The office was very quiet, with only the sound of Lu Xin speaking softly.
He tried his best to slow down his tone and describe it accurately, but he was still not sure whether Teacher Xiaolu understood it.
Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s face showed a look of trying hard to understand but feeling confused.
It was difficult for her to understand, and Lu Xin was not surprised. He could see that Teacher Xiaolu was still waiting for him at such a late hour. First, he was worried about whether he could come back safely after going out with No. 8, and also because she seemed to I want to have a good chat with myself.
Lu Xin didn¡¯t intend to lie to Teacher Xiaolu, so he expressed his feelings as accurately as possible.
But looking at her expression, you can guess that she actually doesn't understand.
"I¡¡"
Teacher Xiaolu seemed to be confused for a moment, then raised his head slightly and said, "I can't seem to understand this feeling."
When she said this, there was a disappointed expression on her face.
It is disappointment in myself, mixed with deep self-blame and discouragement.
But after Lu Xin listened to her words, after a moment of silence, a gentle smile appeared on his face and said, "It's okay."
¡°Few people can understand this feeling.¡±
As he spoke, his eyes showed a bit of seriousness, and he said: "You don't understand, it's good, this is a kind of luck."
Teacher Xiaolu looked at Lu Xin¡¯s smile and could feel the sincere comfort in his words.
But her mood did not improve at all because of this comfort. She slowly lowered her head and kneaded her fingers together. She looked very tired and frustrated, and she was not as optimistic as before. Looking at her current appearance, Lu Xin suddenly thought, could it be that the former teacher Xiaolu's optimism and liveliness in front of him was also an act?
Because I didn¡¯t understand it before, I couldn¡¯t see it.
Now you understand, so you¡¯re aware of it?
What is this?
Are two people who try their best to show off to each other every time they meet?
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When Lu Xin was thinking about these strange questions, Teacher Xiaolu seemed to have thought deeply. He slowly raised his head to look at Lu Xin, gestured lightly and said, "So, what you said has become better now, then Again, what kind of feeling does it feel?¡±
Lu Xin still didn¡¯t want to lie in front of Teacher Xiaolu.
He thought carefully for a moment, then gently pinched the fingers of his left hand together, and then pinched the fingers of his right hand together as well.
The two hands seemed to be holding a thread, gently pulling it in the air, and slowly getting closer.
"It's like two lines with different wavelengths. We can see each other, but we can't understand each other. This line is the world, and this line is me. Originally, I seemed to never be able to fit in with this world because the wavelengths are different. , even if I try to please it, it will be of no use, but gradually, my wavelength is changing, the world is also changing, and it begins to like me"
""
Teacher Xiaolu tried hard to understand and asked anxiously: "Will they really be integrated together?"
Seeing the anxiety, concern, and true joy in Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s eyes, Lu Xin stopped.
He knew that if he said it was okay, Teacher Xiaolu would believe it.
"But he didn't want to lie.
So after being silent for a while, he put down his palm and said softly: "I hope so"
"But I don't know."
"Because this part is something I can't control in my own hands."
""
The joy on Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s face was stunned, and her expression was slightly stiff.
"so¡¡"
She was silent for a long time, then looked up at Lu Xin and said, "Are you still not the same person as before?"
This question stunned Lu Xin, and he was silent for a long time.
In fact, I can feel that I am different now from before, but this is different from what Teacher Xiaolu thinks.
In her impression, she couldn't feel herself in this world when she was in the orphanage, but she regarded herself as a gentle and kind person at that time. She remembered the way she gave her chocolate, but I don't know that I was looking at her curiously from behind, thinking about why this girl acted so strong despite being so weak
Thinking about why she can run so fast.
I¡¯m also thinking, if she can¡¯t run away, will she still have the guts to provoke those little monsters
 A faint feeling of fatigue welled up in her heart. Lu Xin slowly started the car and drove forward slowly.
But after walking not far, the car lights suddenly illuminated a figure sitting on the railing of the road ahead. She was wearing a beautiful black skirt and holding a plastic bag in her hand. When she saw Lu Xin's car approaching, her face A happy smile appeared on his face.
It¡¯s a doll.
Why is she still here?
Lu Xin stopped the car slightly surprised, opened the door and walked out.
Seeing him get out of the car, the doll's expression became even happier. She stood up lightly and raised the plastic bag in her hand.
Inside are small red balls.
Seeing her happy look, Lu Xin suddenly understood that she was waiting for him to have dinner here.
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I can¡¯t tell what I feel like at this moment.
Lu Xin took off from Fire City. Apart from landing to refuel, he hardly stopped during the flight. He only ate a little something on the plane. When he saw No. 8, although he invited him to a meal, he only had two drinks because he had something on his mind. It was just a glass of beer and almost nothing to eat, and this meal, counting now, was already eight hours ago, so now I
¡I¡¯m really hungry.
He smiled and waved, letting the doll sit in the passenger seat of the jeep, then drove her to a nearby square and stopped. The two of them sat on a bench next to the square, and then took the doll's hand. The plastic bag that I have been holding on to.
This is indeed a good thing
Lu Xin thought, A Clockwork Orange was a very expensive ingredient at that time.
While thinking about it, he opened the plastic bag, startled slightly, and blocked the doll's extended hand.
In the puzzled eyes of the doll, Lu Xin tied the plastic bag again and threw it into the trash can next to it.
It stinks.
It seems that it has been a long time since I started packing
But, what should I eat
Looking at the pitiful eyes of the doll next to her, Lu Xin couldn't help but think that she had been waiting for him, right?
Did she not eat for eight hours?
Just when I was feeling embarrassed, footsteps sounded not far away, and from the dark shadow beside the square, a tall woman in uniform with a heroic look walked out. Her figure was very oppressive, and her eyes when she looked at Lu Xin were also very oppressive. She quickly came to Lu Xin and the baby, then put the two lunch boxes in her hands into Lu Xin's arms, turned around and left. .
Before leaving, he glared at Lu Xin.
"this¡¡"
Lu Xin stared blankly at the woman leaving, stunned for a moment, and then opened the lunch box.
?????????????????????????????????????: Inside a lunch box, there were very delicately made sandwich biscuits with beautiful patterns.
The other bento contained scrambled eggs, but they actually had eggs added to them.
Lu Xin's mood suddenly became better, and she had something to eat late at night.
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In the gap between the forest-like buildings in the distance, you can see the red moon hanging low in the western sky. The surrounding street lights are dim, making the shadows of the two people on the bench extremely long and blending them together, making it difficult to distinguish them clearly.
The two people sitting on the bench didn't speak, they just ate their meals in silence. Occasionally, there would be the sound of crunching biscuits and the "sucking" sound of eating fried noodles.
After a long, long time, Lu Xin suddenly said: "Do you understand me?"
The baby held half a piece of biscuit in his mouth, thought seriously for a while, and then shook his head without giving any face.
Lu Xin laughed happily: This feeling is so relaxing.
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