She finally came back and will live a good life, so she will be very careful to protect everything in front of her, otherwise she is afraid that it will collapse again and she will be unable to control it.
"Liang Liang, this is for you."
Zhou Lanping touched her body for a long time, and then she found some money. She put the money in front of Liu Liang.
"When you've finished spending it, tell your mother."
Zhou Lanping smiled and didn't seem to care about money at all, but everyone could see how much she was short of money. The clothes she was wearing had been washed and turned white, and even the sleeves had been sewn. .
Liu Liang lowered his head and stared blankly at the money on the table. For people in the 1990s, the monthly salary at this time was only three to four hundred yuan. Zhou Lanping was a second-grade primary school teacher. At this time, The salary of primary school teachers is even lower, only three hundred and twenty yuan.
She took the money and counted it. It was fifty yuan. Fifty yuan can be said to be a month's living expenses for an ordinary family.
Liu Liang suddenly thought of something. She took her schoolbag from the ground, rummaged through it for a long time, and finally took out a handful of money from a small pocket.
Because her memory is too far away, she has forgotten some things. She remembers that when she came back from the Xu family, her mother gave her most of her salary, but how did she spend it at that time? She has forgotten all of it, but she just remembers that this may be the most free-wheeling and worry-free life she has ever lived in her life.
She has whatever she wants. She must have what others have, and she must have what others don¡¯t have. So she spends a lot of money, not knowing that Zhou Lanping, an ordinary primary school teacher, only spends three months a month. How difficult is it to support yourself and a daughter who spends a lot of money with a salary of over a hundred dollars?
She grabbed the money and stuffed it directly back into her schoolbag.
Then she picked up her schoolbag and walked into her room. Her mother lived in a small house, and she lived in a big house. Now she really felt that Zhou Lanping did not raise a daughter at all, but raised an ancestor who could eat people without spitting out bones. .
Neither she nor the one in front of her had ever dealt with her mother properly. They all said that children were enemies in their previous lives. She thought that she must have been her mother's biggest enemy in her previous life. Otherwise, how could she have done this to her biological mother? He did those vicious things, and even made his mother take the road of suicide in the end, just to let her live a few more days.
She put her hand on her head, and the memories of two lifetimes were confused in her mind, which made her whole head feel like a bunch of things had been forced into it, and it was about to explode.
Throwing her schoolbag on the ground, she also threw her whole body on the wooden bed. The outside had the unique atmosphere of this era, there were no traffic jams everywhere, and there were no people from all over the world who would come out every winter. Despite the haze, the air at this time is still fresh, and people at this time are actually very easy to be satisfied.
She didn¡¯t even have a quilt covering her. When she closed her eyes, the memories mixed with her past were almost like running water, rushing into her mind like crazy.
This is the deepest, cruelest, most hurtful and most painful place in her memory.
A young girl carried her schoolbag and walked into a magnificent house. She had lived in a small house with a few people and dozens of people sharing a toilet. She knew that, What is heaven, and for her, this place is heaven now.
"Although you have nothing to do with our family, you can still be regarded as being raised by our family."
The noble lady raised her eyes and glanced at the girl in shabby clothes, "Your mother is really incompetent. It only took a few days to raise you to such a petty attitude."
The girl just stood there, it was embarrassing to please.
"It's not impossible for you to come back." The woman snorted coldly, and her tone was like giving alms.
"You can come back if you want. You are still a member of our Xu family, but our Xu family dare not support you in vain. You have to do all the hygiene, laundry and cooking in this house. After all, if it wasn't you, it wasn't your mother, My Jiajia cannot have suffered twelve years in vain."
The girl grabbed her schoolbag's hand and held it tightly, but in the end she nodded. In order to return to a place that was not her home, she sacrificed her own respect and broke her heart.
Then, she slept in the furthest corner of this palace-like place, with no windows and only a shabby wooden bed. She got up before five o'clock every day and started cleaning the house, buying groceries and cooking. She is busy all the time and looks glamorous on the outside, but inside, she is a?What?
Time is like a mirror, broken into pieces. Each piece represents her humble days. She smiles to others and raises her chin to her classmates. She is like a parasite, living in this rich family, wasted. She lost her youth and her life. She never even enjoyed life or loved her life. Until she got sick, she was thrown out like garbage. It was her mother who picked her up. , fed her, gave her something to drink, gave her clothes, treated her, and gave her all the money he had saved.
Mom said that it was originally given to her. No matter how bad she is, it is still her mother's treasure.
That woman used her thin shoulders to hold up a broken home, and she also had a daughter who was never obedient and was terrible at herself.
But no matter what others say, she regards her daughter as a treasure.
They said, don¡¯t save him, he can¡¯t be saved.
They said, she disowns you and thinks you are poor. Why are you trying to save her now?
They said that she was a white-eyed wolf. Even if she was alive in the future, she would still go to a rich man.
But that stupid woman still had no excuses. She sold out all the things she could sell and borrowed all the money she could. What's more, in the end, everyone she knew or didn't know was hiding from them when they saw her.
A door was opened, and a skinny woman walked in. She walked to the hospital bed and held a hand that looked like a chicken paw.
No matter how thin or dark she is, she still puts a warm smile on her face, just like her hands, warm, gentle, tolerant of everything, and comforting everyone.
"Don't be afraid, mom will save you."
However, who can see the slight trembling of her shoulders when she smiles.
Rescue, how to save, they are penniless, and now they can't even afford a bowl of rice.
The woman raised her hand and gently stroked her daughter's face, which was no longer human. Don't be afraid, you still have your mother.
What she said most often was this: Don¡¯t be afraid, you have your mother. Don¡¯t be afraid, your mother is here.
That night, the wind was very strong, and it was even raining heavily. The skinny woman stood in the wind and rain. She raised her face. The yellow light under the street lamp made people feel more and more. The paleness on her face was streaked with lines. Underneath the wrinkles, there is a face that is so thin that it is out of shape.
One car after another rushed past in the wind and rain. Suddenly, she ran towards a car.
Then she was knocked away hard and fell down hard. The rain hit her face from time to time, but strangely, her face was peaceful.
The corners of her lips moved slightly.
It seems to be the same sentence.
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