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Chapter 47: The End of the World

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    If there is such a woman, I think, I will treat her well.  I'm not a fool.  How to treat her well?  Let me think about it, it¡¯s really nothing special, I will probably give her a lot of things, I will go a long way to see her; I will miss her and help her on sunny or rainy days; I will buy her  What she wants; will cook her food, dishes, soup; will tell her stories; will mess her hair and say "bump".  It seems, it seems, that's all.

    ? On the eve of Christmas, the company held an event. There was a program in which various departments formed groups to answer questions of different categories.  I had never even heard of most of those questions, but I answered a key geographical question in the final round, and our department won a small Christmas tree in four or two games.

    This winter, I accidentally found a scarf in a textile store in a corner of a shopping mall. The winter in Hangzhou is relatively cold.

    ? On New Year¡¯s Eve, after I went downtown to do some shopping, I hitchhiked at Lianhe Square. A tall woman smiled at me from a distance, and then walked towards me through the crowd.  That girl, but in an instant, some long-term memories rushed to my face, and I couldn't help but smile back at her.  She brushed past me, said "Excuse me" politely, and happily ran towards the money changer on the wall behind me.  It turned out that she wasn't smiling at me.

    I immediately ran back, walked several blocks, and entered the library.  I searched all over the bookshelves but couldn't find the book I wanted. It must have been sold. I haven't been able to sell a book for several years. What kind of bookstore is it called?

    On the night of December 31, 2013, I saw buy one get one free red wine in a supermarket, so I immediately bought two bottles.  After taking it home, I drank one bottle, and my head started to feel a little dizzy. For some reason, I opened the other bottle, and suddenly remembered that this kind of wine must be finished after opening the bottle, otherwise it will turn into vinegar.  , So I drank it too.  Slowly, the wine bottle and glass in front of me danced leisurely.

    I remember Lu Feng said that our love is a waste of youth.  This seems to be the case, but think about it again, if those youths are not wasted, wouldn't they even have no memories?

    Lu Feng and Jersey asked me to have dinner whenever there was a holiday, "feel a little family warmth".  They probably thought they were doing good, but I felt as if I was suffering, because the common language between me and them had become less and less.  During the Lunar New Year, a few of us ate at Lu Feng's house, and they were the ones who talked.

    I have nothing to complain about, and I have nothing to chat about. I happened to be sitting next to the wine bottle, and I just poured a cup of wine.  All the red wine that was opened that day was so sour.  Suddenly, there was no sound around, and I looked up, and eight eyes were watching me pour sugar into the wine glass with the standard gesture of scientific experiments.

    I smirked at them, "This way, the wine won't be sour."

    Those four people stopped chattering, moved the cup away, and began to educate me. After having children, people will probably involuntarily rely on their elders to sell their elders.  Lu Feng said "You can't be more active", Jersey said "You should expand your social network appropriately", "There is no grass in the end of the world", "I have a good man under me, why don't we meet sometime", none of them mentioned  On point.  They probably thought I was using wine to drown my sorrows, but in fact, I really just wanted to sweeten the wine.  Rare and more strange, what a long-winded.

    I didn't get enough of the wine, so when I got home, I ran out and bought another bottle, and drank from the bottle.  Drank until I was blissful, daydreaming: If Wu Li and I had a baby, who would it look like?  If you have a girl, you should be more like her, that's good, but don't be too short, because if you are too short, you will have less room to choose a marriage partner in the future, and of course you can't be too tall; if you have a boy, you should be like me, otherwise, in the future  How can you beat others in a fight?

    I slept on the table all night, woke up the next morning, saw that there was still a small half bottle of wine left, and drank it immediately.

    Sometimes I am a little worried, fearing that one day Wu Li really sees it and doesn¡¯t like it, so I want to save her from the brink, but I don¡¯t know how to save her. When I am desperate, I suddenly realize, what else to save, all my shortcomings  , faults, mistakes, in fact, she knows all about it!  She doesn't love me because of how good I am, she loves me because I "take her seriously", because I am different from others, because of me, because of me.  Then, what am I afraid of?

    I am happy again.  Don't change it, don't change it if you kill me, I want her to recognize me at a glance.

    I'm used to scolding and boasting, and I feel a bit like watching a movie I directed. It's a midnight show, sitting in the last row, replaying those past days, those smart and stupid, those missed fates, watching the audience or  Moved, or happy, or sad.  Their touches, joys and sorrows are actually not for me, but for the person in their hearts; their touches, joys and sorrows.

    The movie always ends: "Are you still thinking about her?"

    "No."

    "Liar, the person in your heart is her."

    "I just 'think' of her sometimes, not 'thinking' of her. Don't you occasionally think of people from the past?"

    On the way home, I looked at the tall tower outside the car window and couldn't help feeling sad.  When I first came to Wenzhou and saw the tower, I made a fuss for a long time, but now I am used to seeing it, but I have to leave again.

    I have been to Hangzhou once, to visit a client, and stayed for three days in a hurry. Soon, I will go there again and stay there for an unknown amount of time, and then maybe I will move to another place, and maybe there will be another one  ¡ª who knows?

    Actually, I didn't tell the truth just now.  I didn't like Hangzhou, I didn't know anyone - not even a friend.  If you run that far, you will be lonely.  By the way, Wu Li was running around alone, did she ever feel lonely?

    I thought of Jersey's hysteria when he found out that Li Suqiu was married, and couldn't help but gasp.  Now, no one is by my side to comfort me.

    The following days passed quickly, and I was busy saying goodbye to friends in Wenzhou, sorting out things, selling and giving away the few belongings that could be sold, and packing the rest to Hangzhou.  At the beginning of October, the lease of the house expired, and Lu Feng happened to go home to visit relatives, so I moved to the guest room of a colleague's house with a small amount of luggage.

    A few days before leaving Hangzhou for work, I decided to take a closer look at Wenzhou.

    Now I spend a lot of time wandering the streets every day.  I'm not a very imaginative person, so there are only a few places to go around.

    The sky in Wenzhou is always so blue.  I believe that when I go to the ends of the earth in the future, I will also miss such a blue sky.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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