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Chapter 616: Inner Demon

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    "What did you say? Do you have something to say to your noble person? Auntie, wait a minute. Don't say it yet. It doesn't matter if you can't remember it. Take a look at this. Is it this person?"

    When he heard about his grandfather this time, Zhang Fan was not as anxious as last time. After all, it was all a few years ago. Even if there was news, it was only a few years ago. It would not help him find his grandfather. However,  What he didn't expect was that the old lady of the Jiang family actually said that Zhang Banxian had left a message for her.

    Zhang Fan almost hurriedly took out his wallet from his pocket. There was always a photo of him and his grandfather in his wallet. Every time he missed his grandpa, he would take it out and look at it. It was a gift today.  Used.

    "Auntie, look, is the Zhang Banxian you are talking about the old man in the photo?"

    When Zhang Fan handed the wallet to the old lady, Zhang Fan felt his hands trembling.

    The old lady took Zhang Fan's wallet and looked at the photo carefully, the light in her eyes gradually brightened.

    "It's him, this Zhang Banxian. He was the one who told me that I will be supported by noble people in my destiny. Help me get through this disaster. Master Zhang, do you know this Zhang Banxian? Oh, you all have the surname Zhang. Could it be that Zhang Banxian is  your¡­¡­"

    "Well, the person in the photo is my grandfather. Auntie, you said my grandfather had something to say to me? What exactly were those words?"

    Zhang Fan felt that his heartbeat was faster than ever.  Grandpa has been missing for so long and there has been no news. Now he actually knows that he left a message for him.  The excitement is really hard to describe in words.  As for why Grandpa was sure that the news would reach his ears, Zhang Fan didn't have the slightest doubt.

    I have only studied "Yang Gong's Secret Record" for a short period of time, and now I have achieved what I have achieved now. My grandfather has studied it for a lifetime. If he can figure out that he can meet this old lady and become the noble person she is destined to be, it doesn't seem to be a big deal.  of.

    It¡¯s just that when he learned about his grandfather¡¯s magic, Zhang Fan had another doubt in his mind.

    He has seen other people¡¯s misfortunes and other people¡¯s fortunes, most of which can be changed artificially.  Of course, it is also possible that we think it is artificially changed by us - an arrangement from somewhere, maybe for us to help those people change their destiny.

    But what happened to grandpa¡¯s divination?  After several years, he calculated that he and this old lady Jiang were destined to meet, so what were the things he had experienced in the meantime?  Is it already arranged by God and you just need to perform according to the basics?

    So what¡¯s the point of so-called diligence and hard work?  Since these are all destined, what is the difference between diligence and laziness?  In the end, isn¡¯t it just a pawn in the hands of God?

    At that moment, Zhang Fan felt that his brain had completely turned into a ball of mush, and he could not figure out what was in it. The chaotic years kept attacking his mind.

    Who am I, where am I, what do I do?

    These three questions are usually mentioned as jokes by us, but now they don¡¯t seem funny at all.  Are you just a pawn?  So what is the meaning of survival?

    Zhang Fan felt that more and more complicated thoughts began to appear in his mind. For a moment, he didn't even bother to ask the old lady what his grandfather had left. His body was shaking and he hugged himself with both hands.  The thoughts gushing out of his head made his head hurt, as if it was about to burst.

    Zhang Fan¡¯s endurance was originally very good, but when faced with this kind of pain, he actually screamed.

    "Doctor Jiang, look quickly, what's wrong with Master Zhang?"

    When Jiang Boguang saw this scene, he quickly called out to Jiang Qianxue, while Chang Xinrui who was on the side quickly grabbed Zhang Fan's arm and asked loudly: "Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? Why did you suddenly become like this?  It¡¯s like this.¡±

    "II'm finemy head, my head is messed upso messyifif our current lifeis, it has been arranged by others, theneverything we have done, and  What¡¯s the meaning?¡±

    Although Zhang Fan was in pain, he also spoke out what was in his heart, as if he was asking others as well as himself.

    "This kind of question, God, Master Zhang, couldn't this be a Taoist cultivator who met the inner demon in the novel? Otherwise, why would he think about this and think about himself like this?"

    "Inner demon? What should I do?"

    Chang Xinrui looked at Zhang Fan¡¯s painfully twisted expression and didn¡¯t know what to do.What is good.

    "Meaning, what's the meaning"

    Zhang Fan's face became more and more distorted. It was obvious that the pain in his head was intensifying, and his eyes began to turn red.  The old lady on the hospital bed frowned when she saw this scene. She never thought that she recognized the young man's grandfather, but she let the young man who saved her life become like this. If she had known this, she would still have  It's better not to tell him.

    "Meaning? What's the point of living? Do you really like the person you like?"

    Chang Xinrui's forehead was covered in cold sweat. It is said that the inner demons of monks sometimes just need someone to solve them, but she didn't know how to solve Zhang Fan's problems, so she could only say this sentence in the end.

    And just what Chang Xinrui said made Zhang Fan's body tremble suddenly.

    Do you really like the person you like?

    This question seems very simple, and it doesn¡¯t even seem like it should be asked to someone like him, but Zhang Fan asked himself, does he really like Li Mengmei and Bai Shuying?

    Yes, yes, I really like it!

    When he was most helpless and even desperate, Li Mengmei reached out to him. It was a kind of salvation. From that time on, the shadow of Li Mengmei was left in his heart.  After entering Jinxiu, Zhang Fan would often silently fantasize about what it would be like if he and Li Mengmei were together, but because of his poverty and lack of ability, he didn't dare to show it at all.

    After being together with Lu Rong for so long, he never even touched her. Was it just because he was too innocent, and was Lu Rong deliberately trying to shirk the blame?  No, it's not, that's because there is always a shadow hidden in his heart, that is Li Mengmei.

    As for Bai Shuying.  He didn't like Bai Shuying at first.  When getting along with her, it's just like getting along with that little girl Liu Rushi, without the slightest thought.  Later, when he was most lost, Bai Shuying walked into his life and gave her body to him, and he began to slowly accept this woman.

    Bai Shuying is different from Li Mengmei. She is like a loving bird. She has no temper and no edges. She can tolerate everything about Zhang Fan. No matter what he does, she will lean on him gently and tolerate him.  , forgive him.  Isn't it because of Bai Shuying's gentleness and tolerance that the family can be so harmonious now?

    like.

    Zhang Fan touched his heart and said that he really liked these two women.

    So, what if this is all arranged by God?

    Haha, that¡¯s right, so what if it¡¯s arranged?  When I am with them, I am very happy and happy. Isn't this enough?

    What is Tao?

    The Tao follows nature, follow the trend, and live in the moment. Isn¡¯t this enough?

    At that moment, Zhang Fan felt that his thoughts were clear. The astronomical number of question marks accumulated in his mind were cleared away in the blink of an eye, and his mind became clear.  Not only that, Zhang Fan felt that the speed of the true energy that had been flowing slowly in his body seemed to have increased by several percent. Could this be the legendary enlightenment?  Once you figure it out, even if you don't do any particularly exaggerated practice, will you be able to achieve enlightenment in the blink of an eye?

    "Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan, are you okay?"

    Seeing that Zhang Fan's expression gradually returned to calm, and even a little joy appeared on his face, Chang Xinrui's hanging heart finally fell back into his stomach.  This old classmate is so talkative that it makes people feel worried just looking at him.

    "Well, it's okay. Thank you. There are some things that once you figure them out, everything will be fine."

    Zhang Fan let out a long breath. The situation just now was indeed very dangerous. He was able to overcome his inner demons, and he had to thank Chang Xinrui. Without her words, Zhang Fan's thinking would probably have fallen into a dead end.  In the cycle, he finally let his inner demon forcefully drive him crazy.

    Jiang Qianxue, who was called by Jiang Boguang, looked at Zhang Fan as if he were looking at a psychopath. This guy just performed a face-changing son there. Why did he call him over?  What a waste of time.

    "Aunt, I'm sorry, I just got distracted. Where did we talk just now? What message did my grandfather leave for me?"

    After sorting out his thoughts, Zhang Fan faced the old lady on the hospital bed again and asked.

    "Are you distracted? I mean, young man, you're so distracted. It's really scary."

    The old lady teased Zhang Fan with lingering fear, and then continued: "Actually, that old gentleman didn't say much, just one sentence. Come on, if you have a chance, accept everything calmly."

    Come on, do you have a chance?

    Everyone in the room was confused, it was so confusing.  Just saying come on, not even mentioning where to go, there is still an opportunity. Could it be said that Zhang Fan's encounter with his inner demon just now is an opportunity?

    "Auntie, just fifteen words? Are you sure you don't have anything else to say?"

    Zhang Fan never expected that what his grandfather left behind would be such incomprehensible words.

    "Oh, no, really no. Although I don't quite remember the old man's appearance, I remember these words very clearly, as if they were imprinted in my mind. Oh, yes, yes, at that time I  I also asked that Zhang Banxian where he wanted my noble man to go, but Zhang Banxian said, no need to say it clearly, the obedient person knows what he is doing." (Remember this site's website address: www.hlnovel.com)There is no beginning or end.  Just saying come on, not even mentioning where to go, there is still an opportunity. Could it be said that Zhang Fan's encounter with his inner demon just now is an opportunity?

    "Auntie, just fifteen words? Are you sure you don't have anything else to say?"

    Zhang Fan never expected that what his grandfather left behind would be such incomprehensible words.

    "Oh, no, really no. Although I don't quite remember the old man's appearance, I remember these words very clearly, as if they were imprinted in my mind. Oh, yes, yes, at that time I  I also asked Zhang Banxian where he wanted my noble man to go, but Zhang Banxian said, no need to say it clearly, the obedient person knows what he is doing." (Remember this site's website address: www.hlnovel.com
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