance and struggle.

    Yuu is dating that girl, and I see it in my eyes. I can¡¯t say I¡¯m jealous or sad. I just feel that if time goes on, he will put up a fence in his heart again, and his feelings for me will be bound up like a beast again, so I  She set up a plan and finally let him hug her.

    I can still recall it deeply, slowly feeling Yuu's embrace and wildness, the pain and heat I finally escaped from that 'prison'. This prison was not only the hospital ward with only windows, but also the  The ethics bound by the blood of brother and sister, at that moment I got the whole sky.

    Only when you come out of "bondage" can you feel the vastness of the sky. The real sky can closely connect everything in the world no matter where it is.

    The sky.

    I like this name, and Yu's name. My name itself represents the sky. The two of them together are the distant sky, but I understand that my sky window can only contact Yu, but Yu and his name  The same, connected to the wider world, this is my world. After his parents died, he was the only one who existed, but he could integrate into other people's worlds in Okuzan.

    ¡°We can¡¯t go on like this, let¡¯s restore our previous relationship.¡±

    With an unbearable burden, Yuu was in pain and blamed himself after being broken up by that girl, and then chose to escape from the world and disappeared before my eyes.

    Everything has returned to its origin, and I am 'imprisoned' again. I can only have a little time with him every day, just like when I was sick as a child. Then there is a long wait. Yuu is no longer here, and this world is  It's a 'prison' that I can't get out of, and I'm afraid I won't be able to see the sky that belongs to You anymore.

    "Yu!"

    I could only call his name like this, but I couldn't follow him anymore. I was in a daze for who knows how long. When I came back to my senses, I had already taken the train to Omu Ran again, and there was no one in the village.  Know yourself, Yuya is not here.

    He should have returned to the real Omu Ran, instead of this strange and cold village two years ago. He was wandering around like a ghost, and unknowingly came to the lake in the forest. A bright moon hung in the sky, which made him feel uncomfortable.  This mountain and this lake are like monsters, lurking and waiting to devour everything.

    There was no fear in my heart, I just stared at the lake blankly, thinking of the legend of this goddess lake. The great girl Chayiji who was blessed by the gods and became a god shed tears of despair because of love, and finally fell into an eternal sleep.  .

    This lake is the tears of the goddess. The goddess gained divine power and people's faith, but lost her love forever. The records with unknown words cannot describe the origin and process of the world, and there is no way to understand the goddess's original despair.

    "If you can't get his true love, you will never be able to leave this world."

    The words of the goddess come to mind, are you unable to leave this world?  Want to live alone forever on the other side of time?  Even if I go back, I'm afraid Yu won't accept my love anymore. I understand that my existence is a burden to him.

    ¡°Even a miracle can¡¯t help me get what I want, so what¡¯s the meaning of life?¡±

    Thinking of this, I slowly walked towards the lake. The lake water froze my steps and my heart. I was in great pain due to illness and wanted to end my life. Later, I insisted on leaving the ward because I fell in love with You.  Prison, but everything is useless, no matter where I leave, the hospital, the city, home or Omuran, my world cannot be without Yuu, but Yuu's world can be without me.

    "Qiong!"

    When the lake water was submerged to my knees, I heard the voice that sounded like a dream. I turned around and saw Yuu appearing at the lakeside, calling my name loudly. It was because of the reunion that my heart was blooming, but I found that my heart had already  There was peace.

    "Don't do anything stupid, Qiong!"

    Guo Huang's eyesight went dark, and it took him a long time to get rid of his dizziness. He suddenly realized that he was not in the reinforced concrete forest of the city, but in a real forest. He was suddenly surprised, and the sun in the sky also turned into a  bright moon.

    "This is this is the mountain behind the shrine, what's going on?"

    Feeling something fishy, ??Guo Huang quickly ran towards the lake. The girl with silver hair and white dress was standing in the lake, and the water was already flooded.Her knees were broken Qiong stood there blankly like a statue. Guo Huang couldn't help but exclaimed:

    "Qiong, don't do anything stupid!"

    He rushed towards Qiong, not caring about why Qiong was here. Qiong saw him running towards Qiong and said loudly:

    "do not come!"

    Qiong saw that Guo Huang was obviously showing some color, but soon showed a determined expression and took a step forward. Guo Huang was suddenly frightened and had to stop and said:

    "Qiong, come up."

    "don't want."

    The silver-haired girl held her hands tightly, then closed her eyes tightly and shook her head, then opened her eyes and said:

    "Yu, you already hate being with me, don't you?"

    "no¡­¡­"

    Guo Huang quickly shook his head, Qiong just said:

    "When you come back this time, are you willing to live in this world with me forever, and are you willing for us to be together forever?"

    "I¡­¡­"

    Although Guo Huang came back, he still had not made up his mind. He just wanted to take Qiong back. Qiong saw his hesitation and said with a sad smile:

    "Is it so difficult to accept that Qiong falls in love with Yu and is dating together? Because we are brother and sister? We are family, because many people do not know the values ????of their decisions?"

    "I¡­¡­"

    "I don't care about other thoughts at all. Even if I have no place in Japan, isn't it okay to go somewhere else? Compared to other women, we are obviously the closest and have the deepest feelings, so why do we make your choice so difficult? Because  Am I 'sick'? So I can only be imprisoned in the 'ward'?"

    The so-called illness in the silver-haired girl's words must be due to her own mentality. The brother who likes her is seen as a 'mental illness' in the eyes of ordinary people. Being imprisoned in the ward is the isolation constructed by some blood identity. Guo Huang cannot refute.  He noticed that Qiong's eyes seemed to turn golden under the moonlight, revealing unspeakable sadness.

    "It's obviously not wrong to fall in love with someone, but when I think about being by your side but not being able to reach out my hands, and even saying I like it, I won't be hugged, do I have to be like a doll, suppressing my feelings and staying by your side forever?  "

    "No! This world is just false. We can discuss it slowly after we go back. Our lives are still very long. I don't want to make some promises in a hurry or hypocritically. Let's take our time, okay?"

    Guo Huang knew that as long as he nodded and agreed, even if it was a false lie, Qiong would believe it. However, he would not lie at this time. He was so confused that he could only persuade Qiong to come up first.  "

    "Yu can have other people's skies, and I can only have yours. If you don't accept it, then there is no point in proving my existence. This world was born by me praying for a miracle, and it is my 'wishes'  Sky, here at least you have truly loved me and hugged me. If everything here is a dream, let me hold this dream and drown in my 'wish'."

    The silver-haired girl threw herself into the lake with determination and no hesitation.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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