Every day when he has something to do, he has to run to the library. Not only that, the frequency of Lu Xinran's love of reading has also gradually increased. This kind of thing has always been quite clear to Sheng Xinxin.
But later on, especially after giving birth to Jinbao, Lu Xinran did not read books as much as before.
The main reason is that after having Jinbao, Lu Xinran must devote all her heart and soul to taking care of Jinbao.
Therefore, just like this, Lu Xinran stopped reading less because of the treasure.
Hearing what Lu Xinran said, Sheng Xinran smiled, and then Sheng Xinran sat down next to Lu Xinran.
Sheng Xinxin pulled Lu Xinran¡¯s slightly cold hand.
"Of course, there are some things that you might be able to think from some good aspects, just like this time. Although you are indeed in the hospital and Jinbao is indeed not with you, but You can actually think about it from another angle. During this period of time, you can actually do some things that you couldn't do before. I remember that you loved reading when you were in college, but you didn't like reading later, mainly because of Jinbao. Maybe because of it, you couldn¡¯t completely devote yourself to the book, so you simply stopped reading it. However, during this period of time, you can freely do what you want to do. If you think about it, , maybe it¡¯s also a better thing.¡±
Sheng Xinxin did not say such words in a hypocritical manner.
But Sheng Xinxin believes that this matter can indeed be handled as Sheng Xinxin said.
After all, Jinbao is indeed no longer by Lu Xinran's side. Therefore, no matter from which dimension, Sheng Xinxin also feels that at this point in time, instead of making herself so sad, it is better to let herself change. Such a large amount of things can be dealt with according to the state of mind.
All in all, Sheng Xinxin felt that it was very difficult to accept the matter of Jinbao at once, but sometimes there are many things, and you still have to learn to face him.
After hearing what Sheng Xinxin said, Lu Xinran nodded.
It is indeed like what Sheng Xinxin said, but if you want Lu Xinran to do what Sheng Xinran said in a short period of time, then there must be some difficulties.
After all, this matter is not as simple as most people imagine.
As a mother, it is normal to feel sad when you suddenly lose your child.
Therefore, Lu Xinran also felt that she had to give herself a period of time to debug. During this period, Lu Xinran has been doing some debugging for herself.
But sometimes, even a little bit of debugging can¡¯t fill the huge gap in Lu Xinran¡¯s heart.
As for the vacancy in Lu Xinran's heart. It's not like you can make up for it overnight.
"Spirit, I could understand all the things you said at the time, but some things always backfired. I was also working hard to adjust my mentality and mood. I also wanted to get rid of this new experience as soon as possible. Escape, but sometimes, it¡¯s not something I can solve just by thinking about it. Even if I think so about some things, when I do it, after all, I can¡¯t make it consistent with my words and deeds. In short, I think you You should be able to understand my feelings. But don¡¯t worry, I won¡¯t be so decadent. I have seen many people do bad things because of this incident, not to mention that I have also seen I have gone through many, many cases, but I believe that I will not be defeated so easily."
¡°If at the beginning, all Lu Xinran did was to force a smile, then now Lu Xinran can clearly state that everything she is doing now is not to force a smile.
Rather, I am slowly accepting everything.
Just like He Sheng Xinxin¡¯s thoughts, Sheng Xinxin wanted to contact Su Xiaoyao.
Lu Xinran also wanted to contact Gu Changru.
But sometimes, what a person wants to do cannot be done based on his own temperament, so he can only endure this longing and bury it deep in his heart.
But in my heart, this longing must still remain undiminished.
Whether it is Lu Xinran's longing for Gu Changru, or Sheng Xinxin's longing for Su Xiaoyao, it is always increasing as before. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com