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"Why are you doing this?"
Rong Dai came out and looked at her, took out a tissue and handed it to her.
It wasn¡¯t that she eavesdropped on purpose, but because the courtyard was so big, Lu Nianzhi became excited and angry, and spoke in such a loud voice that it was hard for her not to hear him.
Lu Nianzhi¡¯s eyes were red, and while wiping away tears, he looked up at the sky: ¡°Am I particularly timid?¡±
"You still say that I am a hard-core assistant who can't even handle my own personal feelings."
Her tone was full of self-deprecation.
Rong Dai looked at her and glanced at the time on her watch: "It's still early, why don't you go sit in the cafe opposite?"
Lu Nianzhi didn¡¯t want to enter the office in this mood and disturb other people¡¯s work. He nodded, and the two of them sat down in the coffee shop together.
Rong Dai didn¡¯t really come here to drink coffee.
Lu Nianzhi is her right-hand man. If she can't work normally, she won't be able to cope with many things in the company.
Although she has Shaoting by her side, he still has to deal with large and small matters in Huo's company every day.
Since the last incident with the Wen family, there has been little movement from Mr. Huo's family, but the more this happens, the more worrying it becomes.
So to let Lu Nianzhi work with peace of mind, she should help her and Mr. Xu whenever she can.
"You still love Mr. Xu, right?"
Rong Dai put the phone aside, looked up at her, and asked her softly.
Lu Nianzhi was stunned for a moment, looking at the scenery outside the window without focus, stirring the coffee in his hand.
It took about seven or eight seconds before she replied solemnly: "Yes, I still love him."
"Five years later, I still can't forget him."
"He was the first man I fell in love with. We had so many beautiful visions for the future."
"I hate him!"
"I hate him for giving me such a cruel blow, I hate him for destroying all these dreams!"
¡°I hate myself too, why can¡¯t I forget it?¡±
Lu Nianzhi looked at her with empty eyes, and her emotions were out of control when she mentioned this matter.
"But I don't have the courage to start with him again, but I don't have the courage to end it either."
"I¡¡"
Lu Nianzhi was in great pain. This kind of torture was just as painful as five years ago.
"Because of this incident, I was depressed for three years and took depression medication for three years."
"I thought I could come out, I thought I was strongI overestimated myself."
"When I think about his past with Ling Yan, when I think about his hands touching other women, when I think about those unbearable things, I feel sick! I hate it!"
"But why am I so useless? Why can't I forget him?"
Today¡¯s incident with Ling Yan completely irritated Lu Nianzhi. Rong Dai specially asked for a quiet small box in the coffee shop, so she was not afraid of being heard or seen, so Lu Nianzhi spoke out without restraint.
"I reallyhate the feeling of hating someone but not being able to forget it. This feeling is worse than death!"
"Why does he still show up to disturb my life? Why can't he let me go"
Lu Nianzhi was in endless pain.
The scenes from five years ago flashed through her head frame by frame like a movie replay.
Rong Dai saw her emotional outburst. Although she felt distressed, she also breathed a sigh of relief.
It is better to burst out than to keep it in your heart.
But she didn¡¯t expect that Lu Nianzhi would actually take antidepressant medicine for three years. Although she didn¡¯t know about this disease in her previous life, there were always articles like this in the news.
She also read one or two articles and knew the horror of depression.
No one can imagine how Lu Nianzhi managed to survive in those three years, so she still has such big emotional fluctuations when facing this matter.
The more persistent you are about something, the more beautiful it is, but when it breaks down, it becomes more unacceptable. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com