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    After escaping from the shrine, I realized that what I feared most had happened. I had indeed neglected He Ying's feelings because of love. I was very happy with Yu. This was something I had never experienced before. Because of what my father did back then, what my mother did for many years  I saw all the resentment in my eyes, and I never thought about having love at all.

    Love is a devil that teaches men to lie and abandon, and teaches women to act coquettishly and be jealous.

    But Yu is really different. He is strong yet gentle, handsome yet smart. Although he has a masculine side, he does not make him feel obscene. What touches me most is that he is really good to his sister.  , so much so that I feel a little jealous, but what I like most is this.

    Love came so suddenly. The fateful coin started this love affair. At first I thought it was a miracle, but later I understood that although ordinary people couldn't do it, he could do it with skills. But this kind of thing  It didn't affect the relationship between the two of them, including dates in the shopping street, day trips to the beach, and summer festivals. In just over two months, I was really happy, but because of this, I gradually lost sight of Ying.  .

    She had obviously noticed this very early, but she tried to hide it in her heart. After all, her relationship with Yuu had not been made public, and to others, nothing had changed. However, her sister had amazing intuition, and she might have known it from the beginning.  Bar.

    Me, why should I run away, because I have forgotten Ying and my sister for a while?  I obviously tried my best to keep my sister from being lonely for so many years, but why should I forget my family ties just because I got love?

    I like Yuu, but I also like my sister, because if I want to be with Yuu, I can¡¯t be with my sister. This kind of thing is not good at all!  If I leave my sister like this, will I be able to be happy alone?  Do I want to live happily with Yuu?  So am I going to leave my sister alone and unhappy again?

    That no, I already have enough, my sister is the one who must be happy Then, should I let go of Yuu's hand This shouldn't be a multiple-choice question Why should I do something painful?  Choice

    "Our relationship ends today."

    Looking at the man who was carefully checking the train numbers and preparing to buy a ticket, I made what was perhaps the most difficult decision in my life. His shocked and unbelievable expression made my heart pierce.

    "Why?"

    His question left me unable to answer. I didn't want Ying to become a human being again. I thought I could balance love and family affection, but this is impossible. I will only forget Ying's existence if I stay with You all the time.  , love may eventually fade away in the future, but family affection will definitely last forever This is how I comfort myself.

    I know this is a very willful thing and will hurt Yuu deeply, but this is my choice. Even if Yuu deeply resents me, I can only accept it. I wanted to be more ruthless and strong, but still  I couldn't help crying.

    He hugged me at this time, without saying any words of rejection, he just said:

    "Everything is as you wish."

    My mind went blank, and I didn¡¯t know how I got back to the car. I didn¡¯t listen to what Mr. Tsukimiyama said to me. I just hoped to escape from here as soon as possible and return to the village.

    It¡¯s approaching sunset.

    I stood at a loss in the courtyard of the shrine. The chirping of cicadas echoed sadly in the courtyard of the shrine. On the steps of the main hall, Ying leaned against the money box and remained motionless. She just stared blankly at the setting sun. This is me.  The expression I have never seen before seems to be more lonely than mine.

    "Xiaoye~"

    As if she noticed my arrival, Ying stood up from the steps and resumed her usual smile. I tried my best to endure it and tightened my lips. I couldn't do it myself. To be like my sister, I can be in front of important people in an instant.  The ability to smile.

    "How was the date? Ugh~"

    Ying let out a cry of surprise, because I hugged her tightly, with trembling wrists, I had let go of a very important person, just to hold her like this, Ying's voice was full of doubts, her keenness  My intuition noticed something:

    "What did you do? Xiaoye."

    "¡­¡­broke up¡­¡­"

    Three words exhausted all my strength. Ying took a step back, the smile on her face receded, and she just said with the sadness that had been hidden:

    "Why?"

    Through her pupils, I saw that I was about to cry, and I held back:

    "I won't leave you alone. I promised that I will be by your side."

    ?"Sure enough, is it because of me?"

    Ying smiled again, but this time it was a calm, gentle and sad smile. I don't know what to say. It was obviously a decision made by myself without authorization. If it is because of Ying that it makes me so painful and makes You so sad,  How innocent she was to bear the consequences.

    "I am very happy that Xiaoye has someone he likes. And if that is Youjun, I will be even happier. I hope Xiaoye is happy, and I also hope that Youjun is happy. This feeling cannot be treated equally with other people.  .¡±

    My sister¡¯s calm tone made me unable to restrain my emotions and said:

    "You are always like this, giving up everything and fighting for nothing. Obviously you can have more. Your feelings for You are obviously deeper than mine, aren't you?"

    "I finally said it. I can't give up my identity or my family ties, so you have to give up your love? Is this greatness or hypocrisy?"

    "I, I didn't"

    Ying¡¯s words drained my strength away. Was everything I did just to compensate?  My sister, who usually only gets into trouble and seems to have no worries or scheming in the eyes of others, uses the calmest words to reveal the cruelest truth.

    "Why don't you understand my feelings, sister? I have been thinking about my sister's affairs all the time. I just want to give my sister happiness!"

    "If you want to give me happiness, prove it to me."

    I let out my last shout, but Ying suddenly hugged me and kissed me when I was stunned!  My mind went blank, and I was filled with fear. I pushed her away instinctively, unable to believe her. Ying was thrown to the ground heavily, but she still smiled and said:

    "If you really stay with me wholeheartedly and forever, then in addition to friendship and family affection, you will also have to bear the responsibility of love. I can let go of everything and fall in love with you, but you can't do this."

    Ying¡¯s smile and her sister¡¯s words made her feel so strange to her ears!  With all kinds of emotions boiling in my mind, I fled the shrine once again.

    I ran as hard as I could under the sunset, until I ran out of energy. I knelt down on the roadside, covered my face and cried bitterly. What have I done? I love Ying the most. I can do anything for her. I can handle all the feelings of my sister.  Accept, I am the only one who can accept Ying's willfulness and her tolerance, and I am the only one who can understand her!  I am the only one who can use her, and I am the only one who can help her escape from unbelief!

    I have always thought so, but it was only at the previous moment that I realized how naive I was. It was terrible. I could give Ying friendship and family affection, but I could not give her love, whether it was physical or psychological.  I couldn't accept it. I pushed her away so ruthlessly and hurt her so much

    "Lord God, what should I do?"

    I felt sad and hesitant at the same time, so I could only plead to the gods.

    "Sometimes when you like someone so much, it hurts the other person."

    A sudden voice broke into my mind, and I looked forward blankly. A girl with short silver hair, golden eyes, and purple beads on her head was standing there.

    "¡­¡­who is it¡­¡­"

    "I am God, are you confused about your choice? Then I will give you another result."

    Looking at those beautiful and mysterious golden eyes, my mind didn¡¯t struggle at all, as if I had fallen into a dream.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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