She subconsciously wanted to touch her belly again, but found that it was still flat.
These days she always does this action unconsciously.
Before, I was used to touching my belly every time to feel the child¡¯s powerful fetal movements.
Now there is suddenly nothing, and she can't adapt to it at all.
Whenever this happens, she truly understands that her child has really left her
When she thought of this, her tears couldn't help falling again.
When she was in the hospital, the doctor told her not to be too emotional. Gu¡¯s mother also told her that crying during confinement would leave the root of the disease in the future.
So, she has always controlled herself.
Except for that night when she cried heartbrokenly in front of Lu Jinghuai, she really never shed another tear.
However, when she returned to this familiar place, no one was looking at her anymore, and she couldn't control her mood.
The tears flowed out uncontrollably.
These days, everyone was careful not to mention the child in front of her, so she acted as if she didn't know anything and cooperated with the doctors and nurses peacefully.
However, in her heart, she still could not accept the fact that her child had really left her.
Lu Jinghuai guarded her every night, so that in the dark night, she could only close her eyes and constantly caress her flat belly under the quilt, so that she could reluctantly fall asleep.
This child has grown in her flesh and blood, how can it be said that she can just let it go? !
She felt extremely regretful and self-blame for herself.
I hate myself for being so careless and falling down the steps.
If it weren¡¯t for her, maybe such an accident wouldn¡¯t have happened at all!
This kind of regret and self-blame tortured her day and night, reminding her.
In the familiar room, because she wanted to rest, Lu Jinghuai had already closed the curtains when he left just now, making it impossible to see her fingers.
Gu Zheng just opened his eyes and let the hot tears soak the pillow cover.
The previous scene was played out in front of my eyes.
How will she and Lu Jinghuai face each other in the future?
Judging from his intentions, he is still unwilling to divorce her, but how will she deal with herself?
This lost child has become an insurmountable gap between them.
In her heart, she still blamed Lu Jinghuai for giving up the chance of her child surviving so easily.
And what about Lu Jinghuai?
Lu Jinghuai would probably be very concerned that she might be pregnant with someone else's child, right?
The more she thought about this, she felt her head started to hurt again.
Gu Zheng curled up and turned over, curled up into a ball, and then hugged himself with both hands, which made him feel better.
After Lu Jinghuai left the bedroom, he went directly to the study.
There has been too much work backlogged these days, and he had to deal with it quickly.
"gentlemen!"
The housekeeper's quiet voice sounded outside the door.
"Come in!"
Lu Jinghuai was still busy with the work at hand and replied without raising his head.
The butler then walked in with a glass of warm water.
"What's up?"
"Sir, I'm here to ask you, if you ask about my wife at my old house"
"Don't talk about this yet. She's not in a good mood right now. Don't attract all kinds of people to bother her!" Lu Jinghuai said unhappily.
Messy people? ?
The housekeeper glanced at Lu Jinghuai and said nothing.
"Besides, during this period, she can do whatever she wants, but she can't be allowed to go out. After half a month, we can find some qualified body repair specialists to distract her."
Lu Jinghuai continued to make arrangements in an orderly manner.
"Okay sir, I understand!"
The housekeeper bowed and nodded. After putting down the cup, he closed the door to the study and went downstairs.
"Jinghuai"
As soon as the housekeeper left, Lu Jinghuai's phone rang. He slid the phone away and put it aside, continuing to sign documents in his hand.
"Um!"
"I heard that my sister-in-law has been discharged from the hospital?"
An Yanxi's voice came from the mobile phone.
"Hmm."?
"Is she okay? Is it convenient for me to come and visit?"
"inconvenient!"
Lu Jinghuai refused directly.
"Oh, Jinghuai, why are you like this! My sister-in-law is definitely in a bad mood, and you always keep a cold face and say nothing. She is bored alone, and it is easier to lose her mind! I will talk to her, or I will put that Qiaoqiao also came to chat with her, maybe she will be in a better mood?"
"unnecessary!"
After Lu Jinghuai said this, he hung up the phone directly.
An Yanxi was speechless and actually hung up on him again! !
However, what An Yanxi said just now made Lu Jinghuai stop writing in his hand.
He thought for a while, then dialed another number.
"gentlemen!"
¡°Help me find a suitable psychological counselor, preferably one who can come to my door!¡±
"Yes, sir!"
The assistant knew what happened at Lu Jinghuai¡¯s house recently, so he didn¡¯t ask any more questions, knowing that it must be related to Gu Zheng.
If you want to provide psychological guidance, who else can be more useful than a psychological counselor?
When Gu Zheng came out of the room and went downstairs, he found that there was another person in the living room at home. He was a gentle and polite man who was looking at her with a smile.
"Hello, Mrs. Lu!"
He stretched out his hand and said hello to her.
"Hello"
Gu Zheng was a little confused, but still politely shook the hand he handed over.
"My name is Xiao Ning. Nice to meet you. Mrs. Lu, can you sit with me for a while? I see there seems to be a glass greenhouse in your yard. The scenery is very good!"
Xiao Ning looked at Gu Zheng with a smile and said, his voice was neither urgent nor slow, gentle and full of natural affinity.
Although Gu Zheng didn¡¯t know who he was or what he was doing here, it must not be a coincidence that Lu Jinghuai allowed him to enter the house and allowed her to see him.
"OK!"
Gu Zheng smiled and nodded.
In fact, Xiao Ning had his own reasons for suggesting going to the flower house. Gu Zheng is currently recovering and cannot catch the wind. According to what the housekeeper just said, Mrs. Lu's favorite place to stay is the flower room and the flower gallery in the yard.
There is still a slight breeze outside right now, so it is obviously not suitable to be outdoors.
He is one of the best psychological counselors in the country. After the assistant answered Lu Jinghuai¡¯s call, he found him immediately. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com