I hugged the microphone sadly, feeling indescribably tired. Why should I not give up on the facts that have already been formed? Still want to make fun of yourself? I tried to hurt Jersey, only to hurt myself more; he had Wu officials to treat him well, and I had nothing.
Should let go.
Tonight, He Haiyan and I came back from a friend's party and sat on the roof to watch the stars. The colored lights of the street lamps in the distance are brilliant and dazzling in the cold night. At that time, Lu Feng was already working elsewhere, and He Haiyan became my closest person here.
"The stars here are very bright." I said.
"Probably because of the high terrain and less air pollution."
"They look so close, but they are actually terribly far away," I was a little sentimental, "Let's sing."
I made a head start, and we sang "One Person's Loneliness, Two People's Fault" together:
? Let's go together
? The wind and rain will never turn back
I love you and I am willing to wait
Even in a few years
Struggling for love,,,,,,.
After a song was sung, she put her hand on mine, and I wanted to take it out, but she pressed it tightly.
"Zhou Wen, I really like you," she stared at me solemnly, "What should I do?"
At that moment, I was moved by her. She leaned her head gently on my shoulder: I don't seem to have any reason not to like her. She turned to kiss me.
One night in 2010, He Haiyan and I started dating. I think, she is a good person, I have to work hard to love her.
Later, I realized that to truly love someone does not require "effort". At the moment of giving love, it is already "overwhelming."
The first day of 2011 started quite happily. The gift Lu Feng sent from Qingtian¡ªa long time ago, I told him that I would buy a bos purse if I had money, but I didn¡¯t expect him to remember it all the time.
I immediately called to ask him if he picked up the wallet or the rich woman.
He laughed and told me that he contacted an advertising company to do advertising design, and he could earn nearly 1,800 yuan a month.
"I think I'm so rich," Lu Feng would spend the money he hadn't earned boldly, "By the way, our company has a lot of business this year and needs a lot of people. When I went to report yesterday, they asked me if I had any colleagues to recommend , just do it for a month. Do you want to recommend it for you?"
"The opportunity is very good." He strongly suggested.
I hesitated and said, "I don't want to go to Wenzhou."
"Wow, you are promising," Zheng Ying exclaimed, "You are thorough enough."
"I just don't like that place."
"Whatever you want, whatever you want." Zhou Wen was helpless.
For He Haiyan's birthday, I gave her a wine red bag with dark lines. That's what I saw in the window of a luxury store, and the model was wearing a bag, it was impeccable. She was as happy as a child.
During the holiday, we went to Jiangxin Island to play. In one store I bought her a "mood ring". That afternoon, we went to the tallest building in Wenzhou.
"The building is not considered the tallest building now." He was a little disapproving.
"The top of the building is known as the 'place closest to heaven'." I took her to go.
We took the elevator to the top of the building. The scenery was beautiful and the wind was very strong. We took some photos and just flowed down with the crowd.
I was dragged by He Haiyan to take a picture without any preparation, and felt dissatisfied. When I went downstairs, I found that my hair was messed up by the wind, and my expression was unnatural.
I said: "It's so ugly."
"I think it's good." He Haiyan felt good, "Hey, let's take this photo back?"
"What? It costs 20 yuan for such a crappy shoot, don't want it!" I firmly denied it. Just then, through the noisy crowd, I saw a pair of eyes.
Those eyes belonged to someone I knew.
I thought I had forgotten her, but in fact, I didn't.
In this strange city, we met again in this way.
I kept looking at Wu Li, and there was something flickering in her eyes. At first, I couldn't tell what it was, but it stung my eyes like lightning, and it hurt unambiguously. my heart.
Suddenly, I woke up, and there was a kind of sadness in her eyes. In the blink of an eye, my brain seemed to be hit hard by someone, leaving a clear imprint: I don't knowI don't know where the sadness in her eyes comes from, but somehow feel that it seems to be related to me.
How could it be related to me? I finally came back to my senses and looked around anxiously. She should be around here, and I want to find her. I want her to tell me what that bit of sadness is about me. Since it is related to me, then I have the right to know. Will the people in this place be a little more honest?
"What are you looking at?" He Haiyan patted my shoulder, "If you don't want to buy it, then go."
I turned my head sharply, "We bought it!"
"Didn't you just say" He was dumbfounded.
"I bought it when I said it!" I said impatiently, "Hurry up!"
She may think that I am moody, but the only thought in my heart at that time was not to let Wu Li see the photo of me and He Haiyan, absolutely not. I regret taking this photo.
I looked around all the way, but I couldn't find that figure. She seemed to have evaporated from the world.
He Haiyan asked me: "What's wrong with you?" I asked several times.
I just shake my head. I know I shouldn't do this, but I just don't want to talk to her. The sadness in Wu Li's eyes just now pierced into my heart like two nails, making my heart ache. Where has she gone?
I don't want her to be sad. Even if I have known for a long time that she doesn't love me, I don't want her to be sad.
We ate at a restaurant. After paying the bill, Du He Haiyan lifted her spirits and said with a smile, "I like this the most."
We took the note, which said: "The person you love is watching you not far away."
I shivered involuntarily.
I already understand that the person mentioned above is Wu Li. Why? Because, I hope she is Wu Li. One's own heart is more convincing than God.
She must be somewhere in this city. We may be across the street, we may have passed by, or we may have cast our eyes and left footprints in the same place.
In the next few days, no matter where I go, I will involuntarily look for it in the sea of ??people, but I can't find it. Wenzhou, after all, is a very big city. Anyone who falls into it will sink into the sea. Wu Li and I seem to be very close, but also seem to be separated by the ends of the earth.
On the car going back, I woke up and found that He Haiyan had fallen asleep leaning on my shoulder, with a simple and calm expression. I'm sad: she trusts me so much, and I'm about to change my mind. However, it cannot be said that I have changed my mind. From the very beginning, the person I love is Wu Li, and my heart has not changed. In any case, I already owe her a lot, and I can't owe it any more, otherwise, I will definitely not be able to pay it back. Although Wu Li does not belong to me, I do not belong to He Haiyan either.
When the car arrived, I shook He Haiyan awake and said to her, "Let's break up, I'm sorry."
When He Haiyan finally figured out that I was not joking, her face turned pale, "Is there something wrong with me?"
"No, you are very good, really good." I have to admit that He Haiyan is impeccable in many aspects, "I am not good."
She looked up at the dark sky, and after a while, she asked me again: "Have you fallen in love with someone else?" Her voice was a little trembling.
I am speechless.
"Who is she?" He Haiyan kept opening and closing her phone.
I didn't answer, she asked again, and then said with a wry smile: "Even if you lose, you should let me know who lost."
I made up my mind and told her honestly, "Wu Li."
"Wu Li?" Her expression was very surprised, "When did you start?"
"We didn't start," I said sadly: "She doesn't like me, she likes another person. So, don't make things difficult for her, because she doesn't know."
Her tears flowed down. I don't deserve what he did to me.
That night, I called Lu Feng and told him that I hoped to work in his company.
"Didn't you refuse to come anyway?" She felt very strange.
"I figured it out." I said as lightly as possible.
"Did you quarrel with He Haiyan?"
"I broke up with him."
"For Wu Li?" The smartest and scariest thing about Lu Feng is that he always speaks directly and to the point.
I do not speak.
"Understood." Lu Feng pondered for a while, "Come over tomorrow and let's talk."
Lu Feng's company was indeed eager for talents. A day later, the supervisor called me. We talked for an hour and decided to go to their company on the spot.
When I hung up the phone, one of them actually cost 5,000 yuan, so I couldn't help but feel flustered. I feel like I have taken the first step towards realizing my dream.
I told Lu Feng that I would go to Qingtian to be his companion in a few days, "I can't believe I have the ability to earn so much money."
Lu Feng laughed, "There are also women here. Remember to bring some beautiful clothes. There are many beautiful women in our company who are worthy of serious seduction." Lu Feng has been proud recently because he found a new girlfriend, who is from his department. Colleague, currently working as project manager. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)nbsp; Hanging up the phone, one of them actually cost 5,000 yuan, so I couldn't help but feel flustered. I feel like I have taken the first step towards realizing my dream.
I told Lu Feng that I would go to Qingtian to be his companion in a few days, "I can't believe I have the ability to earn so much money."
Lu Feng laughed, "There are also women here. Remember to bring some beautiful clothes. There are many beautiful women in our company who are worthy of serious seduction." Lu Feng has been proud recently because he found a new girlfriend, who is from his department. Colleague, currently working as project manager. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com