Harris¡¯s thick fingertips gently stroked the photo on the tombstone. He tried hard to imagine what Shen Suxin would look like in her forties. She would be a gentle and loving mother and a virtuous wife after her childishness faded away.
"Susu, why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant? Why did you let things develop to this point?"
Today, Shen Suxin is just a cold tombstone and an old memory to him.
They had a brief happy time, but when they met the right person at the wrong time, everything seemed to go wrong.
He selfishly sought warmth from her, but could not truly believe that Shen Suxin really loved her.
I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s because of low self-esteem or because I just can¡¯t believe that a woman like Shen Suxin would fall in love with me?
But, he likes Shen Suxin, he really likes her.
Every time he wanted to push her away in the midst of suffering, he ended up being reluctant to let her go. He wanted to be with her forever.
It¡¯s just that he couldn¡¯t find a reason to convince himself.
From the moment he met Shen Suxin, he could no longer control his heart. He felt Shen Suxin getting closer to her little by little, but Huo Jinxiu came to find her again.
That¡¯s why he was so wrong in the end.
Thinking about it now, at that time, her every move and smile made him confused and fascinated.
Harris knew he was wrong. He should not have provoked Shen Suxin. All he could do to her was harm.
He thought that separation would free each other, but he didn't expect that his carelessness would kill Shen Suxin.
At that time, she asked him to marry her just to give her child a home and to be responsible for her child, but he pushed her away.
This push away lasts a lifetime.
Harris smiled bitterly, and under his fingertips was Shen Suxin's calm face.
She is so stupid. As long as she tells him about her pregnancy, he will definitely marry her.
Then, everything will become different.
How could she understand the struggle in his heart? He just needed a reason to convince himself that he could have her openly.
He likes her so much. As long as he is given time, he is willing to try to believe her for her sake and believe that she and Huo Jinxiu are over.
But, she is so stubborn. She didn't give him the chance.
"Susu, you must think that I am bringing this upon myself. You left me and refused to see me for the last time until your death. Now, even our daughter refuses to recognize me. I have been letting you down all my life, not just you, And Ou Qing's mother, I got everything in the family, but so what? In the end, I couldn't keep the things I loved most. But this should be my retribution, it's my fault. If I lose you, God¡¯s retribution will be to make me lonely for the rest of my life.¡±
The only answer to him was the sound of the howling wind in the mountains.
After leaving the cemetery, Harris suddenly became confused.
He doesn¡¯t know where else he can go. This city is both familiar and strange to him.
The car drove around the city for a long time. The bodyguard said that William Ou received the news that he was coming to Tongcheng and rushed to Tongcheng overnight. As soon as he got off the plane, he was already in the hospital. After all, his injury was not healed yet.
Harris listened and was silent for a long time, frowning slightly, and then said indifferently, "Go to the hospital."
He still wanted to try his luck, even if he just took a look at Shen Qingqing from a distance. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com