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Chapter 80

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    Lan Jingfeng put pressure on the manager to fire Sisi and Tang Qi, and only I know that he didn't do it because of me.  Because he really didn't know about their bullying me, he didn't even care about my swollen eyes from crying, or he didn't care.  I thought about it for a long time, until Sisi and the others were relieved of their crisis, I realized that everything was because of Yang Xiaoyun.  Because he is very interested in Yang Xiaoyun's affairs, so I often talk about Yang Xiaoyun's affairs in front of him, not only to test him, but also to find a common language.  I naturally told him a lot about Sisi and Tang Qi bullying Xiaoyun. I think he was probably angry because of this and punished Sisi and Tang Qi.  As for the end of the crisis, I can't think of any other reason besides Yang Xiaoyun.  He knew that Yang Xiaoyun only liked to drink taro milk tea, not coffee.  But he never remembered that I, like Yang Xiaoyun, didn't drink coffee.

    That day he invited the people in our office to dinner, and I saw Yang Xiaoyun's abnormality that day.  It was that day that I realized that he loved Yang Xiaoyun.  During the drinking order, Yang Xiaoyun asked him if he had ever truly loved him, and he simply said that he had, and I think he loved Yang Xiaoyun.  Outside the bathroom door, I clearly heard him say that he could break up with me because of Yang Xiaoyun. No one would know my heartbreak at that time. I began to doubt what I would get in the end after all my hard work. I was afraid that in the end there would be nothing but heartbreak  heartbreak.  After I heard those words, I just left quietly, because I knew that if I was hysterical, I would only lose him faster, and I didn't want to lose him, because I already loved him very much.  I can't imagine what Chen Jia would be like without Lan Jingfeng.  It turns out that I lost him in the end, and Chen Jia without him is just a walking dead.

    The week when Yang Xiaoyun went to study in city y made me truly aware of my crisis.  He didn't come to me once this week.  I tried to take the initiative and called him again and again, but he either didn't answer, or said he was very busy, and just one sentence extinguished all the expectations and hopes in my heart.  That is, from then on, I began to suspect that he pursued me just to beat Yang Xiaoyun and anger her.  I smugly thought that I had succeeded in arousing his interest, but in the end I found out that I was just a tool to be used by him.  But this kind of reason is better than the reason he gave me at the end. I would rather he just use me to anger Yang Xiaoyun than he use me to protect her.

    But even if I deceive myself and others, I can't deceive myself.  Because he told me in person that he was only protecting Yang Xiaoyun, and he just didn't want Yang Xiaoyun's grandmother to know that they were together for the time being.  It turned out that Yang Xiaoyun was so important to him.  He, Lan Jingfeng, was not afraid of anything, but he was afraid of exposing his relationship with Yang Xiaoyun.  I'm so envious of Yang Xiaoyun, things have developed to the point where I don't expect myself to be an innocent girl who can change Master Huaxin, I just want him to care about me a little bit, so I'm satisfied.  But he can't give me even a little love.

    He said he doesn't love me, he only loves Yang Xiaoyun, and I accept my fate, I just want to stay by his side like before, I can see him occasionally, I can feel his existence occasionally, even if I am used, I don't care at all  .  But he still refused my request for a ridiculous reason, because he didn't want to make Yang Xiaoyun angry and make her feel wronged again.  For Yang Xiaoyun, he didn't care if so many people were wronged, but he couldn't let Yang Xiaoyun suffer a little bit of wronged.  I didn't expect him to be such a selfish person, but I still love him.  Crazy in love with him.

    I love him, and it doesn't matter if I lose a woman's dignity and reserve.  I thought he would react when I undressed and stood in front of him. I thought that the flirtatious he must be very interested in virgins. I thought that the flirtatious he would immediately hug me and make me truly his woman.  But my calculation failed, and he didn't even look at me.  Is this the romantic and flirtatious Lan Jingfeng in the outside world?  Why would he be indifferent to everything I do for him.  He will never know how much courage it takes for me to take off my clothes one by one in front of him!  I just simply wanted to use my body to keep myself by his side.  He said that a woman's first time should be reserved for someone who knows how to cherish herself, but I just want to give my first time to the person I love the most, only to him.

    I think he gave me a child, I naively thought that he didn't love me, maybe he would love his child.  Now I understand that he doesn't love anyone, not even himself, he only loves Yang Xiaoyun.  I don't know what is good about Yang Xiaoyun, she is not as beautiful as me, not as smart as me, not as loving as I am, she is not as good as me in everything.  How could she get his unwavering love?

    I have never been in a relationship before, if Lan Jingfeng is my boyfriend, then he is my first love.  I really don't understand love, but I was completely hurt by love.  I like reading novels, whenever I read a romance novel, I always imagine myself as the heroine in the novel.  I thought I finally became a real heroine this time, but it turned out that I was just a bad woman in a novel, and a bad woman will never get real love.

    Lan Jingfeng, a name that goes deep into my bone marrow.??A name that will always be engraved in my heart.  No matter how deeply I was hurt by him, I still can't forget him.  It is said that it only takes a second to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.  I used to think it was just a joke. I never believed that such a deep love can be unforgettable for a lifetime.  Meeting Lan Jingfeng seems to make everything possible.  In a short time I fell in love with him, in a long time I will try to forget him, I deeply know that it will be a long process.

    Lan Jingfeng, he must not know how much I love him, he must think that I, like his other women, are only with him for money.  Lan Jingfeng, do you know?  What I love is not your money, even if you give me a big and luxurious villa, it can't compare to your gentle eyes and affectionate kiss to make me happier.  If time could be turned back, I would definitely not invite Yang Xiaoyun to our villa, and I would not do everything possible to find you, so maybe I can still deceive myself that I am still your girlfriend.

    I always thought my love was great, and I could do anything for him.  It turned out that my love was so sad, so sad that I tried my best to get him a pity look.  But his pity, his distress, his anger, and his infatuation are only for others, all for others.

    Yang Xiaoyun, I used to think that I could be friends for life. The girl I thought was stupider and more innocent than me, has become the woman I hate to the bone now.  I hate her not only because he can stay by Lan Jingfeng's side, I hate him not only because Lan Jingfeng's emotions are all because of her.  I hate her because of her concealment, because I told her that I was very happy, and her indifferent attitude when Lan Jingfeng said I was fine made me a complete fool and a real joke.  When I told her that Lan Jingfeng loved me very much, she must have thought it was ridiculous, she must have thought I was hypocritical, or thought I was stupid.  I hate it when she takes me for a fool.  I hate it when she peeks at me and makes fun of me.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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