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Park Xiurong recalled a certain early morning more than half a year ago after a long absence.
My body was covered with blood, and I didn¡¯t sleep all night. In the early morning, I got up and vomited into the trash can. Then I was taken to the hospital, where I held Shen Yishu and cried in the taxi. At that time, I felt that my one-year-older sister was like a superman, like a program, calm, reliable, trustworthy, and even immune to most emotions including pain. She seemed to be omnipotent and invulnerable, but only now did I realize that it was all a lie. Look, the moon will break if you throw a stone into the water, but after it breaks, it will return to its calm surface. All the scars, confusion, and pain will be hidden under the deep water, and no one will see or know it.
It¡¯s been almost half a year since I received treatment, and the torture must have lasted even longer. When did it start? "growing"? Going to Venice? "July 7th" event? Or is it some secret node further forward that no one knows about?
But no matter when he fell into the quagmire of negative emotions, as long as he thought that Shen Yishu might be experiencing all this alone, and at the same time living, practicing, and doing activities as if nothing had happened, Park Xiurong would be extremely sad and could not stop crying. The place of residence is falling out, like a child who has been robbed of his beloved toy. He can do nothing but cry to vent his inner sorrow.
Shen Yishu hated to see anyone cry. Pu Xiurong's tears scared her to death. She quickly stepped forward to comfort her: "Don't cry, don't cry. Don't be sad about this. It's not that serious. As long as you can still say it." It¡¯s not a big deal. As long as I cooperate with the doctor¡¯s treatment, I will get better. Do you think I look serious now?¡±
It was okay if I didn't say this, but when I said it, the remaining three people almost burst into tears. When the manager came in and saw the four people with tearful eyes, they immediately understood what had happened, but when he saw Shen Yishu's eyes asking for help, he said There was nothing she could do to help, but she decided not to say anything at the beginning.
"I don't want to say it out because I'm afraid it will have a bad impact if it spreads. The only person in the girl group is suffering from depression. What will the outside world think? Even baseless speculation may become malicious criticism. In order to avoid this It is an unnecessary disaster, and the fewer people know about it, the better." Shen Yishu felt tired after saying a long string of words in one breath, so he sat down on the sofa, "I had a serious tendency to be autistic when I was a child, so now Suffering from depression is not a strange thing. If everyone feels sad, then treat me to delicious food Wait a minute, I will return in early February, so I still won¡¯t eat, but I¡¯m about to It¡¯s my birthday, can I ask for a gift in this name?¡±
Midnight is not the right time to have a long conversation. Shen Yishu then expressed his embarrassment, and the others temporarily gave up all ideas, said goodbye to their manager and Pei Zhuxuan and returned to the dormitory.
After returning, Sun and Pu Xiurong went to remove makeup and wash up. The bathroom was tight, so Shen Yishu went back to the bedroom to change into pajamas. After changing, he saw a kakao message from Zheng Zeyun on his phone, so he sat on the tatami and typed a reply because it was too late. I was too focused on waiting for Jiang Seulqi to come forward and didn't notice it. I was startled by her sudden appearance. I lost my phone and dropped it.
Fortunately, the tatami was laid out and it was not a place for standing. Jiang Seqi was extremely lucky and hurriedly picked up her phone. There was no screen, so I saw the message on the chat interface. The note was three coffee emojis. In fact, she knew who it was without asking. Not many people could make Shen Yishu so focused.
"Thank you, but Seulgi, why don't you make any sound when you walk?"
"Obviously you were so focused on senior that you didn't hear me coming."
Shen Yishu raised his hands above his head in a gesture of surrender: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong. I will greet you first next time."
"You greet me first and leave senior alone, right?" Jiang Seqi knelt down and looked at Shen Yishu with a smile, "Boyfriends also need to be coaxed."
"Are you jealous?" After typing the last word and sending it, Shen Yishu put down his phone. The little bear in front of him seemed a little disappointed, "I think you know how much the combination is compared to you, I thought you know better than anyone else."
Jiang Seqi shook her head: "No, I'm just envious. Maybe the seniors know about your difficult moments that we don't know and can share them with you."
Well, after going around in a circle, we finally returned to the starting point. Shen Yishu wanted to speak, but Jiang Seqi beat him to it: "Although you have the intention to hide it, you are not always able to hide it. That day Xiurong was watching on the coffee table. Is it your medicine that arrived?"
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????¡ Shen Yishu was groggy at first, but when he heard this, he immediately woke up and quickly said it was vitamins, Park Xiurong??Isn't your vulnerability enough to explain your specialness? "
"Maybe you are right, being liked by others is enough to show that there is a difference. I have always been afraid of bringing him down, but in order to prevent the situation from falling into such a bad situation, I will work hard."
It was Jin Yuanzhi¡¯s turn to be confused: ¡°Bring it down?¡±
"It's just a small personal problem of mine that's not worth mentioning." Shen Yishu said with a smile, "Don't worry, no one will be hurt, I promise."
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There are some discrepancies. Rabi¡¯s first solo was a little earlier than expected. Cha Eunwoo has been the MC of Yinzhong since October 2016. After checking the information, he found a bug. Let¡¯s just pretend that he hasn¡¯t started MCing here yet.
Regarding what happened to Hongbin yesterday, friends who read this article may be fans of the group he mentioned. I don¡¯t know what to say other than I¡¯m sorry. It¡¯s not a question of whether to drink during the live broadcast, it¡¯s that you shouldn¡¯t comment on other artists at will on public platforms. Idols are a profession where you have to be careful with your words and deeds at all times, especially since he is not considered a nobody cares. Adults should Take responsibility for what you do, and everyone can scold you if you want.
But as a fan, I am definitely more worried about his current state than being angry. It's hard to say how much impact the group's stagnant activities and the company's lack of clear road plans will have on him, but there is already a person with depression + panic disorder in the team, so don't let another patient appear. While you are not active now, go to the doctor if you are sick, reflect on yourself, and adjust your state. Yesterday I woke up and saw Leo tweeting sorry at 4 a.m., and then I saw Hongbin¡¯s inappropriate remarks. It was really dark
Then a friend asked in the comments if he would write about this matter. To be honest, I haven¡¯t decided where to end it yet orz. I initially decided to write it until the beginning of 2019, but what happened to Hongmao later was also hurtful, rbb, zimzalabim, Umpah, umpah, psycho, and wendy were injured. Everyone who watched it made both men and women cry. I should be able to write it, but it is definitely different from the actual situation. I feel that the plan that was completed over 500,000 years ago is being frantically tested on the edge of bankruptcy But then again , if Li Hongbin really knew Shen Yishu, maybe he wouldn't have caused this incident. After all, Shen Yishu's innate skill is probably to passively influence others (? How can you have the nerve to stay at home and be a game anchor when your relatives work so hard?
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