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    Xu Xingchun couldn't help but smile, his face was tired and handsome, and the dimples on the side of his face were slightly sunken.

    Soon, the smile faded.  He touched Fu Xueli's hair, eyes, nose, lips, and chin little by little.  Look carefully at this face.

    Not sure if this is a sweet dream.

    Many images flashed through my mind.

    As he had often had for many years, dreams about her were as real as they were illusory.

    Occasionally, Xu Xingchun is also waiting, waiting for his obsession with Xue Li to disappear.

    Such a sense of obsession often makes him lose himself and even embarrasses him.

    It¡¯s just that after many years, he still can¡¯t suppress the desire that he has developed since he was young and is engraved in his bones as long as it is related to Fu Xueli.

    Recalling his childhood, childhood and adolescence, he sometimes couldn¡¯t tell how deformed his family was.  His father died when he was a child. According to his mother, he didn't even know whether his father was a policeman or a criminal.

    In his memory, that beautiful woman always carried great pain.  All her love was given to one man, so she poured all the remaining pain and decadence into the young Xu Xingchun.

    That memory is actually blurry, like a nightmare.  Just remember every meal at the table and every night at bed.  At any time and anywhere, she covered her cold jade-like face with her hands, and hot tears fell between her fingers.  Whispering in Xu Xingchun's ear, abusing him, and then abusing himself.

    His mother was seduced and raped by a middle school teacher at the age of 14, and was kicked out of the house by her father at the age of 20.  Later, I met Xu Xingchun¡¯s father.

    That man injected light into her life for a while, but with his death, she completely gave up.

    When Xu Xingchun was a child, because he could not feel the sincere sense of security and love, he was always disgusted and afraid of his mother who did not understand him.

    That period of childhood was dark and desperate.

    He thought that if he could escape, he would do so without hesitation.

    He tried his best to control himself.

    Xu Xingchun knows that he is not a person that can make people like him.

    He hates being a monster in the eyes of others and facing those strange looks, so he makes himself normal, and even relies on his good brain to become the best person in school.

    Since when, under the bright sunshine, he can smile at everyone and remain indifferent to their offenses.  He keeps his gentleness on the surface, hiding his flawed personality, but keeping a distance from everyone else.

    The appearance of Fu Xueli was the first and only person who could make Xu Xingchun feel happy emotions.

    After being in the same class with her for the first time on duty, he was confessed to by a group of gangster girls from other classes. The girl brought her brother with her.  Standing there indifferently.  Xu Xingchun's eyebrows had deep shadows, and he patiently stood on the podium as their backdrop.  But in fact, he has a slight mysophobia and hates being touched by people around him.  I felt unclean and didn't even want to be touched by that girl.

    Later, Fu Xueli kicked open the door of the classroom, holding a broom in his hand, with a slightly menacing look, and his profile seemed to be twinkling.  It is beautiful to see people still.

    Although a little pitiful, Fu Xueli was indeed the first person who stood up to defend Xu Xingchun as long as he could remember.

    In essence, he was dull, but later he gradually realized that he could not control himself and paid more and more attention to Fu Xueli.

    He finally realized that only she could make his heart beat.

    At the same time, I also discovered that I had long been unconsciously influenced by my mother.  You will only love someone in a weird way.

    The first time, she took the initiative to kiss him.

    The kiss ended quickly, but it instantly took away all of Xu Xingchun's attention.  She was innocent and charming, but he was completely absurd. He only struggled slightly, and from then on, he fell headlong into the trap she set at will.

    Xu Xingchun knew that he was hopeless, but what he didn't know was.  For Sydney, kissing is just an insignificant joke with others.

    For a long time, Fu Xueli was too self-centered in terms of personality, showed no mercy at all, lacked sympathy for others, and did not take other people's self-esteem into consideration.

    The first person to bear the brunt is Xu Xingchun.  Fu Xueli directly avoided and disliked the paranoia revealed in Xu Xingchun's eyes.

    The loneliness that penetrated into the bone marrow made Xu Xingchun often fall into complete confusion.  How he wished Fu Xueli could completely fall in love with him.  This difficult fantasy tortured and disrupted him in every possible way.?Some sense of proportion.

    For a long time, Xu Xingchun was in fear in junior high school, endured mental torture, and was on the verge of destruction.  He likes to disguise himself too much, pretending to be gentle and affectionate.

    So I¡¯m afraid that one day, these cover-ups will be exposed.  His selfishness and terrifying possessiveness, so completely different from him, would make Fu Xueli's eyes look like disgust again.

    Maybe she could escape from him from the beginning so that she could have an unfettered life that she liked.

    But it's too late.

    Both of them knew it was too late.

    The original fantasy finally came full circle, and many years later, late at night, she spoke it out calmly-

    Fu Xueli still had the same face in her memory, without the makeup, like a newborn baby, still clean and attractive.  He caressed it casually.

    She bit her lip in defeat, with genuine guilt in her voice, "Xu Xingchun, I'm sorry for wasting so many years of your life."

    Xu Xingchun looked back at her silently in the night.

    How many years does it matter?

    Besides Fu Xueli, who else could he fall in love with?

    How much he likes her eyes.

    Like the cold stars in the sky, the broken ice melted into the strong wine.

    When she was in junior high school, she just glanced at him accidentally.  He could never forget it.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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